I promise I’ll start using this space for actual art again and not just to yell when Neos has expensive exams done. I’ve found my creativity again. Lil bit of it at least. I’m cooking a thing.

The lil guy has topped off his insurance. Pray for us.

She’s just a guy in a suit

Got a mysterious needle in my finger in the street this weekend, about to turn into something

Playing that new game that just came out

Delicious numbers inside my house

Neos has sensory issues with his pain that keep him from appreciating these but we have a cooling jacket for Kaia which has been great at keeping her fresh inside and outside !!

We ended up sleeping on the balcony and it was only SLIGHTLY less bad.

He’s home ♥️ The eardrum is fine but the conduct is damaged. That’s for us to figure out later today. For now he’s safe and knocked out. It’s 5AM and I start work at 07:30. I’m gonna try to get an hour or so of sleep while keeping an eye on him every few

He has one of these going through his eardrum. He was in so much pain three people were not enough to hold him to take it out so they’re putting him under. I’m waiting and freaking out that he’s in the hands of stranger without me around. One of us has separation anxiety and it’s not him.

In the veterinary ER for the little guy and the waiting room is

Neos is incredibly sick today and gave us a huge scare. He’s doing better for now but I’ll be keeping watch tonight to make sure he’s ok. Genuinely considered we might be losing him since we almost did when he got that bad in the past.

THANK YOU It’s an older piece that I reworked for the bit

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I don’t often get birthday presents from family but my mom got a set of chalks for her 30s that she still has today and decided I deserved my own little art thing I’d keep my entire life It’s so over I’m gonna drop SO MANY oils when they’re dry in like, 2 years.

You mad creatures funded his next consult (~200 bucks) AND part of the next one. This is helping us so much with how expensive his meds are too We just had the specialist on the phone she’s seeing us on the 8th, and hopefully if all goes well will refer us to the national specialist after that

If you’d like to bless us on this day I’m facing more vet bills for Neos who I’m trying to get to the national specialist of his disease so we can have help on his case : ko-fi.com/notidee/ www.patreon.com/notidee

I’m birthday

She’s an iPad kid she NEEDS the window

My horse is typing

My horse is typing

At least I don’t use AI

For people who want details : Neos suffers from chronic inflammatory enteropathy, meaning he has a lot of digestive issues and requires specific food, four meals a day at set hours and meds around each meals. Painkillers mornings and evenings and we’re adding antidepressants that could help the pain

This sick little boy is costing me 150 bucks this week after costing me about 200 last week. I’m navigating four jobs. My schedule is filled to the brim. I will pay for the absolute best care no matter what but if anyone has extra cents lying around, I have a patreon and Kofi 🫠

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The garden

I have a few left of all of these at the moment, I might have them at like, a price of your choosing + shipping. I’m exhausted and just need to make a few bucks without adding too much work on my plate so I can keep up with his care best I can.

Neos suffers from chronic health issues that can be v painful and I’m trying everything in my power to help him with flare ups Sometimes I wish I suffered from the same so I could understand and adjust better, have an easier time guessing what could make it less bad