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@totcocoa

Writer and Producer of @souloperatorpod.bsky.social, a horror audio drama and solo ttrpg actual play. she/they / 25 / adhd / anti-zionist jew / in love with @tipplersbane.bsky.social Check out more of my work here: 🇧🇷

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tot ✨@totcocoa· 18d

TONIGHT!! More of 'Dark Roots of the Earth' over on @folkandmyth.bsky.social at 9pm est!! m.twitch.tv/folkandmyth/...

tot ✨@totcocoa· Jul 5

i am chronically bad at drawing my own characters, but I have been meaning to get back into drawing in general! Ergo, here I am for my first year of artfight! (and of course, only posting about it 5 days into the month.) artfight.net/~totcocoa

Artfight Promo Card for Totcocoa, on Team Tragedy. They will attack everyone and are open to friendly fire and revenge. Their characters are largely human or humanoid.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Jul 1

Here is my wrap up for June! While I only read two books, I did hit my reading goal for the year! As for my reading challenge, I read Destiny's Edge by M.L Wang!

Totcocoa's June 2026 Wrapup: 2 books read, 637 pages read, average rating 4.5.

Highest Rated Reads: Platform Decay, Destiny's Edge.

Totcocoa's June 2026 Calendar showcasing what days and how many pages she read.

Books reading and in process: Platform Decay, Destiny's Edge, Witch King, Dracula Daily.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Jun 8

@bananachangames.bsky.social oh what a treat :> obligatory "cat with ttrpg post" for the masses

Black cat laying on hard wood above a showcase of the books for Knockoff and Forge and a small notebook.

tot ✨@totcocoa· May 9

here you can find my child in her natural habitat

A black cat laying on the gray carpet, in a bit of a tear drop shape.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Apr 1

I did a fair amount of reading this month!

Story graph summary graphic with reading stats for the month of March. 8 books read, 1,092 pages, average rating of 4.84 out of 5. Top three books were 'The butcher of the forest', 'system collapse', and 'compulsory'.

A calendar graphic from Storygraph showcasing how many pages were read per day and when books were completed, along with their ratings.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Mar 8

"Name a TV show you're positive no one remembers but you." I know for a fact other people remember this one but it was My fever dream show, okay?

The Fraggle Rock poster, with several puppet like felt characters posing together.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Feb 14

happy valentine's day to the love of my life, @tipplersbane.bsky.social ! it's hard to believe it's just been a year and half when it feels like we have been together forever. i look forward to spending forever with you <3 (even if your soulmate is vash stampede)

photo of tatiana and noah in a circular mirror, with noah kissing the top of tatiana's head.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Feb 10

so excited to have this in hand!! @pandiongames.com

the physical copy of 'Midnight Muscadines', a custom deck of cards, and the Wanderlustian's Journal

tot ✨@totcocoa· Feb 2

it is officially @tipplersbane.bsky.social 's birthday here in my timezone, so; happy birthday to the most wonderful, kind, generous, thoughtful, and patient person whom i am lucky enough to have in my life. you have my whole heart darling, i hope you have an incredible year <3

a photo of noah and tatiana smiling for the camera

tot ✨@totcocoa· Feb 1

not a bad start! i am very excited for the reading challenges i have set for myself and accomplished both for the month of jaunary! for my diversity challenge in january, i read 'binti' for the prompt of reading a book from an author based in/from the global south. for gothic classics, rebecca.

@totcocoa's january 2026 wrap-up. 4 books read, 1,097 pages read, with an average rating of 4.56. the highest rated reads were rebecca (5.0), how to survive camping (5.0), and binti (4.25). 100% was fiction, with two books being horror, 1 being literary, 1 being thriller, one being a classic, and one being a romance. there is a chart showing pages read per day over the course of the month, and the format of the book.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Jan 2

i've never regretted doing a challenge more in my life.

My 2026 word, according to mirriam webster is : Smol

tot ✨@totcocoa· Jan 1

i love reading!! i can't wait to read more!!

Storygraph Wrap-Up 2025 for @totcocoa. Indicates the first book finished - Gideon the Ninth, the last book finished - The Book about Moonin, Mymble, and Little My, the longest book read - Oathbound, the shortest book read - The Book about Moonin, Mymble, and Little My. Top genres are Fantasy, LGBTQIA+, Young Adult, Romance, Science Fiction. Top authors were Holly Black, Martha Wells, and Tracy Deonn. Top 5-star reads were The Monster of Elendhaven, Two Twisted Crowns, and The Six Deaths of the Saint.

An extended image with all the covers of the 52 books @totcocoa logged as completed in 2025 on storygraph.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Dec 31

it's the last day of the year, which means it's bingo day! i got (1) bingo this year and i am very pleased to have accomplished as much as i did. a lot has happened this year and at the very least, i can look back and be proud of what i did. next year i hope i get (2) bingos :>

Tot's 2025 Bingo sheet, which shows one completed bingo and several not completed goals. The bingo includes: go to at least two cons, release SO season 1B, go to a ren faire, visit another country, and finish more video games. Also completed: Drink more water, get cast in an irl ap, read 10 books, write for another ad, see noah in person, pick up and maintain one new hobby, graduate with my BA, spend more time with friends. Not completed: bake more, add a new dish to the weekly rotation, learn one new afrikaans word a week, voice act in a non ad project, start house hunting, keep up weekly blog posts, spend more time outside, write for one ttrpg, play one solo ttrpg per month, write SO season 2.

Tot's 2026 Bingo sheet: Maintain a journal, draw more, perform in an irl ap, regularly post on the blog, listen to 10,000 minutes of music, see my love more than once, be more sustainable, read 20 books, move, less doom-scrolling, catch up on more audio dramas, finish writing SO season two, spend more time outside, play at least 10 games to completion, try more new foods, pick up a physical activity, write for a ttrpg/non ad project, voice act for a non ad project, bake more, play one solo ttrpg per month, add a new dish to the weekly rotation, start production for SO season two, visit a new place.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Dec 22

that's a--- 12 with hope

Two d12s, one on a 9 (a pink hope die), and one on a 3 (a red and gold fear die)

tot ✨@totcocoa· Dec 17

more treats doth arrive! :> @vidityavoleti.bsky.social and levity.games

A Land Once Magic by Viditya Voleti and the Foxy Deck by Brielle Lott via Levity Games on a black background.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Dec 13

so excited to see this in my mailbox today!! :> @envyborngames.bsky.social

The physical copy of Hercules and the 12 Labors, a solo game sitting in a wooden table with a Temple of Hercules card laying on top.

tot ✨@totcocoa· Dec 9

i made a little page in my ttrpg wrapped for this very purpose 🤭 teseah and helaena are from my home games, whereas jespyr and malya are both from series i have done over on @folkandmyth.bsky.social :>

Favorite Characters Played: Teseah (Blades in the Dark), Jespyr (Dragon Age Rpg), Mayla and Helaena (Daggerheart)

tot ✨@totcocoa· Dec 8

i had the privilege of being invited to submit for @tinkmedia.bsky.social 's Audio Delicacies for 2025, and what else could I submit than the wonderful show that is @allatseapod.bsky.social ? seriously if you haven't check them out yet, you are sincerely missing out.