Karsten Wade

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"Kindness is always an appropriate response" Cares deeply. Parent, survivor (again), & esp your brother. Dharma ☸️ recovery guy Founder OpenCommAr.ch, Co-founder PAIPalooza.com He/Him/Él/They. These copyright works CC BY SA 4.0 #Leguminati! #SantaCruzCA

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Karsten Wade@quaid· Apr 6

It's all of us in this selfie from #Integrity 👋🏼

Television set mounted in front of a tool wall shows the selfie camera-view from the Orion spacecraft looking back at a crescent moon and in the distance a crescent Earth. We are all all Earth at the moment of this photo.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Mar 5

This appears to be the zeitgeist question bsky.app/profile/name...

Screenshot of Bluesky with @nameshiv explaining that Platner is a candidate for the people who rely upon mediocre men being whitewashed into candidacy

Karsten Wade@quaid· Mar 1

This is interesting—took Lyft for the first time in a year, loaded a new card for payment, & took 2 $10 rides. Afterwards we got an alert from the card blocking $100 of "LYFT CASH". WTF? Pulled out the app, it was on the Lyft cash screen... a "pocket purchase" accident? But I'm not the only one:

Screenshot of Reddit thread from r/Lyft:

Lyft has billed me for Lyft Cash I didn't order. Three times.
The first time, the app notified me that I had $100 in Lyft Cash. I'd never heard of it, but I thought maybe they were rewarding me for being a loyal customer. No. I looked at my banking activity online and saw where it had been charged. Obviously, I disputed the charge with my bank and with Lyft, and it was refunded, no problem.

A month later, Lyft refilled my Lyft Cash, but only for $25. This time, I just talked to customer service through the app, and it was refunded. I noticed that the customer service rep never exactly apologized or explained why it happened.

The third time was 3 days ago. "Refilled" for $50 this time. And yes, my Auto-Refill has always been toggled OFF. So again I'm talking to customer service, and he promises a refund and says I can "rest assured" it won't happen again. So I told him I need two questions answered:

WHY was I repeatedly charged for Lyft Cash I didn't order?

How can I be sure it won't happen again? What steps were taken to fix the problem?

No response from customer service. I'm using Uber or nothing from now on. I've changed the debit card on file with Lyft to an old, obsolete card, which hopefully solves the problem.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Feb 3

This is art happening right now

Overhead view of CBP helicopter doing a loop from Moss landing over Corralitos and up the coast to

Near overhead view of CBP helicopter doing a loop from Moss landing over Corralitos and up the coast

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jan 17

Arsenal Recon contract used to get licenses from these vendors who may not be aware their software is being used for fascist ends: Arsenal Recon Databricks ShareGate Nuix KWizCom Atlassian (Developer of Jira) Caucho Technology (Developer of Resin) NVIDIA GetData MSAB Integrated Biometrics

Karsten Wade@quaid· Nov 23

Probably not one of these guys though. This was taken yesterday afternoon less than an hour before sunset from the path at Wilder Ranch.

Photo was taken from the back side of a narrow cove with tall and sheer cliffs. The cove is primarily in shade, the sun beginning halfway up the cliff on the left or east side of cove, as this is picture is taken less than an hour before sunset. The very front of the picture has a few inches of coastal sage, the slope drops down to meet the beach in the lower third of the picture. From there the beach swoops down to where the incoming waves wash over. And just above the tideline are dozens of sea lions, resting in the shade. Most of the other coves have more of a western facing right now and are awash with Sunlight.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Nov 11

'Tis the season! Gotta get down to West Cliff early for the kind of views you are capturing, tho' it's not too bad here:

First minutes of sunrise with a hot glowing orange glow the lower part of the horizon, with gray and blue plain clouds above. Picture taken from the second floor of a Victorian, building elements visible at the edge of the picture.

First minutes of sunrise with a hot glowing orange glow the lower part of the horizon, with gray and blue plain clouds above. Picture taken from second floor of a Victorian, building elements visible at edge of picture.

