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🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· 28d

guys im backroom pilled and its making me want to make a horror au for my ocs <-- crazy

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Jul 22

twitch.tv/pheemuru strimming overwatch again #facecam

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 15

had a last minute fundraising event at Le Mondo last night :D #baltimore #bmoreart

My table at the Spring Fair at Le Mondo. We fundraised for families affected by ICE. 50% of my proceeds go to the central maryland group fund!

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 12

omg #webcomicday yayyyy 🩷How Not to Flirt is a 5-chapter comic about Jin, a fashion design major, struggling to flirt with the guy that sits with her for business 101. She fumbles. Hard. But she keeps trying!🩷 ⭐️You can read it HERE: hownottoflirt.thecomicseries.com/comics/1/#co...

Page 1 of How NOT to flirt. Jin calls Riley, her best friend, to gush about a cute person in her class. She calls him dreaaaamy (and other such things) while Riley listens, flat faced.

Jin looks in a mirror, saddened. Riley talks to her through the speaker phone and encourages her for some confidence. She tells Jin that she deserves someone actually willing to know her. Jin says she will try. The two lay in their beds, continuing to talk over the phone into the evening.

Jin says her major to Torin, who holds out his calloused and scarred hand for her to shake. He tells her he's an agricultural sciences major! Jin looks very flustered by his rugged hand...

Jin walks into class, waves at torin, who looks a little tense. Jin is horribly torn up inside, and sulks on the desk. Torin watches uncomfortably. The teacher announces they have to work together on a project!

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 10

if youre quick you can spot the new product... :3

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 10

my setup is growing..!! :D doing markets solo issss exhausting im ngl but still a lot of fun

a far shot of my booth at an event in White Marsh, Baltimore. You can see all my wares on two tables.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 4

i started putting my cats shedded hair in with my sonny :3

a sonnys angel from the desserts series (cookies). Hes in a pink sonny angels container thing. theres black/grey cat fur stuffed behind it

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 4

soft new design for phee :D clothes will continue to change but the vibe is lazy stoner... 🍃 theres nsfw on my alt for anyone interested 🌻 @pmooru.bsky.social

A colored in sketch of my fursona, Phee. He is a dumbo mouse. He is wearing a legend of zelda tee and baggy sweatpants with patches. He is holding his arms up like t-rex style. He has pink and yellow hair, in which the bangs cover his eyes and pink glasses.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 1

imagine this but phee

A sale item from a Vograce email for "Custom Rodent Jerky Dolls". Theyre simple shaped dolls that are humorously narrow/skinny

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· May 1

ill give this lil preview of one sticker 🩷🩵

A blue horse and a pink horse exchange back scratches affectionately. The blue one has short pointy hair and a trans flag bandana. The pink one has wavy/curly hair and larger fluffier ears

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 27

YESTERDAY WAS LESBIAN VISIBILITY DAY? happy belated lesbian day to all my lesbians out there... love u guys... here's a lesbian furby i drew years ago

a digital drawing of a furby in the lesbian flag colors (light and dark orange/scarlet, light pink, dark pink, and white). It has pink fur and orange details (ears, toes, motion sensor, mouth).

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 23

a couple years back, i joined my job's secret santa and made this for my boss. His family owns racehorses, so I made an articulated horse that slid across the piece #horses #artsky

A long piece of paper is painted with watercolors to look like a horse racing track, specifically the one in Laurel Park. The horse is brown with a black mane and tail. The details of the race track were added in cardboard.

A close up shot of the horse in a different pose and spot on the paper slider.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 20

i wanted to have this done for 4/13 for neil bangin out the tunes but couldnt crunch it in time 🐀🎹

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 15

i got a little ball of wild/natural clay with my cilantro the other day :D pretty exciting to me

a little brown ball of clay with cilantro remnants in it sitting in water. It's in one of those metal sauce cups from a restaurant

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 14

two of them!

TWO beaded fish. the pink one from the previous post, and a new blue and green one.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 14

FIH IS CALLING

half of a beaded fish made with pink, blue, and white shimmery seed beads and pink wire.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 10

it feels like when you have one of those earbuds that go all the way in your ear... these things

a picture of wired headphones, but the kind with the stupid nipple on the part that goes in your ear. (so it can burrow into your canal and amplify every sound you didnt know you made)

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 9

the icon 🐭 the artist 🎨 the work 🖼️

My Bluesky icon, which is a self portrait from '22-'23. I am drawn in a cartoonish lineless style with a mixed media background. I have center parted pink hair that goes straight down. I'm wearing orange eye makeup with teal eyeliner. There are big globby tears made out of glue dripping down my face. I am faced away from the viewer, but looking at them over my shoulder.

