Silly wolf puppy wanted to go live early. Join me my fellow sinners, saints, and sillies! www.twitch.tv/beyleth_

Getting ready to go live with @starletwolfie.bsky.social and @kirinsage.bsky.social. Going to be playing Battlefield 6 again. Please, watch me suffer.

@starletwolfie.bsky.social has talked me into downloading and playing Battlefield 6 again. See you in a couple of hours.

Stream schedule. All times PST Monday: Noon - ??? 7 Days to Die with @starletwolfie.bsky.social and @torisetsuna.bsky.social Tuesday: 8 AM - ??? Soulframe Wednesday: 8 AM - ??? Random things from my Steam library. Look forwards to seeing you all little sinners. Have a preview of my new model.

I'll see you all soon for more Long War of the Chosen. Hit the death spiral last stream and need to start over. I _will_ beat this game, at least on Rookie. Much love my fellow sinners. Artist: @cherrybombsean.bsky.social

@soulovely0.bsky.social got me into VR Chat. This model is "off the rack". The fact that I feel more like how I view myself when I look into this VR mirror than I ever have in real life is kind of horrifying. I should start HRT. I can't start HRT without real social (job) costs. I want to cry.

This one is brand new. They're just adding the confederate flag to their Arena battlepass. It's conspicuously in a location that doesn't get covered up by armor in game, meaning it's designed SPECIFICALLY for that part, unlike the other patches to always be visible even when playing seriously.

I mean, if you don't know, 14.88 or 14/88 or 14-88 is a dogwhistle. The 14 represents the "14 Words" slogan, while 88 stands for "Heil Hitler" (H being the 8th letter). It is widely used in graffiti, usernames, and tattoos to signal hate ideologies.

May you become fast and flexible then.

It's funny. One of my most recurring fantasies... is to experience ego death and pleasure together... and never come back. I've experienced ego death + pleasure together before, that's kind of what a really good orgasm with a partner is like, but literally burning my brain out... yeah. Please?

So... it looks like I won't be streaming until next week...

It has been a GOOD night.

Be me at LARP with themes of nightmares and horrible dread. Playing very serious lawful sociopath. Have real life nightmare so intense I wake up kicking the bunk above me with enough strength that my big toe is mighty sore. The horrible entity that caused me to physically lash out on my sleep...

This is a "jingle horse". Where you attach "jingle bells" to their harness so they make a jingling noise while pulling a sleigh. I don't know the original purpose, or if it was always for entertainment.

Glad we have an old fireplace at the place we rent.

Thanks Battlestate Games

Some older commissioned art of Beyleth. If I was a shapeshifter, this would be my "interact with normal humans" form.

I love running LARP.

Well, I WAS going to try to play Tarkov on stream today:

Without the horns... 9' tall canonically.

Gender is a construct. This post is not up to code. I appreciate it immensely.