Meitheal 🫏🦘🦨🐈☉∇
@somni
Bringing you transformative political and literal transformation. Meitheal Ord ⌘ 🏳️⚧️ Genderfluid, ∞&Θ∆☉∇, Structural Engineer, 40+. Any Pronouns
Ciara - [Brackets] pronounced Kira Once a monster that lived deep in our head, now our kelpie protector. Faew nurtures and loves as fiercely as she would rip the throat out of someone who would hurt us. She externalizes anger through remaining in control and handles boundaries for us as a system.
Maebh - )Brackets( Pronounced Maebh Our most complicated part, has reintegrated multiple significant incompatible splits through paradox. Her entire experience of dealing with internalized fear lets her model multiple conflicting immediate things at once, and now it applies to her sense of self.
Bán - =Brackets= Kitty! she's been a delight since she returned to the system. Brave and fiercely loyal to our loved ones, she manages fear of abandonment through action and connection. We believe she introjected from the loss of our cat-child last december.
Xeal An unintentional factive introject from a partner's system, she came to be because we needed someone capable of dealing with ways of thinking outside the box at the time she introjected, and she has absorbed older fragments and parts and fleshed out into a full permanent part.
Muinín - -Brackets- I'm the one who does stuff like mapping our system, understanding how plurality works mechanically. I model complex systems intuitively and emotionally and manage fear through that understanding. I am genderless, bodyless, feel like I am made of light/energy.
Sé - (Brackets) pronounced Shay Zerg infested kangaroo, one of our oldest parts who has been through every epoch. Manages our fragment flow through narrative identity construction. Part of Xeal's swarm, part of our system but still vibrant and unique. Processes internalized shame.
Réalta - ~Brackets~ pronounced Rayl-tah Formerly the little part of niamh, when we integrated one of our two epoch 1 alters, one wanted to stay and niamh offered her childhood part up to integrate, and she became a separate part from Niamh. Has been helping us deal with resistence to accepting help
Roisín - ×brackets× pronounced Rosheen Collapsed at the end of epoch 2. Holds our repressed shame, handling image damage through denial typically. Took a massive amount of damage from our narcissistic father but he rebuilt himself into someone who gets stuff done.
Niamh - <Brackets> pronounced Nieve. Our first alter to return, originally pretty young when she woke up, she made us aware of our system. She has visualization capacity, and processes shame by externalizing it through empathy. Shapeshifter/Púca. Likes being a selkie and a deer too.
Luxe - +Brackets+ Luxe was the primary part of the host in epoch 4, before Ash& took over. He's back and sticking around now, providing a challenging force to the conformity our system often demands, sitting just outside the group in order to help us manage through foundational change.
Fírinne - |Brackets| Her name means truth, they're both a tree and the tree's dryad in our headspace, connected in some way to our shell alter in a similar way a dryad connects with her tree. She's responsible for internalizing anger, and provides a strong moral compass for the system.
Aisling - {brackets} shortened into Ash Ash was the dominant part of our host who collapsed at the end of the last epoch, and held onto the shell of her personality as it collapsed. He's genderfluid, a donkey, but he's a lot more complicated and in the process of unwinding other's stuff he took on.
My girlfriend @rachel.weird.tf took many photos of us in vr tonight. Some of my favs.
)and done, I'm super happy with how this turned out. Now to get someone with actual skill to do the noctide texture I have in my head, that'll require skill.(
)Had a realization that I had a split long ago and I'm using the host/noctide thing to help this differentiation. Same person, same part but... different aspects of me. So I built out a couple of the vivifae kreature default with my colors and gonna decide which fits better for a non latex me.(
Y'all, if you're going to AC you really should stop by and see their booth. They make some truly beautiful pieces of work and they're incredibly affordable, stunningly so. This base was a custom piece I got from them in exchange for them being able to produce bases in the future.
=Taking some screenshots of some of the blendshapes. First is what my standard is. Secoond is all the user edit options (not combined with the in game sliders), Third is the combination of the two that gets a little extreme but its maxed. You have a lot of subtle options.=
{I bought a game in a genre I don't typically play just because it had a donkey prominently on the cover. And what do you know, they're a communist~ Fuck yeah.}
)I should share. I've been working on my shape with the help of partners and between @florasys.bsky.social helping with the horns and @shyra-shifter.bsky.social doing the latex repaint I think I look good. Though I still have much to work on.(
Started setting up some of our avatars for Furality. Unfortunately most of our avatars wont be popular enough to get any support.
Luxe - Brackets not decided on yet, blend of Maebh & Ash (and Sé but he gave up Sé's parts). Shocked us when he woke up, we thought we had figured out who we were back then through our primaries, but Luxe was his own person with his own extra fragments beyond the fusions. He wanted to stay.
Ciara - [Brackets] pronounced Kira Our last primary part, fae's been undergoing major reworks internally lately, exiled herself for decades to protect us from some truly intense harm. She inherited disordered eating from it, and part of why she's a kelpie*. She externalizes anger through control.