Xiao✨消咒

@ashes8012

He/him, 20s, chaotic good. Mostly FFXIV, Dragon Age, and ttrpg things. Icon by shenyun5000 on Twitter and header by 4threset on Twitter. Sometimes nsfw! Main: #FafnirChulainn Alts: #Kiah'aElakha AO3:

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Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 5h

ngl this kind of slaps on him

Kiah'a, a grey skinned Keeper, stands in Solution 9. He is wearing light blue robes with gold and silver embellishments. He has long black hair with blue highlights.

Kiah'a, the same Miqo'te from before, from a different angle to show off the bangs a bit better.

Kiah'a from behind, showing off how the hair falls down his back.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 1d

It's Kiah'a's nameday and he would absolutely hate celebrating it! He'd also hate if you read a fic all about how much he hates namedays and how he grows to be a friendlier (relative) person. So definitely don't read I Wish I Could Be Brave in honor of his birthday.

Kiah'a, a grey skinned Keeper with blue hair, kneels in the Brume. He is holding a dragoon lance and dressed in a brown leather jacket, dark blue pants, and greaves. He has an eyepatch over his left eye.

Kiah'a, the same Keeper from before, stands against a bright blue sky. He is wearing light blue robes with silver embellishments. A summoner tome hovers over his left hand. He is missing his right arm from the elbow down.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 2d

Every time

A line graph with the Y-axis labeled :how fucked I think I am" and the x-axis labeled "elapsed time."

It starts at "im a genius this will be the best thing ever" fairly low on the y-axis, then jumping up to the top of the y-axis with the text "AAAAAH!!! AAAH!!!!! AAAA AAAAAHHHH OH GOD OH GOD OH FUCK AAAAHHH!!! AAHHHH! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!" This continues for some time along the x-axis before dropping back down to the bottom of the y-axis with the label "nvm im fine lol."

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 2d

A #nsfw snippet wherein Sidurgu and Kiah'a enjoy some time together. #Kiah'aElakha ✨ #WolSidurgu

The bed creaked loudly, joining the orchestra of moans and gasps as Kiah'a worked Sidurgu to completion.

"You're loud," Kiah'a muttered, nipping almost playfully at his neck. Sidurgu glowered, but any retort was stolen away as Kiah'a twisted his wrist and rubbed his thumb over the head of Sidurgu's cock. "I like it."

Kiah'a dragged his folds over Sidurgu's leg. His rough scales gave way to smooth skin, an interesting sensation even after years of sharing a bed.

"Shite," Sidurgu hissed. His hips twitched. "Stop teasing."

"I'm not." Kiah'a sped up. The bed groaned. It was undoubtedly audible from the hall. Kiah'a found that he did not care.

He leaned closer, tail twisting in the air. His lips brushed Sidurgu's horn. "I want to hear you come."

And Sidurgu could no more resist that than he could survive without air. His back arched and he cried out as he released. Cum coated Kiah'a's hand and both their stomachs. Slick leaked from Sidurgu's slit as his knot inflated. Kiah'a was quick to squeeze it, aetherical hand warmed for the occasion.

Sidurgu shivered as aftershocks rolled through him. Kiah'a continued to lavish his throat with attention, canines leaving pinpricks of pain followed by a soothing kiss.

The two lay in bed together. Sidurgu gulped down air and remembered where he was. Kiah'a released his knot and let his aetherical hand fade away.

"Good?" Kiah'a asked. Sidurgu grunted. He raised a hand and cupped Kiah'a's face.

"Shall I return the favor?" he asked. Kiah'a flushed, his bravado vanishing.

"Ah, if you're certain—"

A surge of energy swelled through Sidurgu. He took Kiah'a by the hips and hauled him up until he was kneeling above Sidurgu's face. Sidurgu smirked up at his partner.

"I am."

