Beau Jágr

@thoughty

37yo, AudADHD disabled queer nonbinary-masc polyamorous person.

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Beau Jágr@thoughty· Jun 19

I did an art piece this year called The Birth of Penis using an abalone shell, dried flowers, rocks & seashells, and a testicular implant leftover after an erectile implant and it feels like a lovely spiritual companion to the fantastic piece below!

A mixed media sculpture using an egg shaped silicone testicular implant, dried flowers, abalone shell, rocks, seashells, and paint.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Jun 4

This year has been crap so far. Lost two cats to age & illness, my mom's health is still declining, and I'm still dealing with drama from over a year ago that shouldn't have ever been an issue to begin with. I'm so tired. We live in such a hellscape. I just need a fucking short rest, universe. Plz.

Two orange cats on a table in a green dining room.

A pale orange cat snuggling a white hand with fingerless gloves on while on a green couch.

An orange kitty in sunlight on a cat tree.

A groundhog eating avocado on an older wooden deck out of a bowl of seeds.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· May 31

Yesterday (Saturday) was a really difficult, trauma reigniting day and life has overall been kicking my ass. This one goes out to the people who seem to really enjoy making my life much harder.

A digital graffiti art piece that has a variety of colors and textures and reads "If you must kill me, use thine own hand, and do it swiftly" with very small text that says "I don't have much time" by Beau Jágr Sheldon aka Thoughty, 2026. NO AI or generative tools were used, only Procreate's basic brushes and editing tools were used.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Mar 5

We are having a bit of a time right now. Kyrie has been sick and we unfortunately will be having to put her down tomorrow. It's hard and we are sad. 16 and a half years.

A cute tabby cat with big green eyes, a white snout, and a small bit of white on her chest.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Feb 16

If you don't wear a mask in crowds & enclosed spaces, you can kiss my ass. I was THE ONLY VISIBLE PERSON IN NEWARK AIRPORT wearing a mask last weekend. I didn't get COVID then. Two of my partners work in hospitals where they don't require (& discourage culturally) masks, tho, so fuck me I guess.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Feb 14

Artist! Quote with your dark art! I like working with very dark art but this is one of my favorite sets of companion pieces.

A digital illustration of a Nosferatu like vampire about to prey on a cowboy sleeping by a campfire.

A large, imposing reddish dog by campfire in the dark.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Feb 4

I'm 38 today. It could definitely be a better day, but we've got some big "it is what it is" going on here.

A white person with dark hair and facial hair in a blue tank and a green and blue flannel shirt over jeans.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Jan 21

Said goodbye to our sweet old man, Siggy, after 18 years. I'm going to miss him a lot 🩵

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Dec 20

Thank you! I'm trying my best , I hope you're doing well also! 🩵

An orange cat wrapped up in a white and green throw blanket.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Dec 19

A quiz result from a find your color quiz using Pantone colors showing a periwinkle blue labeled "serenity" and including the following information:

Serenity

You're a natural romantic who pursues your own ideals.

You express your feelings honestly and enjoy deep conversations.

You are sensitive to others' emotions and tend to have significant mood swings.

You have excellent empathy and relate well to the pain and sorrow of others.

Though you seem easily swayed by others' opinions, you have firm personal values.

PANTONE

15-3919

#95AAD3

RGB: 145, 168, 210

CMYK: 30, 19, 0, 18

Find Your Own Color X POOMANG

The summary of results from a find your color test using Pantone colors showing a salmon color and a deep magenta for complimentary color results, with the following information:

Good Match
Living Coral

#FF6F61

RGB: 255, 111, 97

CMYK: 0, 56, 62, 0

And

Bad Match
Viva Magenta

#BB2649

RGB: 187, 38, 73

CMYK: 0, 73, 67, 25

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Dec 17

Vanity Fair photos have me looking at the color grading and framing like 👀 ~*~scandalous~*~

Richard Nixon speaking to the press in front of a gold curtain and flags.

Bill Clinton in the White House during his impeachment and scandal denying his affair while Hillary stands behind him.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Nov 10

Art project, mixed media, a gift for my partner using their testicular implant that was removed to be replaced by an erectile implant, an edible flower from one of our dinners out, two pieces of abalone shell from a special sushi dinner, and some decorations. Inspired by the birth of Venus.

