Cid
@cidneverwas
Inquire within for more than is on the tin... My first social media account outside of Tumblr. Just a randumb, depressed, GAD/SAD & CFS addled Millennial. Blank/suspect profiles will be blocked.
I just really want things to get better for a change without falling back even further after the briefest of reprieves. Even with my depression medicated I feel this weariness... I feel empty, lonely and sad. I don't want to keep plodding on with nothing in my life worth hanging on for.
Last opportunities to dump defective, AI laden crap on us we didn't need before Capitalism or climate change kills society and they try to run for their bunkers or other escape-plans.
I tend to be kept awake later than I should by the shadow of what might be, and regrets for what was or could have been... I admit the following doesn't bring me much comfort, yet Tolkien had wisdom.
WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME MARVEL DID A HYPOTHETICAL ABOUT HOWARD THE DUCK SHAGGING DARCY "Mjew-mjew" LEWIS?!?
Hoping this is an accurate representation... Mind's a bit fuck-y and I'm also not really dating despite availability; circumstances haven't been kind the last several years. ❤️🩹
Not ok... I'm tired of life, the Universe and everything. I'm ready to just crawl in a hole and die already because I haven't the energy left for anything else. My anxieties and regrets keep me from sleeping. I'm in pain and have little left to look forward to besides ending up alone and in pain.
I can't sleep... Here's an imported baby opossum and basset hound puppy pic from Tumblr.
I've been job hunting 3yrs for something where I can actually make a living and which won't keep killing me body and soul, but nobody will hire. It's all part-time, minimum wage shit with no benefits. I have so many things I need to do which require money even if I don't plan on sticking around...
Which pronouns, again? They/them? Can agree when not tired, depressed or trying to resist anxiety, I'm generally in a biting mood these days; granted, generally not over having any pronoun mislabeling where I am concerned.
and possibly a clockwork mouse person? I haven't really got any talent for art, so any characters/sonas are just concepts in my mind or rough sketches but here's a soft, little long-eared wizard I made in a "paper-doll" type art game someone had designed. Not a primary OC; imagined a jerboa:
This gentleman below, as portrayed by MTG, might like a word with you. (It's dumb but I noticed it on Tumblr and recalled Trest IS a brand of diapers and other incontinence supplies. Already referenced it one other time.)
I'd missed out on reading the Oglaf webcomic for a while and missed this gem. www.oglaf.com/fetching/
Doing fine right now... Just want to crawl into the hole since the dying alone and bitter thing seems to be set in stone. I feel like shit.
Anyone else get the feeling Jesus would have chased her ass around with a whip?
