I think I'm gonna try and square away either song 9 or song 10 today. They're definitely my most concerning songs remaining because I've not really come up with any real concept for them.

LRP: this was why I was up late, I watched this video still think those agencies should be doing more, but we'll see (for those who don't know what this is, you absolutely need to watch MegaLag's full series about this, it's pretty nuts)

ooooof, definitely didn't sleep well last night. 💤

I *was* holding on, then out of absolute shock from the lethal pattern that came, I straight up stopped LOL I'm gonna pass this on my next session for sure, the 13 for this is super fun; great song by @kurorak.com and really fun chart by @daikyi.bsky.social - song holds a special place in my heart

hmmmm, may want to test this against reposts from the same user who made a post. otherwise this is a massive L for artists.

G'morning.

Absolutely spot on. I was a prolific enough community member within two different rhythm gaming communities out as a furry and I had to shut down multiple minors who wanted to engage beyond questions involving the game. Safe adults don't allow for unsafe situations.

Hiii, everyone.

Every time I go back to working on the Expert stepchart for the Au5 mix I made, I sit here wondering if a difficulty of 16 is right Then I think about how you have to fight off aggressive tech charting at 140-150 BPM for a one hour chart and I go "nvm it's probably fine"

Still in the mood to do this! Feel free to ask me whatever (SFW or NSFW within reason)!

two days in a row! body is still revolting against anything stamina oriented but I'm still tryingggg

oof ow dance games

thunderrrr

Well, short dance game session happened. It's something?

Sharp cheddar and a darker roast is such a nice way to start the morning.

g'morning everyone.

played a bit more FFX earlier: took another storyline game over on account of bad memory on Spectral Keeper, but got it second try after getting a better handle on things did beat Yunalesca in a single try though, so that's good 💪 (also game overed on Geosgaeno because lol forgot gimmick)

meh, thought i was feeling better this morning but seeing something here set me off and now i'm feeling agitated/shit again

today (or well, yesterday) wasn't perfect. but it was definitely one of my better days.

Was hoping that my memory of FFX/grinding could keep my Game Over-less streak through the main story battles. Seymour Flux still got the better of me, damn. Made a mistake on my party management and ended up getting hit by Total Annihilation with the wrong party members out.

well back to 220 pounds again cool (extreme /s)

whoa, just found out that Jakob Buttruff passed away. holy shit. he was only in his 30s. I follow the bowling world loosely and had to double take when I saw that news

oh hey, it's August birthday soon

FFX moment: fought the Spherimorph rather carelessly, got to Lake Macalania and got a random encounter with an ambush... ...with no one healed up... Didn't game over. Moral of the story: do not leave Macalania Woods without Sonic Steel. It'll save your life when you're being an idiot.

been literally playing this game again as of the past bit, it's always a nice experience and a good distraction since I really get into grinding and expert sphere grid shenanigans.

one day at a time.

took first steps earlier today: initial research for things around me and what's covered by insurance, and told a few people closer to me about my feelings it might not sound like much but as someone who is very resistant to seeing doctors, i'm definitely not taking these thoughts lightly

i've been struggling so much more ever since coming back home, because all i'm thinking about is how i'm struggling to find myself lately. relationships with friends and those i want close, friends, hobbies. everything feels wrong. and time just actively works against you. everything fades away.

trying to manifest the whole "don't believe your thoughts after 9PM" thing but it's a little harder to when the thoughts start before then and just carry into the night

well, meeting some of the old family honestly went better than I'm expected. There's one in particular that seems to be universally negatively regarded across the family. we'll see how tomorrow goes.