PacerToy™ 142142
@142142
Proudly owned by Sir @Pacer.dog 24 | 🫡 Obedient | 🇬🇧 North East England ⚠️ NSFW content
Sir just got me a model train for being such a good toy 🥺 Thank you so much Sir @pacer.dog 💚
Sir: *sneezes* “darn blue puppies setting off my allergies” me, the blue puppy:
rather pay more to support the economy than have AI slop in my inbox thanks
Sir @pacer.dog certainly likes to keep his toys safe, warm and entertained! 🐶: me! ⛓️: Sir @pacer.dog 🛍️: restraints by @straitjacketshop.bsky.social
I love you, and I look forward to spending many more years under your ownership. PacerToy 142142 (formerly known as cerulean) (32/32)
Thank you for your patience, consistency, support and the amount of care you put into every part of our dynamic. Thank you for being there during the worst periods of my life and helping me become stronger because of them. (31/32)
At the time, I thought I was just driving to meet someone interesting for a weekend. Instead, I accidentally drove towards a dynamic that completely changed my life. Sir, thank you for these last three years. (30/32)
Everyone brings something different, and Sir somehow manages to create an environment where those strengths actually matter. Three years later, I still sometimes think back to that overnight drive to Cardiff and the little Merseyrail plush I bought along the way. (29/32)
He’s incredibly good at recognising what people are talented at and encouraging them to use those talents in ways that improve the lives of people around them and Sir, including his other subs. That’s something I really admire about him. It means the dynamic never feels stagnant. (28/32)
It feels good knowing that I’ve contributed something meaningful to a person and dynamic that means so much to me. I think one of Sir’s biggest strengths as an owner is that he builds ecosystems around people rather than just controlling them individually. (27/32)
The green PacerSymbol people associate with Sir? I designed that. Sir’s neoprene pup hood? Also designed by me. A lot of the visual identity around Sir and parts of his dynamic were built using my skills and creativity, and honestly I’m really proud of that. (26/32)
One thing I think people sometimes misunderstand about total power exchange is that it isn’t one-sided in the way outsiders often assume. Yes, Sir owns me. Yes, he has authority and control within our dynamic. But that doesn’t mean I don’t contribute things back to him too. (25/32)
Under Sir’s control, we’re now able to consistently save around £12,000 to £15,000 a year - money that can actually go towards stability and building a better future for me. For us, financial dominance was never really about greed or humiliation - it was about trust, structure and care. (24/32)
...while I accessed spending money through permissions and points systems. What started as a way to preserve money and stop impulsive spending ended up working incredibly well for me, so we expanded it into a long-term arrangement. (23/32)
Instead, financial control became something practical and genuinely beneficial for my future. Following a compensation payment, we originally set up a system where my wages, tips and payments would go into an account controlled by Sir... (22/32)
We also participate in financial control as part of our dynamic, although probably not in the stereotypical “findom” way people imagine. In our dynamic, Sir has never been interested in pointless tributes or taking money just for the sake of it. (21/32)
Those moments matter just as much as the control side of our relationship does. Because ultimately, what defines our dynamic isn’t just ownership, rules or power exchange - it’s the connection underneath all of it. (20/32)
Travelling around the country together on trains. Going to obscure transport events. Meeting other kinksters. Spending entire days riding rollercoasters. Discovering during our Scotland trip that Sir really loves deep-fried Mars bars. (19/32)
... - not just for ourselves but for other neurodivergent people who struggle to be heard properly. Not every important memory in our dynamic has been intense though. Some of the best moments have honestly just been the silly and normal ones! (18/32)
What came out of that year wasn’t just a legal outcome, but a much deeper understanding of ourselves too. We learned a huge amount about how neurodiversity affects both of us, how differently our brains process stress and emotions, and how important advocacy actually is... (17/32)
He made sure he was there for every important moment. In the days before the hearing, he was there with me in person. And when my former employer finally conceded and everything finally came to an end, he was still there helping me process it all afterwards. (16/32)
...absolutely no experience dealing with, connected me with people who understood the process and supported me in ways that genuinely went far beyond what I ever expected from another person. Over that year he travelled thousands of miles just so we could spend time together. (15/32)
For nearly a year it consumed everything. But through all of it, Sir stayed constant. Even during the final year of his university studies, he still made time and space for me, not just when things were easy, but when I was struggling the most. He helped me navigate systems I had... (14/32)
The hardest period in our dynamic came just over a year into our dynamic when stuff with my former workplace escalated into tribunal proceedings for disability discrimination. What started as work issues quickly spread into every part of my life and honestly became overwhelming. (13/32)