🌙☁️ Lav 🫐 Blueberry ☕️📚 is in burnout recovery
@lavblueberry
🌿 Forest witch & anxiety queen with gremlin energy. 💜✨ 🌈 she/her ✦ 30+ ✦ pan & queer ✦ neurospicy ✦ 🇪🇺 ✦ ⚠18+ 💕 Married to @populus89.bsky.social ✨ Vtuber ✦ ✨ 🌒🌕🌘
Shes like cat sized, but MIGHT also scratch and bite as one when lifted 😼
I tried to record anything in Project Zomboid but somehow it killed all the fun and I was tense all day because of that :/ Kinda annoying because I really want to use my love for this game in some fun creative way. Getting shaky hands just because youre trying to make something isnt really nice :/
I just wanted cozy, relaxing bath with rose salts, but I guess we are washing away our exhaustion in blood of our enemies. ✨
She looks like how I feel after day of just regular corporate work 😭
Also my house is giving hoarding issue with some fire hazard sprinkle, because I cant figure out storage yet. ✨ And when I cant figure out storage I'll just go loot some more places and bring more stuff 🥺
Built him little shelter. Something simple just for now. 🦝💜 Also I had helicopter event and my game crashed, when I got back he wasnt here and I thought I lost him. 😭 Little man just got scared of noise and run away. Scooped him when he was on his way back. I think I need name for him??? 👀✨
asdhfglsdf Little man finally relaxed and got some sleep. 🥺💜
Found raccoon! 😭 Poor guy was just standing in rain, so I took him home Got little stressed during that (anyone would get stressed after being just randomly scoped by strange lady in black van) now I guess I have to make him nice, safe an dry place to live 🤷♀️ BUT JUST LOOK AT THIS CUTE FACE 🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜
Despite feeling bad, because I still dont have space to stream, I should tap myself on shoulder, because last year I would mow half of lawn and basically wasnt able to move for rest of the day and part of the next one Today I mowed whole lawn, made 3! loads of laundry, cook half of dinner and
Itty bitty life/stream/art/love you update from me to you 💜✨ TL;DR: Return planned for mid September, focus on art and comms. Thank you for you support I appreciate a ton and it helps me fight impostor syndrome. 💜
Oh the gardens and sunrooms! 😭💜 And I even saw few small greenhouses! 🌱 I LOVE IT 😭💜
OMG THEY REALLY TURNED IT INTO THE SIMS 🔥🔥🔥🔥
✨ HAPPY PROJECT ZOMBOID B42 STABLE RELEASE DAY ✨ for those who celebrate! 💜 I know I dont have many PZ enjoyers here (yet), but I hope youve started to associate this game with me at least a little bit. :3 Also I hope I will be able to stream this ✨Big Glowup✨ sometime soon™ 💜
✨WIP✨ But please, please, please, dont be another never-finished-wip. 🙏🥺 Pretty please for ounce of free time and energy to finish this. 🙏🥺💜
Congrats!!! 💜✨🫂 Blueberry buns and tartelettes 💜🫐🤤 (surprising I know)
Good luck and thank you for the chance! 💜✨
I opened Krita today and didnt instantly cry! 👀 And Im even cooking something! 💜
And now whole house smells like lavender :3 🪻✨️💜 Boil it in twice amount of water as you have lavender for about 10 mins, strain lavender tea, add twice amount of sugar and some lemon juice, boil until thickens and voila! ✨️ You got some aromatic lavender syrup! 💜✨️ Good for tea, coffee or just water
My hands smell like mint, blueberry and lavender. 🫐🪻🌿 And Im about to do something aromatic today! 💜✨️
Also I was at garden centre today ONLY for bigger pots for my herbs and promised myself I wont buy more flowers. B-but... I found ✨perfect whimsy✨ one and I had to 😭💜
FIRST BLUEBERRY HARVEST!!!! ✨️🫐✨️💜💜
I was hoping to get back at least in limited way for the summer, but then weather was like ✨ BITCH NO! Heatwaves and thunderstorms! ☀️♨️🌪️⛈️✨ So here we are, yet again, melting and just trying to survive summer without ac or anything. 😭
Me whenever I try to put together story in Subnautica 2, because I play it on chill pace and keep forgetting everything. Like for a sec I had theory, that youre Zip, because at given moment they talked about her in genderless way that you could pin to anyone 😭
Pride paws for @aamu-renfew.bsky.social 🌈💜✨ Thank you! 💜 [ #art | #furry | #furryart ]
Pride paws for @tellstra.bsky.social! 💜✨🌈 [ #art | #furry | #furryart ]
It always feels silly, but maybe it will help someone 💜 One of thing I pick up to manage my anxiety and fuzzy white noise brain is Coloring Pixels game. Its same as coloring books - just fill squares with matching colors, so in longer run and with good music it can work same way as meditation 💜🪷
Me when thoughtful, compassionate and uplifting cozy games. Its starting!!! 🔥🔥🔥 Time to inflate my steam wishlist 🔥💜🔥💜🔥💜