A selfie of me :) I am white with bleached blonde hair, faded after dying it pink and orange. I have large prescription glasses in the classic "nerd glasses" shape, but theyre pink and not as thick. I'm wearing a black shirt.

A work in progress shot of a cover for a zine titled "All About Jin". She is posed like shes taking a selfie from above. The background is pink and green themed, with different pictures collaged digitally. Jin is a South Korean-American trans woman with albinism. She has almost white hair and pale skin that is often flushed red. Her eyes are blue and red from the albinism.

Another cover for a zine titled "All About Lack", from the same zine series I'm planning. Lack is my buff irish ginger guy with light, curly body hair. He is flexing while side eyeing the viewer with a grin. He has a tank top with "sex with my wife counter" with 30 tally marks at least.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Apr 4

really quick portrait i started last night for someone on reddit 🩷 #portrait #portraitart #procreate #painting

A digital painting of an asian girl with albinism. She is wearing a green sweater with a black collar. She has pale yellow/white hair and flushed pale skin. Her eyes are blue with red tinges on the edges of her iris and pupils. The background is pink with paler polka dots.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 31

2/2 #tdov #tmasc i want to make another one to update where I'm at mentally with this :')

A drawing of me looking at my phone with dread:
"This truly couldn't BE more inconvenient.
Jobless, nazi government, insane climate events, literal genocide, literal genocide being considered a "passable" happenstance if the other candidate is blue. People are being abducted by our gestapo.

And being trans is incredibly dangerous across the country."

Next page; Me sitting with my arms folded looking frustrated, sad, and tired.
"And I want to be a guy*??
But like, still nonbinary (transmasc)

I really thought I had my gender sorted out by now, but I guess not..."

"It's not that I'm mad, I just really thought I was content being fem-presenting nonbinary.
I say that... But history shows I've always yearned for more, for something different than what i currently am. Body hair, facial hair, bottom growth, a more masculine face..."
This page has drawings of the different goals I have, things I want for my body. As well as a chart of my old hairstyles.

"I also always felt a little silly, like I didn't "deserve" to have T because I don't have a ton of common dysphorias that disrupt my day-to-day."
drawing of me grabbing my boob and saying "I like these things, actually". No chest or voice dysphoria.

My bottom dysphoria felt too shallow for it to be "true dysphoria", whatever that means.
drawing of me with my hand on my cheek with one tear saying: "sex would be way better for me with a dick..."
Nurse, he's yearning for sensations he'll never have again....

four drawings:
one with me on the phone being emotional, "Cries when researching Phalloplasty"
One of me fantasizing about strong male characters and people (gender envy)
Henry Cavill, Ennis brokeback mountain, My huge muscular OCs like Lack or Tathos.
one of me admiring my strap-on
one of me smiling neutrally with long hair; "Always felt like wearing makeup out of cosplay was more of a costume. Feels like a 3.5"

But at the same time, I do things like this...? Like... Hello...
--
Trying to get myself to practice what I preach has been... Difficult for some reason.

a drawing of a scroll with a list:
- u dont need dysphoria to be trans
- u dont NEED T or surgery
- being a fem t-guy is fine + normal
- use whatever pronouns u want
- there is no "right" way to be trans
- everyones path looks different
- everyone Get More Chill Now.

"I never realized how much I didn't truly internalize most of these things. Everyone else is allowed grace, but rarely do I give it to myself..."

Back cover of the zine.
The things I want are far from my reach, so I can only take things one day at a time.

That's all I got rn tbh.

Despite the horrors, WE. MUST. PERSIST.

UHM thanks for reading :'D

a drawing of me on my knees giving a nervous thumbs up to the viewer

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 31

happy tdov! i made a zine a few months ago about having to come to terms with being more transmasc than i initially thought 🧵 1/2 #tdov #transdayofvisibility

A mini zine titled "I Think I'm a Guy?*"
the background is a lighter and darker shade of green swirling into each other randomly. There is a black and white vial of testosterone next to me scratching the back of my head and facing away from the viewer.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 31

ive been forcing myself to get comfortable sketching again, so i started doing "all about ___" zines for some ocs :3 heres some of lacks! #ocsky #oczine #ocart

a sketch page of my OC Lack in various poses and expressions. He's shown happy, puzzled, and holding baby Alina with riley. Brendan and Margo look up fondly.

On the next page, theres a space for his likes/dislikes, relationships, and little chibi heads of his and rileys kids. there is also a drawing of riley on the side!

their kids are: Brendan, Margo, and Alina

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 28

poyo²!

