Brian the Bold
@authenticityforge
traumor.bandcamp.com , www.instagram.com/traumorofficial , breathingreflection.substack.com/ Living as authentically as I can in a world of patriarchal damage. #CPTSD #PCGaming #extrememetal, #patriarchy #CSA #metalsky #sober #traumor
Since there are actually motherfuckers in a local subreddit who are calling for the homeless to be killed, this is for them (though they won't listen).
Black metal riffs, fuck Trump, and some clean playing. #metalsky #blackmetal #metalguitar #guitar
A taste of “Sacrifice Unto Stone”. #traumor #metalsky #trauma #blackmetal #deathmetal
Post a perfect album from the 90's that isn't nirvana, soundgarden, pearl jam, or Alice In Chains.
With all my derealization and having to re-check everything to see if 1) I did it and 2) if I did it right due to extreme trauma, teaching myself to record, mix, and master cohesively with new equipment and software is *very* hard. Sample of my notes.
Remember when, quite recently, Amazon would send emails saying "Ever wonder if your reviews are getting noticed?" Now, they're probably not, and *intentionally*. You also can't click just to see, say, 1-star reviews anymore..or any other stars. It gives you a the same short list regardless.
I may actually need to wear a KN95 (I don't have an N95) mask indoors. I just ordered a small air HEPA air purifier.
@awfulannouncing.bsky.social @theathletic.com You can't make this up. #belichick
"Bacta" is me and my brother's way of saying "back to bed". It also is a Star Wars reference but I'm not sure which came first.
Just a reminder. #DID #dissociative #dissociation #repression #CPTSD
I’d like to get some cardio in ffs. In other news, Cattle Decapitation released an album titled “The Anthropocene Extinction”.
Clip of “Scattered Blue Jaded”. Traumor.bandcamp.com #metalsky
GOD DAMMIT I *NEVER* FELT OK! What about people who have spent YEARS in management mode?
There's something there I tell you! #fitnesssky #weighttraining
An NA beer and my first lunch outdoors in many years. However. Before I got back in my car, some fuckface rain a stop sign, I hit the horn…and not only got middle fingers but a knife brandished from the back seat.
This didn't work. Nothing works against the juggernaut that is my parents house. The only winning move is not to play.
Wrote a lengthy piece about the system and our Democratic nominee. Got this. Which is why democracy is a failure.
My local Walmart, which used to be a Kmart 30 years ago, has been undergoing a major remodeling in the last couple months. The pharmacy finally got their own bathrooms. And they finally started selling guns and scopes right out in the open. I feel safer already. #armyofdarkness #boomstick
@consumerreports.org I am extremely disappointed that you now allow people like John Deere to use your name and checkmark in their ads. I can't try to report this because this happens when I click on the appropriate link.
"Territorial" [explicit] (I voluntarily labeled the photo graphic, even though it's merely the product of me adjusting photo settings) #poems #poetry #poem #poemsofbsky #poetryofbluesky #poemsofbluesky #poetryofbluesky #explicitcontent open.substack.com/pub/breathin...
America has been fascist since 1776. #fucktrump #fuckamerica #fuckfascism #fascism #patriarchy #jaxsondart #fuckjaxsondart
capacitated #words #poem #poems #poetry #substack #freewriting #streamofconsciousness #trauma #cptsd #suffering #hugs open.substack.com/pub/breathin...
I refuse to rhyme the reason. #photo #photgraphy #art #traumor #substack #bandcamp #extrememetal #extremeart breathingreflection.substack.com traumor.bandcamp.com