Spread of sunrise with a flowing orange glow coming up from the horizon, with gray and blue plain clouds above. Picture taken from the second floor of a Victorian, building elements visible at the edge of the picture.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Oct 2

Choices, choices...

A 2-in across metal loop ring holds color samples of fiberglass material to be used for a cast. The colors are arrayed around starting in the upper right and going around counterclockwise as black, tan, light pink, pale green, light blue, c dark blue, purple, bright yellow, Dusty red, and sherbet orange.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Sep 24

Well well, lookee who's #5 in this list, it's @muellershewrote.com ... Well done #Leguminati and AG!

Karsten Wade@quaid· Sep 16

FIRST SIGN OF AUTUMN SPOTTED! 🍁🍂🌰🌬️🍃

A morning picture of a front yard Halloween decorations, the shadows cast away from the camera. Behind a short 1 ft tall spiked fencing is a miniature spooky graveyard, with clawed skeleton hands grasping out of the ground and thin gravestones with pithy sayings. In the background is a full size skeleton with full size skeleton flamingos at its feet, and then the yard's usual pink flamingo statues just in front.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jul 22

Me today, in hopeful and fearful solidarity

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jul 21

Here's a bit of daily calm for @deviantollam.bsky.social and anyone else who likes to see proper fire safety and liminal spaces, where the only things stored are shadows and light:

The image is of the bottom of an emergency exit staircase, the stairs painted bright green and the walls bare grey concrete except for a red sign with white letters that reads, "NO STORAGE PERMITTED IN THE STAIRWELL BY ORDER OF THE FIRE MARSHAL". The area at the bottom of the stairs where people will sometimes store things is fenced off in this case and indeed there is nothing stored there. There's a kind of calm in this liminal space from the lack of chaos and perhaps the crisp shadow lines from the portion fencing off the area next to the last staircase.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jun 22

May I introduce a year that included Yo! Bum Rush the Show, Bigger and Deffer, AND Paid in Full?

List of hip hop albums released in 1987 starting with Public Enemy Yo! Bum Rush the Show on February 10th and finishing November 10th with NWA and the Posse.

Karsten Wade@quaid· May 20

And the sign warns not to climb the pole because something is rotten and unstable below:

A. Close-up of a telephone call Pole from the previous image in this thread, focused on a small red sign in the middle of the pool. The red sign is rectangular and wider left to right, attached to the pole with screws on both sides. In the middle of the red sign is a symbol like a six-spoked wheel with an arrow bisecting the circle pointing straight down. Effectively, it is an arrow pointing in a direction and a circle with a cross saying no about something in that direction. In the context of a utility pole, it is meant to signify that something is unstable in the direction of the arrow and not decline or Lena ladder against the pole. For that reason. The sign appears just inches above and to the right of the 86 47 of the original image.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Apr 24

@maddow.msnbc.com on the #First100Days: "One thing it's been from the moment he got back to Washington is an unfunny farce, a slapstick-mess of reversals and mistakes, and 'oops, let's pretend we didn't do that'..."

Screenshot of Rachel maddow as quoted in this post. She is live on the set of her show, by herself at the desk talking to the camera, with an image of the White House floating to her left on the right side of the image. At the bottom of the image is a single word in all caps and a sans serif font and in the format of a graphical meme, reading "OOPS!"

Karsten Wade@quaid· Mar 27

Doing the #NightowlCoworking sesh in downtown SF - you missed this one, don't miss the next! lu.ma/1jy8my6y (OG @centos.org fans may recognize my T-shirt...)

Karsten Wade@quaid· Mar 24

Mirthful morning to you, New York Fucking Times

Karsten Wade@quaid· Feb 2

I felt the need for a 2nd meditation this afternoon (there are signs I look for), found myself working with, "I care about myself & I forgive myself, I care about you & I forgive you, I care about us & I forgive us." Over & over, sinking it into the system #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

