i can feel that there is a SLIGHT difference in being able to resist getting sucked into the ocd maladaptive daydreaming in the mornings post-ketamine #4 but today it won and ofc the laying down gave me a fucking migraine

i haven't drawn in 74 years and boy can i feel it 😭

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it looks like tenso should work for the toho animation store bUT IT REQUIRES A JAPANESE NUMBER TO JUST TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT BC IT NEEDS SMS VERIFICATION

ALLLLL THE LYING

🫠 my ketamine appt got rescheduled today bc the technician isn't available. i opted to do a diff time at a diff location but that means i can't use the free medicaid taxi anymore bc it's too short notice to reschedule so i get to pay $100 to fucking get there & back on top of the $350 for the shot

ONLY independence for puerto rico, NOT statehood

truly years since i've had them i really really hope tomorrow's 4th session does something significantly beneficial

yeah it's bad today and now i feel exhausted bc of how it made me spiral for only a minute but boy was that a terrible minute filled with intrusive thoughts

and bringing up tillie's finances, and implying that an academic must clearly be earning so much more, is hilarious considering that, as a publisher, you can remedy that by paying more. as all publishers SHOULD do but refuse to. like you're literally part of the problem here babe

damn the ocd time avoidance is pulling double duty today huh 🫩

who wants to give me $200 so i can get these big ass babies omg

fuck later today is q*eer p*t

oough i'm not feeling so hot about the sudden burning wood smell that's entered the house bc I ASSUME the draft is bringing it in but i'm like uh is there a fire somewhere abouts 💀 it's 2 am it is FAR too late/early for these shenanigans like i'm brushing my teeth to wind down, read yaoi, and SLEEP

i need to meet whoever runs the vbw ig and tell them they're an inspiration and a joy bc these are my favorite kind of posts LOL i'm 3, v relaxed and chillin www.instagram.com/p/DaHJDV1PKP...

RAN SCORED AN ACE OFF SHOJI!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!

me talking to you about the japanese men's national volleyball team

part of it is also that i insisted on using the 3d models to create a sports arena and pose out the characters in some panels in the same poses as some of my fav players, referenced from various match photos.

🏐 i hate how slowly i've been working on this bc of my workload 😮‍💨

me to my ocd

today was my day to draw

whew, bit of a rough sunday, lads

hello! this sounds like a great project 💖 artofnickyrodriguez.com i freelance pre-press for comics and it's fairly flexible, so I could take on something like this.

that final scene of megumi in the s4 pv

forgot that i saved this ages ago it's their time 🙂‍↕️

"...highlights the tension between outward adult responsibility and the unresolved pain of a wounded inner child. Misato captures the struggle of high-functioning survival..." damn did they listen in on my therapy sessions or what

me, every time i log on to bluesky dot com:

i have 2 anime tattoos! one is fushiguro and itadori from jjk, and it's the little doodles of them that gege akutami drew in one of the volumes' notes. the other one is a manga panel from haikyuu!

me: daichi is such a good captain also me: alas, acab

absolutely YELLING at "calories of my feelings" LOL like i see カロリー is used so the native translator isn't like wrong about that, i just love this phrasing 😂