roman 🍎 nonED DNI
@cravenroad
"breaking waves of silence;" 🌃 male 20yrs - current goal = body recomp ☕️ PRO RECOV cbmi-15.3 🌲 no fatphobia i block all non-shED and recovery based accounts always. 🐦⬛ backup @marazion.bsky.social
headed to see my sister tonight to celebrate her early birthday 🫶🫶🫶
strawbanna cheerios and a banana in my yogurt for breakfast yum buutttt my weigh in stayed the same this morning 💔 might have to hit a nic/caffeine combo to shit because i dont wanna use laxatives..
good start to the morning (posted earlier but i didn't like the bc i included lolz) 😛😛😛😛😛
i think i need to stop fasting every single day but i dont wanna :( that freaks me out I feel like ill start eating way too much through the day.. 135 consecutive days of fasting 14-23hrs every single day, helps my brain feel in control but i think my blood sugar is dropping while i sleep :/
yk how fuckin crazy i feel relapsing into the genuine fear that im absorbing calories/fats/sugars through my fingers just by touching foods at the ripe old age of 20 despite already training that insanity out of myself????? MY GOD THATS NOT HOW IT WORKKKSSS it freaks me out bad though
im late to this but if it helps any there are us cis guys on here too!!!! eds can affect absolutely anybody, ur not less of a man for being sick 🫂 this article is from NEDA, even though its talking abt cis males specifically just remember ur one of us too regardless of where you started 🤍
// bc , i was holding mouthwash in my cheek dont mind that but my collar and shoullddeerrr boness mmmm yummy
combo days five and sixx🪼 cus there was no other blue/purple options at my local grocery store lol
im wishing i could manage to fast for longer periods at once, but consistency is key anyway so a 14+ hr fast every single day for 57 days is goated anyway
// bc ,, fitting perfectly into a 10-12yr size shorts from the little boy section 😛
nearly flipped tf out these past couple days thinking that i fluctuated back up 3lbs that ive already lost BUT IT WAS JUST WATER WEIGHT HALLELUJAH
// bc , like cmon it's beautiful but what is that waist gap 🥴 thats not even me stretching it out any thats just how big it naturally is
wish i liked hard boiled eggs more than i do bc that sounds yummy asf 🙂↕️ est around 180ish depending on ur hot sauce brand but theyre usually all rlly low cal 🤍🤍
got my hands on the cherry float zero 😛 it's alr, tasty and smooth but nothing mind blowing. also starting to wonder how exactly my parents dont recognize my ED since literally every damn thing i grab for myself is a diet food 🤨 well, more likely that they know and just dont care abt me like that
simple fit for grocery shopping today, lowkey dreading it tho bc fahter is milking his cold to act like he has the worst life in the entire world
bc // oh em gee im actually feeling skinny for the first time in months, still like 12lbs to lose before im back at my Lbmi