Image is but from below of a hillside that seems prone to sliding, with signs of relatively recent erosion. The bottom part of the image is shades of light and medium brown of the sandy shale and soil, with various small bushes and trees growing out of the nearly vertical hillside going straight up in front of the viewer. Midway up the picture on the left side, a tree juts into the image at a sharp 30° angle toward the top, getting on another portion of the hillside angled differently to the viewer. Near the top of the image and on the right side of the image are more trees growing on the sides and on the ridge above, glowing in the afternoon sun, and the sky behind the last row of trees shines cerulean blue.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jan 22

Loving kindness meditation w/the phrase may I be happy on the in-breath, may I be at ease on the out-breath, then may I be free from suffering on the in & out. Letting the phrases churn and morph: #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation 1/2

In the late afternoon sunlight with the shadow of a house cast on the path, a brick path stretches over 60 ft or 20 m up the center of the picture between a row of flowering plums about to blossom. On both sides of the path is the green of various grasses, weeds, and oxalis plants. On the left side halfway up the picture a plaster column approximately 2 ft tall stands next to a tree. On the opposite side, a bush of scented, geraniums and lavender are visible surrounding another tree. Going all the way up. The left side of the path from the viewer's perspective are the marks of a trench being dug from end to end, with the far half in the sunshine revealing a layer of earth where the sod has been peeled back, and the sod in the your side of the picture shows the lines of shovel marks cutting the edges in preparation for removal

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jan 16

Trying for breath concentration meditation because of the amount of sleepy drop-offs, offering forgiveness at each return to awareness/mindfulness, but hard to tell: Is this just not getting enough sleep, or is this a freeze response to something arising? #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

A very orange sky and setting Sun fill the top half of the picture, with the sun half obscured by a large whale skeleton at the horizon level. Reflection artifacts obscure and bleed light into the darkened part at the bottom of the picture, with other elements of the research station buildings to the left and right of the skeleton silhouetted against the orange sky.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Jan 6

Open awareness, working with training the mind to remain present, or return to the present time awareness with kindness and compassion toward myself. #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

Picture is a view taken from directly underneath a set of utility wires connecting in for multiple directions, with the blue sky and the smattering of wispiness of cloud. In the background. The top center of the photo shows a street lamp from the right side of the picture, and perpendicular to the lamp run the main power lines above, and telephone, cable, and fiber lines below. In the center of the picture, several television/internet cable lines stretch from the left side of the picture across an open street, and connect to a bolt floating in mid-air that used to be attached to the cross wooden beam 6 in or so to the right of the floating bolt.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 31

Using equanimity meditation via heart practices to hold space for my reactivity to the conditions in my life. Happiness or suffering comes from my response to conditions, not from conditions themselves. 2,923rd day of daily practice, aka 7 years. #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

Lush California Winter garden, picture taken from a first floor porch with the guardrail visible and half shadow in the front of the picture. Just beyond on the left are the brown and Rusty dead Hydrangea flowers. In the center of the image are a wicker chair and a chaise lounge, one blue and white pillow scattered to the left of the chair that is facing to the left of the image. Image. The furniture is sitting amongst a small pool of green that is surrounded by small shrubs on the left and dormant plants on the right. The small shrubs are visible as yellow Mexican Daisy, lavender, and a scented geranium.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 30

Opening w/access to the feeling of anger/upset at myself for not being able to get shit done, for getting stuck/unable-to, my whole life. Worked on a forgiveness meditation and phrases-antidotes to the hindrances that arose when focusing on self-forgiveness. #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

Dawn sky from the second floor, the dark neighborhood in the lower part of the picture and our Friends, the redwood tree and two of the palm trees silhouetted against the coming dawn light. There's a low pink cloud near the horizon with a yellowish gold backlight to it. Above the yellow gold is a pink haze, and three or more beams of blue sky radiate from where the sun is going to rise. Blue sunbeams in the morning sky.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 28

Lots of stories today, anchoring on the breath, being aware of my equanimity around each of these stories (conditions), letting them go. May I learn to recognize my happiness or suffering comes from my relationship to conditions, not from conditions themselves. #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