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 2d

Grabby hands @ your wolships that fit this

Tumblr post by "crowttore" that says:

Getting your face cradled by hands that kill>>>>>

And a followup by "the-bar-sinister" of a pyramid of needs. The pyramid has been scribbled over so the only need is "Getting your face cradled by hands that kill"

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 2d

Kiah'a/Sidurgu (They both think that they're the one who ruins things)

A Tumblr post by "starsunseparated" that reads:

something something "I ruin everything I touch" and "touch me, I'm already ruined"

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 3d

Might be the Warrior of Light, still here to party. #FafnirChulainn

Fafnir, a masc Raen Au Ra, winks at the camera. They have one hand on their hip and the other pointing at the camera as they pose. They are visible from the waist up. They're wearing a loose tank top with thin sleeves and no back.

Another view of Fafnir, this from behind and lower so that we see the full extent of their back scales. Their hair falls down their back in a thin ponytail.

A third angle of Fafnir, wide enough to see their tail curve through the air and their tight leather pants.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 6d

WIP Wednesday! Been thinking about Kiah'a's relationship with magic a bit. (He's an ass. What else is new?)

"I've never seen someone cast magic like you," Y'shtola said as Kiah'a practiced in Rhalgr's Reach. Kiah'a glared at her.

"You've never seen me cast magic," he retorted. Y'shtola's eyes narrowed.

"That was rude."

"'tis true." Kiah'a turned his glower towards his spell book. The letters were starting to swim together. His head throbbed in anticipation of the headache that would form in the next hour or so, but he was determined to make the most of his free afternoon. They happened so rarely. Every second he could improve his skill with a tome had to be taken. No longer could he rely on a lance or sword.

His stump still hurt on a daily basis. He didn't bring it up to anyone. They couldn't fix it, so why admit it?

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 7d

An Impossible Dream Chapter One: Preparation is now on AO3! #FafnirChulainn - #Fafcule

An Impossible Dream by scatteringmyashes
Fandoms: Final Fantasy XIV

Teen And Up Audiences
No Archive Warnings Apply
Gen, Other
Work in Progress

04 Aug 2026
Tags

No Archive Warnings ApplyHien Rijin/Warrior of Light Yugiri Mistwalker & Warrior of Light Minor or Background Relationship(s)Hien Rijin Warrior of Light (Final Fantasy XIV) Yugiri Mistwalker Kozakura (Final Fantasy XIV) Minor CharactersPost-Patch 6.0: Endwalker (Final Fantasy XIV) Wedding Planning Au Ra Warrior of Light (Final Fantasy XIV) Nonbinary Warrior of Light (Final Fantasy XIV) Anxiety Fluff and Angst Family Angst Emotional Constipation Rating May Change

Summary

Hien and Fafnir get married in the event of the century. The entire star is overjoyed to celebrate their love. If only Fafnir wanted to be there.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 7d

No cheating, post your lock screen!

A locked phone with art of a Chinese woman in black hanfu. There is a dragon on the front of the robe. She has short black hair and red eyes. A flame dances up her finger.

The following text is in the top left corner:
Mardi
1:20
4 août

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 8d

I feel like I never shut up about how Kiah'a or Fafnir feel about their homelands, and by god I never will I even wrote a bit about it for Fafnir as part of my daemon au way back in the day.

It was perhaps unkind to call the Sahagin summoning of Leviathan a relief, but it was something Fafnir knew how to handle. They could swing an axe or a lance in battle, cutting through flesh and bone like paper. They could stand alone against the might of the storm, listening to the shift of the wooden platform and feeling the stinging spray of waves against their cheeks. They could be a bastion of strength. They could be the indomitable pillar that everyone else anchored themselves to.

That was easy. Talking to Yugiri and helping the Domans settle into Mor Dhona was not.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 8d

The job swap in theory vs the job swap in reality

Sidurgu, Koana, Kiah'a (a Keeper of the Moon), and G'raha stand amongst jungle plants with stones in the background. Sidurgu is in white mage robes, Koana has armor and a dark knight sword, and G'raha is dressed as a machinist with a gun. Kiah'a has black mage robes and a glowing black mage staff. They all look very cool and competent.

