Why do I sit here and act like I can't draw cursed monster fucking yaoi if I willed?! I can't do it all though

There's a Japanese book, In The Miso Soup, label as horror. I think it's plot for it's descriptive torture porn ending. The writing felt like a sick journal entry, it kept me turning the pages until I was left hallowed out and numb in confusion. Made Tender in the Flesh feel like recess. ...4/10☆

The lack of real conversations... I'll still be loving but the interest fades without the efforts of true intentions.

If you don't enjoy the art I'm sharing, don't just mute me and keep my support only on your end Block me ❤️

Boy one knocked 3 nuts out of me and then slept my ass for seven hours dude 5/10 ☆ this mf is a sleeping aid

EeeeYUCK! After you get it down ain't "bad", but damn it sure isn't the tastiest thing Added a juice packet 😮‍💨

I bought something called Calsecco for the first time so I'm trying out two and rating them. Will curiosity kill the cat? Will satisfaction bring it back?

Got into a Burning Man related art event and just dropped off my work. Pushed a piece out my ass after my June galley and was accepted. They loved it, art reception is later next month and I'm overall proud of myself. It'll be up with a collection of other artists until the last week of August 💛

Abt to rip the fuck out of this penjamin to this to feel something besides the questionable void in my brain on a beautiful Saturday morning. Then force on a dress to combat the want to wear my XXL hoodie youtu.be/Km6zpX73cC0?...

Maybe when the sun goes down and cool off, I'll walk to buy myself some flowers.

I must have the pre-bday blues or something because I've been a noticeably sad girl the past 30 hours beyond the usually "no reason". The mask is sufficient. Imma take a shower in a bit, do my hair and see if that helps. I actually have to drop off art today. NOT in the networking mood tho.

Always a reminder of the boundaries of being someone's only emotional support. Even with being the loving, connecting person that I am...I have to protect myself & my autism too ya know? And no imma focus my time on my own emotions for once. Thanks.

Me, Rosiepoo, and this blunt on the porch as the sun rises. Daydreaming about international lovemaking

Kept getting wet and bothered by the thoughts so I tried sum

Joji had has every opportunity to jump out, they aren't trapped. If anything my art cup and rocks are being held hostage as a home now. They left me one head of the ants I fed it, which I found strange. No silk webs so it isn't scared I don't believe. They hopped around a bit when I came close ♡

Currently watching a fav classic during my morning tea time

Was looking through my media for something and reminded myself the need for more yandere inspo pics Let me love you 🖤

I'll be up tonight on animal crossing and then some yandere games

Blood bending the heat in my cliiiiiit is why

Both were traumatizing asf. I'm really not used to that shit no more, my city would never be that bad or big 😮‍💨

Stamina and endurance ✔️🫪

Got another one: A comedy/dark romance of an anti-social media stalker who hacks into their interest profiles to see her consistently being led on by assholes and engagement baiters. Only to begrudgingly make one himself to be her new #1 supporter and complain the entire time he becomes closer. 🖤

On ep 3 of The Boroughs. It's pretty good so far, why am I so late to the party?

Never will I ever. Find someone else stat!

Yeah next person to enter my guts has to make my soul feel so blissful, we say a thousand I Love You's as we cum

[An OC who's a virgin Olympic swimmer that doesn't know his magnificently smooth stroke game isn't only for the water] Me:

🦋 I need to make more since most of my old moots deactivated 🥺 ~Pansexual 💕 ~Otome & Yaoi fandom✨️ ~Art & Anime ~SMUT, religious eroticas, & Hedonism 🖤 ~Pro-weed & Soju ~Kinky, naked, & consensual fun ~Femdom thoughts ~Poetry ~Knights, Chefs, and Demon lover ~Nature Magick Enthusiast 💚

Barnes and Nobel date, sammiches, shopping, matching plushies, beads for bracelets making tonight, pool time at the club house with the kids & got told I was a good mother lmfao Ugh I love my bestiee I've missed this bitch so much and my sons! 🫶🏾✨️💕

Snuck out the house while the kids were sleeping 😮‍💨 wifeee and I are out and about ☀️

Genuinely stick around and not ghosting soon as your true self shows