View is the bottom of a concrete pool partially filled with water. In the foreground is the bone nose lip of the edge of the pool, with a chipped and decaying step just beyond. Then about 6 or 8 ft. Beyond the edge of the pool are nearly 100 3-in long comet goldfish in an array of colors eagerly feeding on bits of organic matter introduced into the fresh rainwater. The colors are mostly in the deep orange of a goldfish, with some lighter speckled and a few dark fish among them, with many of the oranges showing dark spots are there close relatives nearby. It's possible to discern a line of algae nearly 2 ft away from the edge of the water down the slope into the pool, showing the recent rise in water from the rain. Toward the top of the picture, a few hoses slope down from the pool edge and into the water, and in the very near bottom left corner of the picture is a hose of the same kind, just barely visible curling from left edge to bottom.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 27

Settled into open awareness by instinct, no specific focus & feeling a need to simply see what is happening in the system. With back-attention on the breath, explored thoughts that felt like flaws, giving love & support & a few instinctive solutions that arose. #VipassanaADay #MindfulnessMeditation

Images taken from the cliffs. Looking out toward a stormy ocean, a wave arriving just beyond the 1st of three large rocks with flat tops. On the nearest Rock of figure crouches, releasing seaweed from a fishing line. The figure appears to be in danger from the wave, as it is surrounded by pools of tidal water and the incoming wave seems poised to swoop over the rocktop.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 24

Meditation on holding forgiveness for myself for my expectations, disappointments, and behaviors in the world. Forgiving myself for taking everything so personally, forgiving myself for having a judging mind. Forgiven, forgiven, forgiven. #VipassanaADay

Image of surf and surfers, in a stormy cove. In the foreground on bottom of the image is a walking path, then a small shift to the edge where the cliff falls away below, and a little bit of cliff in the mid distance holding position in the right side of the frame. The water is far below and the waves are beginning to curl in the whitewash. Two surfers in the left center of the picture. Watch the oncoming sets, with a small bird flying overhead. The image is mostly shades of Gray, the path the water, The horizon, and the clouds in the distance faintly, white and gray.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 19

Focused on awareness of breath, immediately running into sloth+hindrance & dropping into the Dream, over & over. Tried counting the in & out breath, tried returning to the feet and the seat, whatever other tricks came to mind, surfing, the waves of gone, return, present, gone again. #VipassanADay

The mine between the top 2/3 of the picture and the bottom 1/3 is a band of the last colors of the sunset, orange and yellow and red. Above the sky shades from light to dark blue below. The land is cast in Shadow and nearly invisible, with the stump of a tree poking above the horizon line and silhouetted against the sky on the far left of the image. In the lower right corner of the image, a railroad track points directly west toward the last light of the Sun, like an iron arrow whose two sides never meet.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 18

Illimitables practice of holding compassion and gratitude for the self and the world, knowing that my ability to care about myself and others is without limits, just is my ability to appreciate the beauty in this world, and others, and in myself. Some good focus and some strong sloth. #VipassanaADay

The sky before the sunrise, where a high altitude cloud reflects the full daylight from beyond the curve of the Earth. The high clouds are long oval bands, two or three stacked around each other, almost appearing like holes in the sky surrounded by glowing highlights. In the foreground, our friend the redwood tree is silhouetted along with a palm tree, the dark city below, and dark fog creeping in from the right edge of the picture.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 16

Deeper heart practice by sitting in the dual feelings of being the one who is giving AND receiving understanding, feeling, knowing, caring, forgiving, and appreciating. By following each step on this path one at a time, the next one is opened and available as needed. #VipassanaADay

Deep orange sunrise fills the picture, with horizontal clouds, strict with light and dark shades. Along the bottom third of the picture, one long horizontal cloud is darkly shaded in the direction facing picture, and bisex a redwood tree on the left side of the image that just high into the sky above the surrounding neighborhood that is shrouded in darkness. The redwood tree is silhouetted with slightly drooping limbs against the many shades of orange in the moments before the appearance of the sun.

Karsten Wade@quaid· Dec 15

Mindfulness practice on gratitude and appreciative joy, for myself and for others. Found it a little difficult to hold focus on that without a balance of compassion for myself and the world. "I care about you and I'm grateful for you, thank you." #VipassanaADay