Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈

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🌈 any/all 🎭 Performer / Producer / Writer 🫀 Executive Director of @tendervicious.com (award-winning Laurie's House & GUDIYA) ✉️ Inquire at lilith.twitch@gmail.com 🖥️ hamnah.carrd.co

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Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· 21h

It's a great day for backers of @sdrgames.bsky.social's Why We Fight because the one shot adventures are out! My adventure is a love letter to protest occupations around the world. I invite you to learn more about this form of protest by playing the adventure and doing the linked readings!

The cover of a Why We Fight one shot adventure titled "If You Build It, They Will Come". The art features a group of Community Alliance members hoisting their flag atop a school bus. The bus has a sheet draped over it with the title of the adventure written on it. In the background is a radio tower. The adventure is written by Hamnah Shahid. Art and visuals are by Rob Ingle. Why We Fight is created and developed by Laurie Blake and Rhi Saunders.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· 9d

A digital drawing of a person shooting pink hearts and a pink laser beam from their eyes at another person.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· 29d

okok, this palette is so cute, though

My Pantone Birth Chart Palette. Libra Sun, matched to the colour Balanced Rose, #D986A8, Pantone 204 C. Cancer Moon, matched to the colour Tidal Blue, #779CB9, Pantone 645 C. Scorpio Rising, matched to the colour Burgundy Smoke, #6C2F3F, Pantone 7428 C. Scorpio Venus, matched to the colour Wine Velvet, #8F3C55, Pantone 7640 C.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jul 7

peek a boo

A cat's eye peeks out from between flowers in a vase.

A cat's head can be seen between flowers arranged in a vase.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jul 2

Lazy river runnin' down the water slide 💦

Hamnah, pole dancing. She is sitting next to a pole, on her bent right leg with her left leg extended towards the camera. Their left hand is resting on their waist while their right hand supports them on the ground. Hamnah is wearing 7-inch heeled boots, kneepads, shorts, a teal cropped tank, and a mask.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jun 22

Dreaming of kinder, gentler worlds 💭

A selfie of Hamnah outside, crouching with their right elbow resting on their leg. She is looking down at the camera. Hamnah is wearing an off-white, lace bustier, a sleeveless denim jacket, and jeans. He is also wearing a double-layered butterfly necklace.

A selfie of Hamnah outside, standing with their weight to one side and their hands resting on their low back. She is looking down at the camera. Hamnah is wearing an off-white, lace bustier, a sleeveless denim jacket, and jeans. He is also wearing a double-layered butterfly necklace.

A selfie of Hamnah outside, crouching with their elbows resting on their legs. She is looking straight at the camera. Hamnah is wearing an off-white, lace bustier, which is slightly visible beneath a sleeveless denim jacket. He is also wearing a double-layered butterfly necklace.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jun 20

This game uses @titanomachyrpg.com's Caltrop Core System and was inspired by this ⬇️ Tumblr post 🔺 titanomachyrpg.itch.io/caltropcore

A screenshot of an interaction on Tumblr. User probablybadrpgideas posted: If Cthulhu can be summoned by humans who are so far beneath it, why can't humans be summoned by ants? The answer is they should be. User 20thcenturyvole responds: Well if a bunch of ants formed a circle in my house I'd certainly notice, try to figure out where they'd all come from, and possibly wreak destruction there. User weasowl responds: That's why knowing and correctly pronouncing the true name is so important to the ritual. Imagine how impossible it would be to not go take a look if the circle of ants started chanting your name. And they're like, you can't leave because we drew a line made of tiny crystals - now you have to do us a favor. And you're like, let's just see where this goes "yup, you got me... what's the favor?"

A screenshot of a Tumblr post that reads: And you're like, let's just see where this goes "yup, you got me... what's the favor?" and usually the favor is like, "kill this one ant for us" or "give me a pile of sugar" and you're like... okay? and you do, because why not, it isn't hard for you and boy is this going to be a fucking story to tell, these fucking ants chanting your name and wanting a spoonful of sugar or whatever. And SOMEtimes you get asked for things you can't really do, one of them, she's like, "I love this ant but she won't pay any attention to me, make me important to her" and you're like... um? how? So you just kill every ant in the colony except the two of them, ta-da! problem solved! and the first ant is like *horrified whisper* "what have I done".

