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Apostasy Now!

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Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Jul 8

my Letterboxd

a meme of two cats. the left cat is dressed in a suit and tie and above them is a 1/5 star rating and text "The film is BAD because bla bla bla", the right cat is licking a sucker and wearing a propeller hat, above them is a 5/5 star rating and the text "It was a lot of fun"

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Jun 19

my most recent book from @mzspress.bsky.social

a photo of a book (The Fantastic Worlds of Frank Frazetta) on a blanket; a cat is standing next to the book, their torso and paws are visible

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Jun 16

a meme of 3 very small cute kittens edited to wear hardhats and holding hotdogs with all the condiments, the text: "You're either [Eating gas station roller dawgs] With us" below: "Or you're [Eating gas station roller dawgs] AGAINST US"

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· May 26

meme pic of a chunky cat juxtaposed over a painted western background. the cat is wearing a cowboy hat and holding their belly and the text says "currently fightin' a stummy ache, but i ain't any less of a cowboy"

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· May 22

an MS Paint drawing of a man named Greg in a blue safety suit with yellow safety stickers, putting on a yellow safety glove and wearing safety glasses. the background is lime green and the giant letters GREG behind him are safety pink.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· May 14

a lizard's eye

a ink-framed drawing of a lizard's eye done with ink, colored pencil, and graphite. the eye is gray with darker swirls and lines in the iris and white, then a ring of yellow-green to orange-yellow scales, surrounded by the earth toned, darker scales

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· May 12

adding novels to the list

a da share z0ne meme of a skeleton running against a blue-white background with white text: just walk out, you can leave!!! work, social thing, movies, home, class, dentist, clothes shoppi, too fancy weed store, cops if your quick, friend ships / if it sucks... hit da bricks!! real winners quit"

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· May 3

a crudely drawn comic of black ink on yellow construction paper. panel 1: a person tying up their long hair, text: "i am trying to find a hair style that doesn't look like shit." panel 2 they look at themselves in a mirror: "i look like an onion." panel 3 their hair is frizzed out like a triangle, text: "fried. i have fried my hair." panel 4 their hand is parted in the middle and pulled back over their long long head, text: "it's getting thinner. soon everyo0ne will know the secret of my giant head." panel 5 their head is drawn like a xenomorph's and a second jaw/mouth is coming out of their mouth like the alien, text: "i am a xenomorph." panel 6 they are in socks and underwear and trying to touch their toes, text: "i cant even stretch anymore. im an old chunk of salt. put me out to sea."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· May 2

a crudely drawn comic of black ink on green construction paper. panel 1: a man peers through tall grass and says "holy crap!!!" panel 2: "it's bigfoot!" bigfoot sits on a log and says "yea it's me..." panel 3: the man, balding and wearing glasses, says "wow you can talk? um... how are you?" bigfoot says: "to tell you the truth i've been better." panel 4 is just bigfoot's head and hand, text: "my male morphology has left me at the periphery of the queer taxonomy of 'family', and the internalized and unexamined gender essentialism—" panel 5 the man says "to be honest i'm just looking for my golf ball", behind him is a golf course and a city, bigfoot just sits on the log.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 30

a crudely drawn comic of black ink on pink paper. panel 1: person pushing shopping cart. text: "sometime i wander around the grocery store and look at all the food i can't eat anymore." panel 2: a jar of salsa, text: "what is salsa? i don't remember." panel 3: person holding a jar of salsa, text: "it is made from tomatoes and stuff. i'm not an idiot. (i am an idiot but not about that.)" panel 4 a close up of a newspaper, text: "at the checkout i bought a newspaper. i wanted to feel normal." panel 5: the newspaper in a plastic bag, text: "it will sit in a plastic bag for months until i throw it out in the recycling." panel 6: "when i was a kid i ate paper. toilet paper was my favorite because it was soft."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 23

an ink and colored pencil comic of an ant in amber. panel 1: the whole amber, colored with pencils, is against a black ink background, with the ant in the amber. panel 2: the amber fills the background and it's closer to the ant's head. panel 3: the ant's eye is the bottom left of the panel and the amber fills the rest, looking abstract. panel 4: very close view of the ant's compound eye, orbs against black ink reflecting the amber.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 20

a b&w ink comic (mostly black) of an isopod (pillbug, woodlouse, rolly-poly, etc.) arranged into quadrants of unseen panels. panel 1, the bug crawls in the dark (bug is black except for some outlining) and says: "it's nice to be a bug". panel 2, the bug from another perspective says: "in the human taxonomy of the world, i'm a terrestrial crustacean." panel 3, the bug crawls towards a decaying leaf. text: "but down here in the dark and spicy soil, we're all bugs. even rotting leaves are bugs. humans have such a narrow view of spacetime." panel 4 is text, with the black surrounding it transitioning to white with pointillism, text: "someday soon, you'll understand, and it will feel like seeing the stars for the first time."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 19

