stared out a window of the 51st floor of the JPMorgan Chase building today and cried. That's how things are going for me.

I look so good todayyyyy~ 💝 and check out how adorable my garter iiisss 😌🥰

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Seated for The Rocky Horror Show! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GONNA BE SEEING LUKE EVANS LIVE OMGGGGGG

looking EXACTLY like a Colossus from SotC 😂 The coloring and haziness of the photo even adds to it! 🔵V🔵

‼️‼️‼️ JUNE 13-14 SIGN UP FOR @diyfgc.bsky.social IF YOU'RE NYC OR TRISTATE AND PLAY 3S, SF6, COTW, TEKKEN 8, STRIVE, AND/OR 2XKO!!! IT'S "DO IT YOURSELF" BUT MAKE NO MISTAKE, THIS IS ALL ABOUT COMMUNITY SHOWIN UP AND SHOWIN OUT 🔥 THE ONLY THING U GOTTA DO BY URSELF IS PLAN TO BE HERE 👏🏽 SEE U THERE

Had an amazing belated birthday day with one of the biggest and most bestest partners a Cam like me could ever ask for: @aphrodynamek.bsky.social~! 🥹💕😽🐯 Had a great lunch, he brought me an INCREDIBLE gift from Japan-- THE BLOODBORNE OFFICIAL ARTWORKS BOOK!! (I was STUNNED lol), and we saw "Hokum"!🥰

Amazing kbbq early birthday dinner party last night with some of my lovely NYC 3S family and new favorite people! 🎉🥳🥹💜🎂 THEY GOT ME A CAKE AS A SURPRISE 😭💕 We all hung out after to play VSAV and 3S and I got to be the evening's VIP! It was so much fun! Thank you!! 🥹🙇🏽

baby Wolf players in VSAV throwing out Million Flicker mad crazy like it's just somethin to do lol 🤭 #PlayVSAV

any time I sit down to play third strike with the nyc heads bcs im baby skdjkskdjd

swear to god this the vibe I get from my opponent every time I play third strike! especially if they're strong!! they are WAAAAAITING for you to fuck up lmao 😭 FEENIN shits scary af 😭

the way people just won't even engage with us is fucking wild/hilarious 😂💀💀 I was lucky they didn't afk/concede off rip tbh lol (which has been happening a LOT skfhskd) Aaaahhhhh they mad 😂 @hoshizoku.com

gonna be competing in my first Third Strike tournament at BKVG today!! Only been playing for a little over a month so I (healthily) have no expectations; but I'll try my best and value the exp/knowledge I walk away with 💜 "When you lose, don't lose the lesson" 🫡

I'm def someone who doesn't emote in a lot of situations (and also has bad RBF lol 💀) This is me when I'm not ADHD masking/I'm around those I feel comfortable with, I can just exist and take in the stimuli I'm enjoying, process it in my rich internal world, and be at ease~ 💜

but I BET YOU if the character was a transfem a ciswoman or transwoman would have been cast with little to no question transmascs and transmen are fucking invisible to everyone else (even to other trans people!) and it is a *beyond* consistent pattern of invalidation, erasure, and misogyny too

Usagi doing a lil dance for Jam~ 🥺 (vid credit: lorvv4 on TikTok)

as a fellow depression haver 🤝, damn it really do always be like that lol

this is me if you even care~

First win vs Mr.Marvin who was tearing me up ALL night lol But I was improving bit by bit until I had my "I UNDERSTAND IT NOW" moment 💪🏽 Initially I said the match before this one was my last for the night, but then I was like "NAH ONE MORE! I FEEL GOOD ABOUT THIS NEXT ONE!". And lo and behold 🥹 1/3

I LOVE VICTOR GIDEON RESI 9 SO MUCH???? SKFJDSKDHDSH I COULD LITERALLY YELL

VICTOR GIDEON RESI 9 IS MY NEW FAVORITE FICTIONAL GROSS NASTY MAN AND I MEAN IT SKFHSKDJSKDHSKDHSGD

how all them damn sonic waves fish players use be making the mu sound like in vsav 🫩🤦🏽 #playvsav #vsav #vampiresavior

Just as incredible as I always remember it to be 🩸⚔️ 💕 with @aphrodynamek.bsky.social and @daiandoh.bsky.social 💕

Four games you should experience at least once

The Fam-pie-a Saviors! 🍕 #Fampire #PLAYVSAV

About to go live with jmcrofts for Vampire Savior Pools at @frostyfaustings.bsky.social !!! TUNE IN FOR A GHOULISHLY GOOD TIME!! 💜🦇 #FFXVIII2026 www.twitch.tv/vampirearcad...

So exicted to be part of delivering the VSAV play-by-plays this year at my first EVER Frosty Faustings!! ❄️🦇 Catch me this Friday (30th) for both streamed pools, B1 and C1, at 12pm/Noon - 1pm CST and 2pm - 3pm CST respectively via @vampirearcadia.com on Twitch! See ya there~!! 💜

Gonna need a lil bit of elbow grease lol, but yesterday I finally obtained, with all original accessories, my holy grail vintage sewing machine!! A Kenmore 1802! 😭🥰💜💜💜 Hails from the late 60s to very early 70s~ (I haven't dated mine precisely just yet) I did happy cry once i got it home lol 😂

A beautiful Kenmore 1802! ☺️ Came with all the original accessories + manual too~ She's currently in the back of the car and we're on our way home! 🥹💜

Shotgun wound with fake intestine full application I just did for a short film. Simple slip latex appliance I sculpted and ran myself. I made the intestine with cling wrap, vaseline, flour, cotton balls, & blood. Considering this shoot is SUPER low budget, I'm content with what I executed 😅🫣