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jun 13

Adete Starfall welcomes you to the Barony of Serpent Spear's annual spring gathering. The organizing committee's been preparing for months. 🎭 twitch.tv/GameMasterMonday

A selfie of Hamnah, a brown-skinned person looking at the camera with a slight head tilt and a neutral expression. They are wearing a ruffled white shirt and a red scarf with silver stars draped over their shoulders. Her makeup and jewellery also have star motifs.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jun 8

The world won't stop being mean to me, so I decided to be nice to myself and take myself out instead. [Not pictured is me losing money at the casino gifjrkeke]

A selfie of Hamnah, a brown-skinned person with shoulder-length, dark brown hair and curtain bangs. They are looking into the camera with a neutral expression. Hamnah is wearing a muted green shirt, a silver chainlink choker with a heart, and beaded earrings in the colours of the transgender pride flag.

Horseshoe Falls, part of Niagara Falls, in the daytime. A rainbow streaks across the left side of the waterfall.

A bowl of pasta with a creamy red sauce and lots of parmesan cheese.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· May 27

Walia reminds us that calls to abolish ICE must be rooted in a broader abolitionist politick, as ICE is a bipartisan piece of the carceral machine. Abolishing ICE means abolishing the DHS means abolishing borders means abolishing all carceral systems.

A screenshot of an excerpt from an article that reads, "But what the past decades of immigration struggles have taught us is that we must learn to resist a singular focus on ICE as a rogue agency, looking instead to how the sprawling border policing apparatus has been built up over years as a bipartisan effort. We certainly do need to abolish ICE, but that cannot be the only goal. The agency’s abuses are not new, not created by Republicans alone, and not distinct from other enforcement agencies: they are tethered to otherwise normalized carceral and militarized infrastructures that will persist even without it. Abolish ICE is part of a broader political project that strikes at the heart of the border."

A screenshot of an excerpt from an article that reads, "It is not enough, then, to focus on the governance and oversight of ICE because the agency is not an anomaly. Instead, we must question all carceral systems that capture an expanding web of subjugated people. As abolitionist Mariame Kaba insists, the abolition of policing goes beyond the police, recognizing that child welfare reporting, drug courts, mandatory psychiatric treatment, and immigration detention are also forms of criminalization and control that are counter to providing meaningful safety. Abolishing ICE, then, is the floor towards abolishing all policing and carceral systems. Abolishing ICE also means permanent, full rights for migrants and abolishing the border itself—a structuring force for all immigration, policing, and military violence."

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· May 17

An edit of a Dungeon Meshi manga panel, in which a lion offers an outstretched hand and says, "Let's scream together."

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Apr 25

Nighttime walk in the rain reminding me what it means to be human. I cannot be disconnected because the flowers and rain and wind are a part of me, too.

White flowers on branches, wet with rain, at night.

Drooping plants on branches, wet with rain, at night.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Apr 10

Y'all, I do not want to have to spend the 2028 US Presidential election cycle trying to wake people up to the fact that Harris is a conservative candidate. Please, for the love of god, do not let her run again. Then again, the Democrats are never gonna run a progressive candidate, so 🫠

Ben Affleck standing outside with a cigarette in one hand, and a tired expression with his eye closed.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Apr 4

What if I told you my character for an upcoming Girl Frame AP is Roy Mustang (Fullmetal Alchemist), but if he was also April First (Monster Con) and Regina George (Mean Girls)?

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Mar 16

I love camera acting. I love dancing. I love APs. I LOVE PERFORMING

A digital drawing of a person giving a thumbs up with a smirk and a raised eyebrow. An arrow points to the person, labelling them as "deranged".

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Mar 14

In a rare turn of events, one of my pilea bloomed!

A top-down view of a blooming pilea plant in a pot.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Mar 13

ehehehehe 🎨 www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd/

A screenshot of a quiz result. It is Hamnah's Just Noticeable Difference score of 0.0033. text reads, "You're seeing differences that most colour scientists would call noise. If you're not calibrating displays for a living, you're leaving money on the table."

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Mar 12

I'm being so normal about that

A digital illustration of a figure with large eyes and sharp teeth bouncing around the walls of a sparsely-furnished room.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Mar 4

The horrors persist, but so do I

A selfie of Hamnah winking and holding up a peace sign. They are wearing a yellow sweater and matching beanie. He is also wearing a black choker with a star pendant.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 19

My haul from @plusoneexp.bsky.social arrived! I'm so excited to dive into the works of these skilled indie game designers 🤩 💤 8th Day of the Week by @tallrowlet.bsky.social 🏘️ New in Town by @cutestpatoot.itch.io 👩‍❤️‍👩 Unresolved Sapphic Tension by @adisasterqueer.bsky.social

Three zines published by Plus One EXP lined up, one on top of the other. The bottom most zine is 8th Day of the Week. The middle zone is New in Town. The top zine is UST.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 18

I played a colour memory game and did pretty well, ehehehe 🎨 dialed.gg

A screenshot displaying a score of 40.42 out of 50 on a colour memory game. Text below the score reads, "Annoyingly good. It doesn't make you interesting, though."