a b&w ink drawing of a person with long hair standing rigidly and looking up at small "swatches" arranged like paintings, each a small square of colored pencil and labeled with pen. from top to bottom and left to right: "sunset after a storm with a tornado warning", oranges and yellows and red with some darker blurs. "a distant memory of trout roe", a square of pinks and pale reds with pale golden orbs. "l.a. mint vape", light blue-greens. "a worm on a rainy day", greens and purples and blues, originating from and darker at the corners, then pink in the center of the square. "small paper cups kept in the bathroom", layers of browns, yellows, and grays to look like the brown paper. "the smell of a tomato still on the vine", a swirl of reds muted by green surrounded by other greens. "sketchbook paper" a square of uncolored sketchbook paper.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 16

a b&w ink comic. panel 1: a person lies on their back in the dark in bed, their long hair flows over their pillow. panel 2: the POV is further out, showing the person is under a blanket and their hand is resting on a cat on them/the blanket. panels 3 and 4 are combined, showing the cat resting her head on her paws and calmly gazing into the dark.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 14

a b&w ink comic. panel 1, a person walking their dog and a person talking to them. simple style. person 2 asks "can i pet that dog?" panel 2, person 1's face fills the panel and it's drawn with more exaggerated detai: blubbering mouth and nose, tear-filled eyes, etc. text, mostly obscured behind them: "oh you mean my floofy woofy f[...] farty poopy fuzzy fur baby? yes." panel 3, person 2 crouches and pets the dog while looking up at off-panel person 1, text: "uh... thanks..." panel 4, the dog's face fills the panel and it's drawn with much more semi-realistic detail. the dog says: "forgive my hairless father. his skin is as smooth as his brain."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Apr 11

yoga in the park

a b&w ink illustration. a slime person is smiling too widely while balancing themselves on their hands on a yoga mat; their feet are kicked back into the air and the mat is covered in slime. there's a boombox behind them. behind that is fields of slime and some trees of slime. another slime person in the background is smiling looking up at a kite flying in the sky. the clouds are dripping at the edges like slime.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 31

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 25

a b&w ink comic. panel 1: a ghost reclines on some clouds looking up at the sky; the sun is in the background. text over the sun: "being a ghost in the clouds has its perks. i never hear traffic, and i'm probably not going to see my ex-wife." panel 2: the ghost sits on a cloud with their hands in their lap, the sun behind them, text over the sun: "but there are things i miss, like gardening. the atmosphere has soil and seeds and water and sun, but it's not easy to garden up here." panel 3 is a thin panel the length of panels 1 and 2: the ghost stands at the edge of some clouds holding out their cupped hands, text: "i spent a year standing with my hands cupped, waiting for seeds and soil." panel 4: a closer, frontal view of the ghost standing with cupped hands, now full of soil, and seeds floating by, text: "slowly, my hands filled with soil... and seeds... and time..." panel 5 is a close up of the more realistically drawn ghost hands holding soil with a dandelion growing in it, the sun behind their hands, no text.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 22

a b&w comic. panel 1, a ghost stands on a cloud looking into the distance, text: "when you've been a ghost in the clouds for sixty years, you've seen clouds change." panel 2, the ghost is sitting on the cloud holding up a piece of cloud in their hand with junk poking out of it, text: "clouds are full of plastic now." panel 3: the ghost is peaking over the cloud looking sad, text: "clouds have always had aeroplankton: viruses, fungi, algae, mosses... / but even the smallest things can't escape climate collapse." the 3 panels are drawn on top of a larger background of the ghost standing on a cloud above a landscape with the sun behind them, their hands crossed and looking like they're waiting.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 20

a b&w ink & graphite comic. panel 1, a person with long hair in a t-shirt, visible from the torso up, looks at the reader and says "hello! artist here. not dead yet, despite what Roland Barthes has been saying. i'm here to clarify the meaning of my comics—or, the lack of meaning in them." in panel 2, the person is visible down to their sweatpants. they are standing next to, & gesturing towards, a sad goldfish in an aquarium on a table or pedestal. they say "sorry to disappoint my fans and my therapist, but there's no deeper meaning here. sometimes, a fish is just a fish." in the larger panel 3, taking up 1/2 of the comic, the goldfish is drawn in a much more realistic way, close up, with speech bubbles formed by air bubbles coming from their mouth. they say: "i no longer wish to live in a nightmare in which suffering is the only real thing."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 17

life, man.