An art piece displayed on a bannister in sunlight of an egg shaped testicular implant painted iridescent pale purple, an edible pink flower from one of our dinners out, two pieces of abalone shell from a special sushi dinner, and some decorations to make it look oceanic and like it's in a tide pool.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Nov 8

Turn is definitely "what have you done to that bird? You fucked it up, you gave it anxiety!" (Art by Cecilia Ferri, layout by @johnwsheldon.bsky.social , text by Beau Jágr Sheldon aka Thoughty (me). thoughty.itch.io/turn)

A screenshot of the Turn RPG manual with the Raven character archetype text and an illustration of a Raven with a set of keys on a branch. Art by Cecilia Ferri, text by Beau Jágr Sheldon aka Thoughty, layout by John W. Sheldon.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Oct 21

Cat

An orange cat with an orange slice soft cone collar on a bearded white person's lap.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Oct 18

Today I'm pretty laid up with pain and I wanted to draw but only had less than a half charge on my iPad battery and the pen is buggy, so I figured that was a good limiter. I used my fall prompts list I recently made and got pain, saturated pastels, and archaic as prompts and modifiers. Ta daa

A digital drawing of a nonbinary figure seated on the ground facing away from the viewer, with a spike through their skull. The person's body is abstracted inside the outline with tiny barbs ridding their skin and flashes in orange over their whole body. The image is framed in colorful splats and streaks.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Oct 9

As seen at Bon Vent Cider in Maine 💙

A sharpie written sign with red anatomical hearts on cardboard that says "May [we] love in ways that devastatingly disrupt organized state violence".

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Oct 5

Me, at ~2am, the night after my first immune infusion, the night before a week long trip in Maine, immediately cleaning up a mess left when the hot handle on our second floor sink faucet popped off snd geysered all over the bathroom, including multiple litterboxes. If curses exist, I've got one.

A white person with dark hair and facial hair lying in bed in a grey tank.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 25

Trying to be a human, failing. I don't feel safe being myself in public these days, even if I still try.

A white person with short dark hair and fiscal hair in a blue and cream western styled cowboy shirt with two cats in cowboy hats.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 20

Maybe it should never have been up to the government or corporations what art should be made or shared or enjoyed or rewarded. Really hope I get to edit photos soon. Function needs to increase but I'm trying. In camera LCD: cormorant in flight at North Park Lake, from kayak.

A photo in a camera LCD screen of a cormorant flying past a blue sky, pine trees, and changing leaves.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 15

A squeeze toy chihuahua with bulging eyes being squeezed.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 5

I am genuinely proud of this freehand scratch art I made today. #nonbinaryMasc

A rainbow scratch art of a person displaying their bottom growth with the text "Big dick, small hands, all cunt".

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 5

I am trying very hard to keep going but when my little circle of the world feels like this, and I feel like I'm surrounded by hell because of our government and the cultures that support it, it's really hard some days.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 5

The universe shuffled my Thoth tarot deck by spilling it all over my bed, so I drew three (past, present, future) and i honestly have never seen three wands come up reversed like this.

Three tarot cards on a bed, the queen, seven, and eight of wands reversed.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 2

Selfies from the other day. Wondering how lumpy my head will be when I have to shave my head bc my hair is thinning so bad. I had hoped I could make it until 40 but even with hairline powder I'm almost as bald as my dad. :/

A white person with dark hair wearing a blue patterned short sleeve button down over a grey tank with aviators.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Sep 2

Sameee i just got these two but now have no real reason to wear them lol

A white person with dark hair wearing a partially mesh black bodysuit.

A white person with dark hair wearing a mesh black muscle tee.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Aug 31

Art I did today inspired by a recent episode of Star Trek: Strange New Worlds and the unattainable nature of peace and joy.

A digital illustration of a purple skinned person with dark hair lying down in the nude in front of a space scene with stars, a moon, a sun, and a blue and green sky, with the text in glowing white handwritten script, "Dream of your sun, moon, and stars."

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Aug 25

Showing the challenges of trying to fill my pill case with my tremors when they're a little above normal intensity, mostly for myself to have record.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Aug 25

"I don't care what anyone says, I LOVE that movie."

The Willow (1988) movie poster with illustrations of Warwick Davis, Joanne Whalley, Val Kilmer, and other performers as their characters in the film with a predominantly red color scheme.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Aug 1

I don't know what life will be like juggling all of this, on top of a life that seems dedicated to be filled with crises, in a world that doesnt seem to want people like me alive and is pretty determined to put us all down somehow, and no one being able to stop things from getting worse. I'm scared.

A tabby cat with bright green eyes in the sunlight and shadows.

An orange kitten sleeping on a blue chair.

A buff colored cat with a slight snaggletooth.

A black cat snd tabby cat by a food dish, looking up.

Beau Jágr@thoughty· Jul 23

Cw cat skull #oddities #sculpture #skull I am pretty proud of my first completed oddities project! A cat skull recovered ethically on a farm, cleaned by me, with small painted clay fungus sculptures & a clay corpse hornet (as close as I could get). This is going to Carey but I hope to do more.