Someone ordered a rubberdronepup? It was so randomly decided that rubber wanted to be worn. The gasmask just flew on the head. Couldnt help myself then to mske this cute picture. Sometimes the best moments are the spontanious ones.

Soo glad at days that i can just spend a bit in bed with just the hood on. Had sooo much running in my head.... Brightside on all this is that its positive that i can listen again to the weird thoughts as well. Well good night pups and remember: in the end you will never be alone.

Discopup heheh, sometimes i do enjoy music alot more then i ever admit. Im noticing that music is a good therapy. I alresdy shared several pieces of what i like, but i like so much 🫣 cant choose what to listen to. Anyways, i hope u had a better day then i had. I try to ve present and alive. 😘

Sucking on a lollipop. While slowly attempting to reach the gates of Dreams. how simple things in life can swith the mood from one to another. Tho i managed something today, i ended up sleeping again in daytime. Im in for such a good cuddle but also im a lonely mood, weird?

Sooo here I am overthinking, again, on what i feel. After days of great moments of awesome positivenes. It had to come down and it happend. But im safe in bed just being me and a cuddly soft dog on me. Lets see how the new week starts. Maybe more gear evenings for me, will be fun

Im happy...just like that. Why? Cause i let go of stuff which i thought was mine. Maybe the puphood needed time to give me what i thought was lost. Slowly but surely becoming the pup, that unschackles its chain. piece by piece. And perhaps there is more to come. A long hug to you

It was a hot day, pup needed ice to cooldown. Tommorow will even be hotter. Dont know how to stay cool 🫣 being active isnt a good idea, but then playing in the pool sounds fun. Playing with a soaked tennisball of course. Who knows what tomoorow brings hehehe. *hugs you*

Hey pup, i got a place next to me orrrrr you can put your head on my chest. Of course i do put my arm around you 😳 it would be soo welcome to be running again but i need to keep my pace. sorry for appearing tiresome and sleepy but i do my best, i pawmise. ☺️

I try, i fall, i stand up and i repeat that cycle. Till i find the way that is me. What better way to relax and be happy then to have a snack. Would you also like a snack too? 😏🫢

The painfull smile of a wreckage behind the hood. Truth be told: work is the issue. Totally autism-unfriendly. No respect at all. But lets hear what the medical specialist has to say.

Besides all the stuff thats working in and on my life. A random trying to be funny, forgot the world look and action I do pawmise that i will be getting there again. That fun, goofy, active pupper. This is the glimpse that a few pups already made happen. So what you think: goofy?

Imagine every emotion u know. Now think of yourself feeling it all at the same time....im exhausted, overstimutaled and most of all: misunderstood by a few. Leaving me soooo tired that a simple hug is welcome. Will u grant me the hug?

Aww you are not falling asleep are you? cause i feel fantastic 🤭 will you be the big spoon or little spoon 😏

Omg i found chocolate, will you lend a paw or a hand to feed this focused looking puppy a few pieces? I pawnise it wont hurt

sooo 2 tough days behind me but after a good sleep, i decided to open youtube and play the pink floyd concert. I cant tell you how good it felt to just sit and listen again. Being temporary limited in hearing is annoying. So puppy, wanna join me? Gear up, hood on and just enjoy the cozy moment?

For those still following me through this extensive journey of my lovely mental challenge: It proved too much today. Even heartbreakingly disappointed myself and someone else. Its not easy riding the emotional rollercoaster. All that i dont want, is reinforced 10 times the usual intake of emotions.

Here i stand, well not really (on my knees then). Without pups that gave me a small kick or without that one pup pulling my leash, i prob would have given things up. Slowly getting to a point where i can and will walk with others too. Bark bark, i wont give up.

Another day, another battle. Ofcourse i sat down and felt multiple times again the huge wall of emotions crumbling down and that is okay. Feeling a bit of myself again. Still being an insecure, socially akward pup but thats me. 😁 are you coming into the pool? Lots of room, lets become seadoggos.

You know, sometimes its okay to be limited, but dont let it stop you. New challenges are always lurking. Bring them on, even tho i know i am far from back up. It wont stop me from taking that small step. 😊 owh i see 2 pillows next to me. Grab your hood, put it on and get next to me 😳 its hug time...

There was a weird thought from last weekend that i want to share: "The scars i carry, only show where i have been. They cannot decide the direction i would need to go." Seems fitting for what is happening now. Anyways: i see you already are in bed ready for my hugs 😈 ready or not here i come.

My weekend: offline and no pics per my own choice, just to create a set of memories that will stay with me. It made me stronger again. Proving that the pups i know, are there when needed. You know who you are. Of hugs, laughter, talks and play. A huge hug. Unseen a huge mental boost thanks to them.

Say pup, i got a good spot here in front of me. Grab your hood and hop in pup. I promise i do hug you tight. Cause today felt like a good day 🫣. Todays battle was mine, havent won the war yet but one (battle)day at a time. ☺️

Let me take you back, years into the past.It was my starting point to explore the pupside even more. Still feel very much valued bij each and everyone in the community. I want to thank you for being such an amazing member of the pupcommunity. Nowww can i get a good bark from you? (Good boy)

Gear and gaming, why not....just relax and be. Sometimes you need to be in your own world and let the world be the world. Even better would be you next to me...maybe gaming too and we would end up hugging Cause i wont lie: could definitly use a good hug. A hug as remedy for fighting myself 🫣😳

Hey cutey, come here and feel the hugs 😉 wont let you go till you let me go 😇 is that a deal?

*sniff sniff sniff* hey, has anyone said how beautifull your eyes look like? No? Well they are soo much fun to look at 😊 let me look a bit longer at you 🤗

Extremely tired but never too tired to be a pup Hellish week, hellish weekend and on to a another week of hell But no matter what: i will smile and i will find fun things to do 😇

Alive and kicking, sometimes its okay to be in bed, or to be lazy, or to just be offline.... Perhaps those times also are the way to slowly get back up once life knocks you down. Do fight back after a while?...find the momentum and let it go. ☺️ Just a wild wruffffff 😉

Awroo does this pup deserve a boop? Feel free to boop 👉👈

Seems i got some space left 🤭 Perhaps its should be taken by a cute puppy 😉🤭