🥀alex🦇

@aquavampyr

silly queer goth, often unhinged writer ||multifandom (jjk, atz, etc) ||29 ||she/her ||🔞 ||free 🇵🇸 ✨ ✨ ✨

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🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 19

Goth bunnyyyy

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 15

I was looking through my bookmarks and got so sad :((

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 4

My house

A storefront sign that’s lit up that says BL Studios

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 2

no wonder i enjoy writing lore hongjoong so much

Your Result:
hongjoong

the captain. you did all you could, there's no shame if your all wasn't enough. others call you reliable, but do you feel it yourself? if they trust you so much, perhaps you should learn to trust yourself. you work so hard the fatigue seeps to your bones. it may not feel like it now, but one day it will all be worth it. you will get that recognition you’ve been searching for so long, that voice in your head that will tell you you’ve done enough, you can rest now. but you can’t do it by yourself. open your heart, captain, let them in. there's no use carrying it all on your own. they won't leave you if you do.

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

Together!!

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

This was so cute

He’d never experienced anything quite like it. To be so seen, even just for a day. Traveling to a place that held so much meaning for him, despite Hongjoong knowing very little about Star Wars—though he always indulged in Seonghwa’s excited ramblings—and planning everything for him anyway. Soaking up the late winter sun, cool breeze whipping through their hair.

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

That’s a good one!!

“Please go back to sleep.” Hongjoong sounded more desperate than he wanted to, voice cracking as he begged.
“No,” Seonghwa said, not releasing Hongjoong’s arm. “You had another nightmare, I'm not leaving you.”
Hongjoong’s head fell to his hands, loose blue strands of hair curling into his eyes as he cried. For once, that didn’t provide him with any kind of security. It was burdensome, to have someone who loved him. Heavy as he weighed Seonghwa down like a noose around his neck.

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

this is so sweet 😭

Hongjoong frowned. “You make it sound so easy.”
“It can be.” Seonghwa leaned forward to press a kiss to Hongjoong’s forehead. “Like I told you last night, I’d do anything for you.”

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

Hii this was a fun one too!

Pretending like he and San could carve out a life for themselves from that dinged up van. Finding a way to survive under Z’s rule alone, as much as they both despised it. Deep in his heart, though, he knew San couldn’t handle abandoning everyone. Neither could Wooyoung, if he was being honest with himself. It was a hollow threat fueled by rage and a deep-running frustration.

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

A fun one!!

They climbed into bed together last night, just as they had the other night, and the night before. Dressed in comfortable clothes. Mouths found one another in the dark, shadows wrapping around them as Seonghwa slid his hands into Hongjoong's hair. Hongjoong pressed up against Seonghwa, chasing after heat and comfort, losing himself in him.

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Apr 1

Close enough!

“I—I can’t.” Hongjoong pressed his lips into a firm line, emotion lodging itself into his throat, threatening to spill over again. “I can’t.”
“You can,” Seonghwa pleaded. His own voice started to shake. “Come back to me.”
Another sob was wrenched free, Hongjoong powerless to fight the tears as they came back. Hongjoong stopped walking and shook his head. It was too much. It was all too much.

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Mar 31

I did this on the other site but thought it would be fun to bring here too!

Fanfiction Work-In-Progress Guessing Game

Send me a word, if it’s in my wip document I’ll answer your ask with the sentence that it appears in

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Mar 31

I get in my head a lot about my writing a lot and I just feel really fortunate that there are people all over the internet that want to read it. I feel really lucky 🖤

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Mar 27

a snippet from coiled up that I’m pretty proud of when Hongjoong sinks to his knees in front of Seonghwa to take a measurement

$That something that permeated the air lingered, turning it thick. It was hard to breathe, Hongjoong realized, knees digging into the hard platform beneath him, focusing with all his might at the number that was even with the hem of Seonghwa's pants. Wordlessly, Hongjoong dropped the tape measure, though he stayed on his knees. As if he was about to mutter a prayer at Seonghwa's feet, though he was far from a religious man. He didn't know a single hymn, but he would sing one if it was what Seonghwa wanted. He would stitch something together to the best of his ability if it meant that he could continue this-creating for Seonghwa, clothing him in an outfit designed for him. Dressing him in something that held a fraction of the elegance he carried$

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Mar 25

#WIPWednesday with my puppy dorm onsen fic that I need to jump back into for Reasons

“Sit on my lap.”
“Really?” Yeosang asked, cocking his head to the side.
Yunho nodded, shifting in his seat to help Yeosang slide closer. He situated himself on top of Yunho’s thighs, his back to Yunho’s chest. Water splashed around them as they sunk deeper into the pool.
“Are you… hard?” Yeosang asked, turning his face to the side to catch Yunho’s eyes.
“Yes.”
“Have you been hard this whole time?”
“Most of it.” Yunho reached a hand down to swipe over Yeosang’s stomach, just lightly brushing at the base of his cock. He spoke into Yeosang’s ear, breath hot on his neck. “Are you?”
Yeosang’s cheeks were red—red from the steam of the water and red from arousal. He nodded. “I have been. For most of our time here, too.”
Yunho’s fingers slid over Yeosang’s hipbone, never moving too far away. “Do you want me to do something about that?”

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Mar 23

I’m gonna hold my breath until I pass out and d*e

🥀alex🦇@aquavampyr· Mar 13

smooth velvet Matz • E, 5.3k/21k • ch 2/? • royal au • prince SH and royal guard HJ • dom ↑HJ/ sub ↓SH • secret relationship, gay yearning, angst/comfort, happy ending archiveofourown.org/works/763106...