Cindy McCrackan's Blog: Feminist Dual Citizen, Monotropic Autist
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NeuroDivergent AuTist, Microbloggin' Feministe/XTherapist seeking Freedom I💕LunaDog and🌱🍄🟫CaliCoast/Gimme World☮️! Disabled w/ MeCFS PTSD, and Autism Nothing About Us Without Us🩼✨ ALTtext: PFP:🪚🐝 hovers near 🌃🏵️❇️ Banner:🌻detail BLACKSKYCommunity✨Subscriber
Thee BlackSky Platform prompt, is more natural and human-sounding Vs *What's up*, BlueSky's default post Prompt, which is formal-sounding! Do NonSynthetics truly pronounce the words, "What's up?"("Hello, fellow Students"😆.) Maybe it's bc my lisp, I prefer *S'up or BlackSky's, What's poppin.* LunaDog
apologies for the cicada noise😮🙀 some captures from the same sky, slightly edited. yes I did, I added more purple! Suburban Phoenix pool at sunset
VIDEO: 🟣 💗Sky Nightfall 🏘️Foothills Sunset. 🌬️ upon water, Storms pass by South Mountain Phoenix🦶hills (*Ahwatukee* 🟰 word made up by a wealthy Chicago wifey. One of the Things I love best about Phoenix, conversely, is how many Midwesterners, esp. fro Chicago area relocate here(weird but normal).
wild 🌻🌻🌱 in x dog run now🌻Bamboo Garden US AgriZone9B, Sonoran Desert Phoenix Foothills🏘️s.🌻:Large Central Head surrounded by Yellow Ray Petals. Dark Central Disc of tiny🌺, called Disc Florets,produce Seed. Spiral florettes pattern often follows Fibonacci Sequence, a Natural Mathematical arrangement.
VIDEO: Mid morning, Sunflowers in Sideyard AgriCulturalZone9B Sonoran Desert, Phoenix Foothills, Accompanied by Mourning Doves 🕊️'s intentional song🎶. Heard that Thunderstorms are possible, it is humid! this PM; Perhaps birdsong is foreshadowing?🍄🟫.
🪶Most of the time I feel comfortable (birding) OnHere; only takes an instance like (a co-ordinated encounter w utter strangers) on BlueSky to realize that yes, I stick to my own bubble mostly, but I do wander off in search of a New Adventures... Sometimes you bite off entirely more than you meant.🥹👋
2/2 Student of Life Autist Thriving Since proper diagnosis AS PROPER AS ONE CAN GET when ONE ONE IS STUCK IN USA's Healthcare, beginning in 2020 after a Life of Mistreatment, a lifetime MISdiagnosed! Fuck Psychiatry! Ahem...ty for correct labeling me w Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder VIDEO🐝
🌱It's true love betw me and my Velvet Queen🌻🌻s, fea. a burrowing🐝BEE covered in Golden Pollen. Have loved Sunflowers since JrHigh School Art class VanGogh! (Segueing into O'Keeffe, reinforcing desire to be 1/w Nature trying to harness its essence, Nature Photography) 🍄🟫🪶 VIDEO Student For/of Life👩🌾1/2
VIDEO: into the backyard from a ranch home in Sonoran Desert of Phoenix Foothills 2 see that a Costas Hummingbird is observing me fr the Mulberry🌳, underneath a shaded area on the pool deck. Common for these purple- hooded🪶birds to get a people's eye view of people, vs typical bird's- eye view.👩🌾💜
Got laundry in by 6 a.m.🥹. VIDEO: Hummingbirds on Mulberry in Sonoran Desert AGzone9B in thee Phoenix Foothills in the Shadow of South Mountain Park!👩🌾 Costa's Hummingbirds, Calypte Coste, tho it's impossible to tell from the Video. Costa's are one of 2 types of Hummingbirds found here, year-round.🪶
Phoenix Foothills Weather is assaultive right now 111 Fahrenheit degrees, 106 in the shade; just watered the birbs. Enjoy this painting from RothKo 1961 featuring colors of orange and yellow representing the heat in Phoenix on this day in July 2026. Credit:https://rothko.joonas.wtf/
VIDEO🐝🪶 When U don't have income you must enforce REST Thurs is my official day off. I just caught myself about to start a laundry load! 🙂↔️ for several reasons including, Laundry Room is a *carport* conversion; it's over 100°F,🧺 gets started at 6:00 a.m. tomorrow, not today (ADHD says, Do stuff NOW).