A soft-chalk brush digital drawing of Kirby. He is jumping with his arms in the air and his usual happy face

Another Kirby, but in a pixel brush. He is shyly covering his face, blushing, and smiling. He has hearts around him.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 25

LACK WITH HIS GRANDMA LMAOOO

Twitter post by user TJ (the @ is censored).
"it is my sole purpose in life to get this woman her food [crying emoji]"
The picture in the post is a screenshot of delivery instructions for Wendy's. It reads:
"Yo this for my Nana. Look, she 92 and her ears are strictly for decoration at this point. You gotta knock like the feds are at the door. I'm talkin knock the soul out that wood. When you think you've knocked loud enough, do it again. Then scream MRS. HIGGINS, THE WENDY'S IS HERE! at the top of your lungs. Do it a couple times. I'm gonna try to call her but she think the phone is a calculator. Just get them nuggets in her hands by any means necessary. I'll tip you."

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 21

happy belated st patricks day 🍀 to celebrate heres some stuff ive been working on for lacks family!!

Cara and her siblings with some scribbling from figuring out dates. Cara's mom born in 1935, and her dad in 1928. Caras mom is 37 when shes born, and her dad is 44. Cara has three siblings: (age order, oldest to youngest) Niamh, Eamon, and Sean. Cara is the youngest.
Cara is born in 1972.
Niamh in 1960. A softer woman with curly brown hair and grey streaks.
Eamon in 1963. a weathered, older looking man with a mustache and thinning grey hair.
Sean in 1965. Short black hair with a little mustache and some chin scruff. He has blue eyes.

Almost full body shot of Niamh when shes in her 20s. She starts greying at 25, to Cara's amusement at 15. I wrote in the corner: "I think she ends up finding a lot of comfort in Fiadh—since shes a lot of what she aspired to be at her age.
Niamh has her hair styled curly. It's naturally curly, but she straightens it to curl it again. She has a small amount of freckles concentrated in the center of her face.

Niamh (Pronounced "Neev"); 5'8"
Eldest child + daughter. Affectionately known as "Ninny" or "Nim". Lesbian but still nervous about it.

Cara at 10 asks her "How come ye havent brought a boy home, Nini?" Niamh responds sheepishly, "Ah... Just... focused on school, I suppose..."

Niamh is shown trying out "masc" fashion (aka wearing tighter jeans and a tucked in tee). She looks unsatisfied and embarrassed. This is in the 80s-90s.

Someone tells her "Oh, you're a lesbian? I couldnt tell, you're so GIRLY haha!!" Niamh shyly goes "ohh... haha... right..." to end the interaction faster...

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 20

emi torments ryu with her gen alpha humor... very often hes reminded of things she doesnt know... like not to joke about 9/11 (ryus husband Noel grew up in NYC... and as an adult is a nurse there as well)

noel sits there stunned, hand on his chest clutching his pearls. hes stunned into silence. internally hes screaming WHAT THE FUCK????? in horror.

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 20

67 #ocs #occomic #doodle #sixseven

Emi (she/her) as a kid around 8 or 9, moving her hands up and down. Palms facing up with her hands open in the six seven movement. She's singing "six-seeeven"

Emi faced the other way, doing the same hand movements but higher now. Her feet shuffle and she dances around. She has her face upturned to the sky with a huge grin.

She continues to sing, "Nine-eleee~ven"

Ryu (he/him, emis dad) looks shocked while reading, exclaiming 'WHAAAT' loudly.

ryu: emi, don't say that anymore-
emi: ok mb I'm sry (sorry)
ryu looks back over his shoulder when talking to her, emi stands there bowing her head a couple times and gripping her dress in her fists

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 18

this would be lacks mom fr. one of the triplets goes into labor and this would happen to lack

a post from threads by user "magggielb"
"My cousin was induced last night for her first baby and i hadnt heard any news all day, and my mom sent me a picture so naturally i was like OOOOH A BABY PICTURE

chat, it was not a baby picture"

following post is a picture of a st patricks day plate with corned beef and cabbage with mashed potatoes

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 18

:3c perhaps ill do a few for warmup sketches later...

"Artists! [Writing emoji] Post this and let your followers make fanart requests! Draw one of them!"
The text is in all caps on a blue background

🩷🧡 phee 🧡🩷@pheemuru· Mar 14

"Digital artists, share your first digital piece and your most recent" I drew this in 2011 (i was 13 iirc) in GIMP after getting my first wacom bamboo tablet... i remember being SO proud of this haha. i didnt know what layers were... how far we come :') #ocart #ocartists