The same four as before, but in much different poses. Sidurgu looks at his conjurer's stick in confusion. Kiah'a looks bamboozled by his staff. G'raha considers his machinist gun carefully while Koana cannot even lift the sword.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 9d

Kiah'a Elakha, Keeper of the Moon and doing his best.

Kiah'a, a Keeper of the Moon, stands in Shaaloani at night. He looks up at the stars with a smn book out. He is wearing light blue robes with silver embellishments. He is missing his right arm from the elbow down.

Kiah'a, the same Keeper as before, in the Arcadion ring against Vamp Fatale. He has a red mage focus and sword drawn.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 10d

"You seeing this shit, Eos?" - Kiah'a Elakha, Scholar (nerd) #Kiah'aElakha

Kiah'a, a Keeper of the Moon, in bright blue robes with silver decoration. He is missing his right arm from the elbow below. Eos is floating by his head.

The same shot of Kiah'a except from behind, where it's clear he and Eos are looking at a set of floating islands that look like Nymian architecture.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 10d

Happy yaoi day to some guys

Kiah'a, G'raha, and Sidurgu sit on the lawn in Old Sharlayan. G'raha is in Sidurgu's lap and smiles up at him as Sidurgu glances over at Kiah'a, who is watching amused.

Kiah'a and Koana talk on a couch in Solution 9. Kiah'a is leaning close and in the middle of saying something.

Hien and Fafnir sit together on a bench in the Gold Saucer. Hien's eyes are closed as he smiles happily. Fafnir looks over at Hien with a smile. Their arm is over his shoulders.

Fafnir looks down at Hien, the two holding each other. They are standing in Ul'dah while the city is decorated for Little Lady's Day.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 10d

The more things change, the more they stay the same. #FafnirChulainn

Fafnir as a WAR, large axe over one shoulder. They are looking to the left and framed by a stone window overlooking mountains. The sunset has turned the sky orange.

Fafnir, again, looking to the left. They are a dragoon. They are standing in front of a large window. The sunset is visible in the sky.

Fafnir, dark knight sword over one shoulder, looks to the left. They are framed by red curtains as the sun casts the sky orange. They are standing in a building overlooking Tuliyollal.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 10d

I genuinely love running around and seeing them

Fafnir, a Raen Au Ra, stands with a hand on their hip as they look at Alpha and Omega. They are standing at the Kugane hot springs, with Alpha sitting on a bench.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 11d

Fafnir "Resting I'm going to kill you face" Chulainn

Tumblr post by "fairycosmos" that reads "t shirt that just says WHATEVER YOU'RE READING INTO MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS AND BODY LANGUAGE YOU'RE MISINTERPRETING"

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 16d

Husband (Hien's voice actor) spotted the other day

A picture of the Street Fighter movie with Ryu and two other characters getting ready to attack someone off on the right. The text "Ready. Set. Fight" is on the top left and the text "Street Fighter hitting theaters Oct 16" is on the bottom right.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 16d

Pet store has acquired a cat and they were so polite 🥺

Two hands reach out as they scratch a white and grey cat. The cat is on their side with their paws in the air.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· 24d

Writing patch notes for my original story so that my friends know what changes have happened since the last time they read it

Sky Songs: Little Birds v. 0.2

Total Word Count: 11,877
Estimated Read Time: ~60 minutes

Patch Notes:
Edited several scenes for clarity
Edited several scenes for flow/vibes
Added new scene at the end
General spelling and grammar edits

General Notes:
The reader copy should automatically load into my default theme, which is white text on a black background. If people need a copy with black text on a white background, lmk.
If you want to look at the scenes with the biggest edits, they are: Queen & Susamu's conversation, Susamu & Ebisu's conversation, and Elba [censored].