BloomScrolling GALLERY Ancient Former🐶 Run /now Sideyard Bamboo Grass-Sunflower Garden, Temple Plants AKA Frangipani or Plumeria of Red and Yellow Colours, Struggling in high heat/🔅 humidity, Chocolate-coloured Sunflower, persevering! Phoenix Foothills Sonoran Desert USAG Zone9B ALTTEXT Grateful
VIDEO: So hot that there are *no* 🐝Honey🐝s, pollinating. BirdSong too has quieted in favour of sound of windchimes🌬️🎐 A lone, chocolate-coloured 🌻 in 100F degrees; July in Sonoran 🏜️ Desert, Phoenix Foothills *Dorking around in the gardens* My excuse for getting outside; man oh man so🔥! BloomScrolling
🥹 So many nice Follows that I'm just finding now Thank yoo💕 1-second VID: Brown Choco Sunflower; Pollinators enjoy the Sonoran Desert in US Agricultural Zone9B of Phoenix FootHills. The beauty of this sunflower is fleeting as it soon becomes food. Very satisfying to observe these huge🌻🌻, becoming.🌱
Was so excited to snap some Dusk shots of a strange🪶, utterly unbothered by me, that I didn't bother to focus. I'm a birder now😊 a super hobby to have when you live near Wonder Rift My Info says that these 2 Hawks should not be here at the same time but they are!Migration Disruption? idk! INTRIGUE
3. Basically, I Do Not Sleep, bc Autism I haven't slept correctly for decades, but I'm Rested now; I have wrapped my head around the fact that I'm Not at all Normal, in any way!😊 OTOH, think about it...did Folx in old times have a solid 8 hours? Oc they didn't! OneSizeSleep *Fits None* correctly.
It's easy enuf now that I'm not traumatized by Sleeplessness, as I was for decades, to take for granted that I Get Enuf Rest? Many Folks can't put the kind of effort I put in, to making my sleep spot perfect enuf for me to drop into a state of #NotBeingAware That's what *Sleep* is; ⛓️💥 from Awareness.
Despite the Weather turning completely funky, TripleDigits,F? Feeling better today(bc 90% of🇺🇸 homes have AC😊) Autism Anxiety Sleep Dysfunction Despite *Luxury of Disability* never slayed my sleep dragons, feeling unrested and unwell til imposing Severe regs upon how I sleep: my precious Boundaries
🌱 Failed to educate myself about any kind of Autism, other than the kind that I have vs. the kind that I saw in other Sufferers, until Clinical Diagnosis of Post-Traumatic Stress by an American Black Clinician which,w earning a Master's degree in Counseling Psych, facilitated FREAKING SELF-DIAGNOSEs
🪶Sound of American Eagle! emanating from my frontyard this morning: 🎆 My Most Memorable 4th of July! Tho, can't fail 2 mention my entire childhood of Julys thru midAdulthood was spent in the North o'Ontario,CAN. Was deeply sad when my Relatives took up tradition of Noise/ pollution. BAN Fireworks👩🌾.
#BloomScrolling Red-Yellow Sunflower "resembles Chocolate-Cherry/Velvet Queen Varieties, known for deep-toned Petals and Dark Centers.These ☀️🌻s are Annuals (must reseed) grow 4-8 ft tall, thrive in full ☀️ and well-drained soil." *These are in Zone9B in the Phoenix Foothills of the US SonoranDesert.🌱
Brunette Sunflower I am *slightly somber bc Big Heat is now on, ending life of this wee Flower but for now? I embrace it's Brunette Beauty🌱 . Another small beauty is my constant companion LunaDog, enjoyer of two breakfasts each day. Luna extends beggy 🐾 paw; pls. help🐕 retrieve🦎 under ✏️ 🏒 cactus🌵.
Tiny VIDEO 🌻👩🌾 Brunette Sunflower Beauty a single open sunflower of brilliant yellow orange brown red colouring, against medium green oversized leaves, next to a brown ranch home, on a gravel floor, in the bamboo sunflower Garden in the Sonoran Desert of the Phoenix Foothills. USAgricultural Zone9B
🤺🦎I Am back on theOG BlueSkydotApp; it's the easiest one. Tried all Free ATProto Apps, yesterday; if their website seemed safe, I DL them, tried them, deleted them ('cept this) Am now *exiled* from part of ATProto; it allows only OGBlacksky; was jugglng betwn addys (platform is underconstruction).👩🌾
Grateful for AC 🌻 I impulsively moved* to an area where you must have it or you will suffer mightily; it is no worse than living in the deep cold and having to depend on your furnace. Am grateful my AC is working, I have a luxe, COOL life; Wish evry1 had this! and that I weren't a human barometer.
🌱 👩🌾 S'up! reading of How to stay Cool in Heat 1. Create Shade ⛱️ is rarely an aesthetic, rather a practicality, Get Practical! (took me way2 long to know I cant wear any rubber fabric like in a bra in 100F) 2. Adjust your physical work schedule, sometimes daily 3. Check on vulnerable, people+animals!
🌱🌳LunaDog, the small, fuzzy Poodlemix on a Fence Lizard 🦎-search, around the backyard of a ranch home in US Agricultural Zone9B, in the Sonoran Desert, Phoenix June 252026. some plants identifications in the ALTTEXT Luna is scanning perimeter of everything in the yard (no🦎s(not shown were harmed).
Humiditys easing slightly; Was able to spend 10 mins outside👐 I know Weather talk's boring; I'm attempting to wrap my brain 'round moderate activity outside bc I still need to be out there.👩🌾 Brought in the Bins, which were basically *in the street*! Briefly felt melancholy abt💔 eggshells in the🪶bath