I would like to ask about Guardian - no I never watched it don't yell at me - but since I read the novel and I'm currently still in a Priest hole because of Mo Du and jitd, I'm curious. I'm aware of the changes, that it's different from the novel. I would like to know the state of it on Youku. +

It's almost 11:30. This storm is going to be here for awhile. Who needs sleep, am I right? o_O #yeg

I am loving Copper Coins! Look at little paper doll Xue Xian clinging to Xuamin's finger. 😄

This little scene is going to live rent free with me forever. Why are you staring longingly at each other? Plus the lighting Luo Weizhao is framed by and the almost look of awe on Pei Su's face. It's everything. I love it. #justiceinthedark

Found my evening plans 🙌

Bonus shout to this shot of Luo Yiguo looking up at them, "why are you upset? I was just getting pets and now you're upset again." He just wants his dads to get along. As he should. Poor guy. 🥹 #justiceinthedark

I'm putting episode 21 in my top ten episodes of any TV show I've ever watched. These scenes are so important and they did such a good job with them. It ripped me apart and it was perfect. *applause* #justiceinthedark

This is what watching censored romance is all about, revelling in the characters standing shoulder to shoulder. I love how often they do this. #justiceinthedark

'I can't talk to you about this case right now but I will.' Luo Weizhao is trying to keep Pei Su safe and also be aware of his involvement. I appreciate the communication happening here, even it's still difficult. At least he said something instead of leaving it alone. #justiceinthedark

Right you got up for a glass of water not to see why Luo Weizhao was still awake..okay. Also let's just stand here and stare longingly at each other instead of saying the things we want to say. Okay. #justiceinthedark

THIS CAT Young Pei Su: 'Not going to tell you that my father tried to use him as a form of psychological torment, you just need to care of him.' Now he is an emotional attachment between them. I wanted to cry over a cat. Thanks show. #justiceinthedark

Bonus cat, because he's adorable, look at this little dude.

ALSO, how well was this scene shot? So good. The way they're facing each other and in that last shot Pei Su isn't looking at the cat but the space beside him. The space he left there. 🥲 Anyway, this episode ate me alive. #justiceinthedark

And what is this!? Let's just stand here and stare at each other. No aggressive yearning going on here at all. 🥲 #justiceinthedark

This conversation, even though I already read it, watching it made me quite emotional. Luo Wenzhou is always saying "Quit playing around, don't hurt yourself, your life is worth more." It makes me want to wail. #justiceinthedark

He frequently has this look on his face around Luo Wenzhou like 'You're taking care of me, just like before, you're still taking care of me and I have no idea to do with this.' His expressions give him away in these scenes A LOT and it kills me. 🥲 #justiceinthedark

Episode 13 was PERFECT. Adding the part with him imagining Fei Du using the chair was AWFUL. I hated that. (I mean that affectionately because geez it hurt.🥲) There were lines of dialogue that were basically word for word from the novel and I'm living for it. #justiceinthedark

Hooray!! 🙌 This is my first Rosmei book, there's a dust jacket! On a paperback! I'm impressed. It's really nice, that cover is 🔥 and it came with a little paper craft. I'm going to try this one, see if I like it and then I'll buy the other two volumes.

A moment of appreciation for these smiles and Pei Su's head tilt. #justiceinthedark

I just want to highlight the opening scene of this episode; the camera panning around as Pei Su is surveying the space, he moves to the sofa and watches Luo Weizhao in the kitchen, the music. I don't know, this really got me. A familiar space. A safe space. Almost like.. home. #justiceinthedark

"You need to rest so spend a quiet night with me and also I BOUGHT YOU A BIRTHDAY CAKE." This scene made me lose my mind in the novel, it did the same here. Look at how he's looking at him! 'This man cares about me and I have absolutely no clue what to do with that.' *cries* 🥲 #justiceinthedark

This scene was perfect. PERFECT. Ahhh... It's wild how close to the novel this drama has been so far. I'm so impressed. And I cannot say enough about Zhang Xincheng's expressions, he was made for this role. Anyway look at them. JUST LOOK. #justiceinthedark

I really liked this addition, I wonder what he was wishing for after watching Pei Su walk away? #justiceinthedark

"Same old, same old. It's just like before. Nothing has changed." The shot of Pei Su staring at the empty chair spoke volumes. 'I don't really want to eat your food but I want you to be here.' 🥲 #justiceinthedark

Ooofff this scene, that was so tense and the music choice! 👏 This is really good #justiceinthedark

I like that I got hit hard by just one episode. That ending conversation was a lot “You’re not who you just mentioned.” 🥲 This gentleman is Fei Du to a tee, what perfect casting. *applause* #justiceinthedark

The music that played when he got out of the car was excellent, like "Here I am" 🙂‍↕️ This is really good #justiceinthedark

ALRIGHT FINE (don’t worry I already found the rest of the episodes and I’ve been watching clips on YT so I’ve seen bits of it already.) Anyway, bye. I’ll see you in 30 episodes ✌️

I DID IT. IT IS DONE! Took me 37 days to read the whole thing. I'm pretty impressed with myself. I'm not going to write 10 thousand words about it right now, I will just say a few things: No one writes, traumatic, emotional, complex romance like Priest. No one. #meghanreadsmodu

Alright. Here we are. End of the line. Send me strength. I shall probably need it. ✌️ (I'll yell about book four tomorrow, it's 10:30 and I just finished. 😅) #meghanreadsmodu