As always, any feedback/thoughts are appreciated [prayer hand emote]

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 10

Kiah'a @ his partners

A Tumblr post by "scissorsaint"

(Flirting) I could be your problem

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 7

Found an old tin of stuff and found them!!!

A small plastic charm of Fafnir, a Raen Au Ra, standing back to back with Hien. They both have swords drawn.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 5

So many polyam ships, but ya'll get a picture of Kiah'a with his partners finding a quiet moment during all the chaos of Endwalker. #Kiah'aElakha ✨ #Kiah'acule

The same three from the last image, but the photo is taken from above. G'raha's smile is visible and you can also see that he is holding Kiah'a's arm.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 4

Hien and Fafnir get a moment's peace amidst wedding planning.

Hien nodded slowly. He squeezed Fafnir's arm and Fafnir embraced him. They held the man close to their chest. He smelled of ink and paper and his familiar musk. He used to smell of sword oil and sweat. Fafnir liked this more.

The two stood there for a moment, simply breathing. Simply existing.

"To think that I used to concern myself with war logistics, and these days I'm asked my opinion on floral arrangements." Hien grinned up at Fafnir. "'tis quite the change, is it not?"

"I do not miss it," Fafnir replied.

"Oh, nor do I. Still, 'tis one of the oddities of life — you spend so much time in the present, you forget that the sun still rises." Hien stood on the tips of his toes to press his lips to Fafnir's jaw. Fafnir snorted as they bent down to properly kiss him. It was soft and gentle and precisely what Fafnir needed in the moment.

When they broke apart, Hien sighed. "The next meeting is with Xilu of the music committee. That'll be easy enough — she's quite an understanding woman. But...

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 4

G'raha French fans stay winning (translation in alt text)

A screenshot of the FFXIV G'raha/Exarch minion "Mystel" in French. The text reads:

Mascottes
Mystel miniature
Conscients de la volonté de leur modèle de ne pas être reconverti en idole, les artisans de la halle due Juste sont tout de même parvenus à faire émerger ne serait-ce qu'un petit fragment de l'essence de l'illustre personnage dans cetter poupée miniature à l'effigie d'un Mystel.

Déplacement
Poursuite

Le moment venu, j'aurai besoin de vous à mes côtés

Eng.
Aware of their model's desire not to be converted into an idol, the artisans of the [Crystalline Mean] have nevertheless managed to bring out even a small fragment of the essence of the illustrious character in this miniature doll in the likeness of a Mystel.

The time comes, I will need you by my side.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 3

me rn

a meme of cartoon people screaming/crying with the text "trying to finish the fic i started writing for my own enjoyment" in the center.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jul 3

Out of curiosity I looked at the French description for the Haurchefant mammet and Yeah (translation in alt text)

A screenshot of the Haurchefant mammet from ffxiv in French:

Mascottes
Haurchefant miniature
Cette poupèe plus vraie que nature du célèbre commandant du camp de la Tête du dragon a été mise au point par Stephanivien de Haillenarte pour inspirer le courage à tous les jeunes Ishgardais

Déplacement
Poursuite

Tu veux toucher mes muscles?

Eng:

Mascots
Haurchefant miniature
This lifelike doll of the famous commander of Camp Dragonhead was created by Stephanivien de Haillenarte to inspire courage in all young Ishgardians.

Movement
Pursuit

Want to touch my muscles?

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jun 30

I had a few looks in EW because I changed my tail so the OG armor look didn't work anymore. But it's hard to go wrong with a nice coat and leather pants. #FafnirChulainn

Fafnir, a masculine Raen Au Ra, stands in front of one of the fountains in Ishgard housing. They are wearing full plate armor with their sword over their back.

Fafnir, the same Au Ra as before, from the waist up. They are wearing a white jacket with a black sweater underneath.

Fafnir sitting in Solution Nine on one of the couches. They are in a red jacket and black leather pants and black boots.

Xiao✨消咒@ashes8012· Jun 28

Fafnir,