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 14

Irving has given me a wonderful gift by releasing this review on Valentine's Day. These snippets, in particular, show his relationship to the game in a way that I think gets at the intentions and heart of the game. I love getting to see how people receive and relate to and think about THWR!

A screenshot of the Fandomentals' review of The Home We Remember. It reads, "The Home We Remember is a game that appears hard to learn and hard to master and it may well be for some. However, I see it as something that adds to the game as opposed to a detriment. Trying to figure out this game for me was like trying to untangle my own relationships from who I am. You can’t do it, you must accept that this game (and you) exist as a part of a whole system of other people you know exist and you’ve never met that made this possible."

A screenshot of the Fandomentals' review of The Home We Remember. It reads, "The Home We Remember is a game with a heart that screams, beats, and bleeds all at once. It’s beautiful, touching, and haunting. It’s a tender ache in the mind and memory. I love The Home We Remember because it is attempting to create itself. Now, go find you and all the versions of yourself." Below the text is a snippet of the game, with text that reads, "What story did you tell about yourself? And how many times did you tell it?"

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 11

🥶 CAST AWAY RETURNS TONIGHT 🥶 The Wilderness has taken Aza. & now, she returns as a member of the jury to decide who will be its queen. Donate to cause chaos tonight! Each $20 donation means an animal joins the scene (& helps feed 200 families in the US) ❄️ 🌨️ Donate now: tilt.fyi/xwU2W4yJm5

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 10

Thank you so much to everyone who donated to last week's Cast Away episode! An extra special thank you to those who donated to my character, Aza. Together, we raised an extra $244 CAD for a local food bank!! 💛 I'll see you tomorrow to raise more funds! Aza, & the rest of the jury, have questions

A screenshot of an email confirming a donation to Community Care St. Catharines and Thorold's Food Security Program. The donation is for $244.13 CAD.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 5

❄️ We are LIVE with Cast Away!!! ❄️ Help Aza survive in this 1v3, and feed our real-life communities while doing it! I'm matching all donations made to Aza, directed to a local food bank! 🥶 Watch on twitch.tv/GameMasterMo... 🌨️ Donate at tilt.fyi/xwU2W4yJm5

A selfie of Hamnah wearing a white and green plaid winter jacket. They are looking over their shoulder with a concerned look on their face.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 4

🥶 CAST AWAY RETURNS TONIGHT 🥶 The Wilderness saved Aza from a unanimous vote against them. Now, she's faced with a 1v3 uphill battle before the finale. Donate to keep me alive! Each $10 donation gives Aza a +1 to a roll (& helps feed 100 families in the US) ❄️ 🌨️ Donate now: tilt.fyi/xwU2W4yJm5

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Feb 2

Thank you so much to everyone who donated to last week's Cast Away episode! An extra special thank you to those who donated to my character, Aza. Together, we raised an extra $34.21 CAD for migrant justice 💛 I'll see you on Wednesday to raise more funds! It's Aza against the entire camp now 🥶

A screenshot of an email confirming a donation to Migrant Workers Alliance for Change. The donation is for $34.21 CAD.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jan 29

❄️ We are LIVE with Cast Away!!! ❄️ An icy vote looms overhead. Donate to help me survive and help say FUCK YOU to ICE! I'm matching all donations made to Aza, directed to a local org fighting for migrant justice! 🥶 Watch on twitch.tv/GameMasterMo... 🌨️ Donate at tilt.fyi/2CC6VWybxG

A selfie of Hamnah wearing a green and white plaid jacket. They are looking up and have makeup emulating dirt and blue android blood on their face.

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jan 27

🥶 CAST AWAY RETURNS TOMORROW 🥶 Aza gave the Wilderness an offering. A ghost has gifted everyone poisonous flowers. & a vote looms overhead. Donate to keep me alive tomorrow! $25 USD gives Aza a secret advantage (& helps immigrants in Minnesota faced w/ jail) ❄️ 🌨️ Donate now: tilt.fyi/2CC6VWybxG

Hamnah ✨ // Lilith 😈@lilithttrpg· Jan 26

Thank you so much to everyone who donated to last week's Cast Away episode! An extra special thank you to those who donated to my character, Aza. Together, we raised an extra $13.71 CAD for a local food bank 💛 I'll see you on Wednesday to raise more funds! The competition is getting spicy...