And if our trans-ness isn't really an integral part of what's being conveyed, it's also legit to just leave it out entirely, since we are, also, just women and men and people, like any others.

guess who FINALLY had her first O since crossing her gender Rubicon?

A few days ago, car wouldn’t start. * Turned key, silence (very faint click, probably a relay somewhere and not solenoid) * Took battery to Oreilly’s to test, was bad. * REPLACED BATTERY ✔️ * Turned key; silence * Checked both relevant AM2 fuses (30A in engine bay; 15A under dash), both look ok

I made a new choker! Not in love with the massive buckle for the 1" lace ribbon, and clear Shoe Goo is anything but clear... but if i wear my hair down in back maybe it's not as big of a fail? (pardon my hideous gams etc)

gross ass pedo-loving bigots GO FUCKING DIE in TERROR

Have a bleak, meaningless World Goth Day. Everything eventually dies. Only cathartic music can briefly make our endless suffering almost worth it. Death, ever reliable, is the only constant. The Sisters of Mercy will never release new studio-recorded music ever again. Enjoy.

Delco Park is nice but such a boring walking track. Totally flat, no trouble at all. My body doesn't hurt nearly enough. I'm going to a different park now to correct for that. I need to burn and sweat a lot harder. Stairs and hills and brutal glute-focused stepdowns.

been leg day for a little over a month now. i'm finally seeing some results as i'm working hard to get my ass & legs back where they used to be. (full disclosure: edited colors & removed a weird bump on my left knee ONLY)

haven't visited this neighborhood in a while. just passing through though....

new fit

this is how you'll know you have the correct apartment

stumbled across my half-forgotten FetLife profile and couldn't stop cackling at one of the best captions i've ever written, under a photo of me on my knees in a white (!) lace bodysuit:

PSA: Trump ("allegedly") did some fucking unspeakable things to little girls #epsteinfiles

2016 vs 2026

ME: (showing my wife her blood glucose reading) whoa lookit that! That's quite a hook HER: you know what they say about the hook ME: ...dear god what are you about to say HER: it brings you back

figured i may as well share a lewd

What is it called when you're far past Twink Death? I can't be a twink mummy because mummies are well-preserved. Cadaver? i've never been skinny enough to be a twink, and i'm trans-nonbinary so none of this even applies to me. Still need a self-deprecating way to describe what i look like though.

1/2 i changed the status on my Discord and realized it had two meanings: "let's stay away and keep a large buffer between us" or "let's probingly & pensively come closer together" — and it hit me that i'm not sure which part of me is saying which thing. cont'd

Think intentionally and seriously about this...

i am going to try my best not to be all dramatic about my CT scan results It's really not even that much worse tbh

I need to do some assercising when i'm feeling a lil better

I've only been on HRT since January of this year, but i'd been GNC for a few years before that. Here's the most recent photo of me from today vs one from before i rebuilt myself in my *own* image (c.~2014)

at the Fairfield Rd entrance to the Beavercreek Walmart

ACABD - Kettering, Ohio Happened this afternoon. The cop car's number looks like 420 lol. I cut the video from the start of the loop to 30 seconds and caught some banter. Pardon my fuckin' french. Note: my timestamp is wrong, i need to change that. #badcop

still shaking the rust off - i know i'm not a very technically skilled guitarist, but this is maybe the best i've ever played this solo even though i've only been actively playing again for the past few days after some months of only rarely touching the guitar, so i'm pretty fuckin' happy already.

shaking off the rust... it's been a little while, and i need to start a little slow. FYI: i come from the Neil Young School of Rock Guitar; my motto is "if it squeals, smack it HARDER"

stream the whole song (pre-release mix) at soundcloud.com/transmothra/... keep an eye on transmothra.bandcamp.com for its official release SOON EPK here: transmothra.com/epk

Fuck!, i need callouses FAST