They raised my adhd med dose again I feel so calm and in control right now

Maybe eating the candy that makes my face scrunch up (sour) is a bad idea when I still have stitched up surgical wounds in my eyelids

I woke up I talked to portner I happy It really is just as easy as talking to someone you care about, huh?

Holy shit I thought it'd never happen

I'M GOING TO SLEEP I'M GOING TO WAKE UP HAPPY AND IF I'M NOT HAPPY I'M GOING TO GIVE MYSELF A REASON TO BE HAPPY GOODNIGHT 💛✨

@mabusthedark.bsky.social consider this me peer pressuring you

Dealing psychic damage to myself by scrolling down my bsky DMs to see how many peoples' accounts are deleted, leaving me with only a fragment of the last message sent between us to guess who i lost to time

To avoid confusion, all words should now be spelt in alphabetical order

for your perusal: my fat fuckin nuts ...also my eyes are doing better but i think my eyesight took a hit overall so i'm glad these are so big or else I'd lose them tbh

Wolfgirls........

that silica gel stuff is tasty don't let them fool you

Pls protect me from myself My eyes feel good enough that I could draw but I *really shouldn't* because straining them right now might damage them more

The urge to commit carby crimes and mine 1m of each gemstone on rs3 is high I must hoard s h i n y r o c k

Carby status update: More of the same. Eyes are more open, sight is mostly returned, but largely affected by how watery they're getting. More twinges of pain suggests I'm reaching the latter half of recovery. Still on my pain meds as recommended. carby strems soon I hope

this fucker stole my entire shaft and balls

They keep summoning me with a bigger and bigger pp I cannot be stopped

sigh... *pees your pants*

Dear eyes: please hurry up and get better I really want to do art

You've heard of Competitive pissing, now get ready for Cooperative Shitting. Scooch over, hun, I've got a round loaded.

Hey Recovery slow but visible Carby ok soon 💛

dawg i have to be up at 6am tomorrow how does the world work at 6am does it even exist

Expand that 'i thought it was my turn' slice a bit and shrink the random interesting things (because i have no personality) and i think this is p accurate

ok so like next sesh my party probably TPKs Numerically they should beat this boss There's just one factor that swings things out of their control and if I don't signal to them properly what it is and how they can resolve it, they're so fucked. I think that sets the tone well for this arc.

THAT'S THE ONE. THAT'S THE FUCKIN SAUCE. Working linux client. Screenshare. That's what I needed. Just need to make it so I can pick my audio sources on the screenshare but honestly, this is good enough for now. I gotta test whether it even transmits audio on screenshare on linux...

Giving u all big forehead smooches u got this

Go around fucking army wives and saying thank you for your cervix

so like it's risky but i think i want to try to get off my SSRIs Too many things I want to be able to feel emotions about and I can't. Maybe I'm ok enough. Only one way to find out... After I've recovered from surgery I'll talk to my doctor x

Next stop 120 construction I really want a baller-ass house

So like Theoreitcally, a dumb bitch like me could play dark souls blind right? no guides, no buildguides? you can just. play the game, right? Without having to do a 100 page dissertation as a brand new player?

i spent a lot of today just. pulling my eyelids up so i could see better. i was happier. i could see so much better. so much MORE. this is what monday is for. Can't wait to see everything so much better like that (also GOD I HAVE PRETTY EYES)