a b&w graphite and ink comic. panel 1 a cat stands against a solid gray background, smoking a cigarette, looking tired. "life, man..." is above him. panel 2 the cat is dropping the cigarette and putting it out with their foot. they are standing on a sidewalk against a wall of some sort. the text on the street with the trash says "man... life." panel 3 the cat is walking down the sidewalk past a tunnel of some sort, the cigarette smoke plumes up and the test "life, man, life" is inside it. panel 4 is a close up of the cat's face, looking up and looking watery. with the text "life..." larger and down in the corner.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 16

Wings of Desire

an image of a frumpy man (Gregg Turkington) in an poorly fitting suit, his hair is kind of messy, he is wearing a giant button pin on his suit that is the poster for the john travolta movie Michael, and he's wearing cheap angel wings and staring at the camera

the same frumpy angel man as alt text 1, standing on the set of The Last On Cinema Oscar Special, smoking a fake cigarette and surrounded by props and posters for the john travolta movies Michael and Phenomenon

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 14

i hate LED headlights!

a b&w ink and graphite comic. panel 1 is a close up of Jupiter shaded with pencil against a black (ink pen) background. panel 2, Jupiter is being disintegrated by a beam of white light. panel 3, the beam is disintegrating saturn and mars as well. panel 4 shows that the beam originates from an suv's LED headlights. a skeletal deer is being disintegrated in the beams in front of the car.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 13

we are rapidly approaching a future that Jonathan Crary described in 24/7: Late Capitalism and the Ends of Sleep xenopraxis.net/readings/cra...

image of text from Crary's essay-book 24/7: Late Capitalism and the Ends of Sleep. the highlighted text reads: "As the most private, most vulnerable state common to all, sleep is crucially dependent on society in order to be sustained."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 12

an image of a red-haired woman (Natasha Lyonne in the series Russian Doll) smoking a cig and looking excited, sarcastically saying "Thursday. What a concept."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 12

a b&w comic of three panels. top left panel, a ghost on a cloud is making a snowman-type friend that looks like him. behind them is the moon. text: "i've been trying to make friends." panel 2 is a close up of the ghost's hands shaping the cloud-friend. the hands are drawn in a much more realistic style than every other comic (because it amused me). text: "clouds are not an easy medium to work with, though. and i was never good at making friends when i was alive." panel 3 has no text. the cloud ghost sits at the edge of the cloud looking at the moon. to his right are four "friends" he made out of clouds.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 10

a b&w comic of two panels. in the first a ghost lies on their back on a cloud, a bit night sky visible below the clouds. text: "most of my nights are spent moongazing. what is the moon? i think i knew when i was alive, but it's hard to remember stuff. i don't mind, though. i don't need to know what it is to love it." panel 2 is mostly filled by the moon against the night sky, with some clouds on the left side.

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 10

a b&w comic of 3 panels, two small corner panels and one large one making up most of the comic. in the top left corner panel a ghost on a cloud waves to some distant birds flying towards the sun. text: "when you're a ghost in the clouds, it's not all sunshine and birds." panel 2, which is most of the comic, is the ghost sitting with its "knees" pulled up to its chest in its hands. it's raining and the ghost's head is soggy and collapsed by a pool of water that drips down its face. text: "sometimes it rains. the afterlife is wetter than i thought it would be." in the bottom right panel the ghost floats alone in a cloudless sky with the sun. text: "and sometimes there aren't any clouds."

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Mar 4

a b&w ink comic of three panels. panel 1: a ghost stands at the edge of a cloud with two birds (corvids); they all look angry. text: "the birds don't like the drones. neither do i." panel 2, in the direction of panel 1's gaze: the ghost and birds are on their cloud in the background, a drone takes up most of the foreground. text: "the birds say there are more drones each year. the birds say there are fewer and fewer birds each year. it makes me sad. i like birds." panel 3: mostly white space, about 1/3 of the page, that turns into clouds that show panel 2's scene even smaller: the ghost and birds, barely visible, then a group of small drones flying through the clouds. text from the ghost in the window of sky in the clouds: "when i was alive—before i was a ghost floating in the clouds—there weren't any drones... but i suppose airplanes weren't much better." then at the bottom text that is a quote: "mister, you may conquer the air, the birds will lose their wonder, and the clouds will smell of gasoline. — inherit the wind, 1960"

Apostasy Now!@apostasynow· Feb 26

if he hadn't announced it no one would have figured it out

image of discord message that says "imagine if it's clint lol / and no one figures it out because no one wants to date clint"

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