babygirl (forlorn)

@imberouji

art-only account: @kokuouji.bsky.social sketches: #wip ][ #sketch ☾⋆.˚ Leon | 30 | ♓ | he/they 🏳️‍⚧️ do you want to see my oc- [a thousand pictures fall out of my pockets as i fumble pulling out my wallet] header & pfp: @silver-birch.bsky.social 💖

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babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· 4d

the vibes in here are quite comfortable

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· 7d

picto 🙂‍↕️

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· 10d

crafty and gathery gear 🙂‍↕️ been enjoying dressing up luscent

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· 15d

a discord screenshot of a gimme cat that reads: got the gimme kitten on ff and niya was remarking over it following me around and i was like "yeah its spaghetti just like luscent"

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· 15d

woe, accursed spaghetti be upon ye

my oc luscent as a gimme cat from final fantasy. they have a black and mint color scheme, and robotic details. instead of bat wing ears and wings, they have feathered ones, and one wing is a malformed mechanical one akin to those the sentients in warframe possess. their toe beans glow a minty blue

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· 18d

made luscent a lizard in ff and have been enjoying the glam updates i never got to use

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 30

fixed them up a bit, i realized they'd have the somatics still 🙏

a version of the quoted image of my warframe oc, luscent, with added somatics on their face

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 29

voidtouched potsherd #warframe #captura

a captura of xaku standing in the fog of duviri

a second captura of xaku standing in the fog of duviri

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 28

finished this up in a creative fervor this morning...luscent 🙏

a front facing reference of my newest warframe oc, luscent, a mostly-sentient/mostly-robotic revenant. they have a few fleshy bits still attached to the skeletal, inorganic form beneath, namely the sinew and muscle of one thigh, a part of their chest and one arm. in various places where the mismatched parts meet, there lingers silver void corruption, as if a scar

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 23

[ #sketch #wip ] finally managed art for the first time in months. doing a voidtouched-sentient body design for luscent and will decide how many fleshy bits i want on there after

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 13

took a break from game. needed Freshness. crafted this gender individual for my eyes' enjoyment (and also so i can play dolls with friends better)

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 8

also made a dracthyr recently after playing most of dragonflight...they have some kind of Gender in my mind

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jul 5

been getting more fashion lately

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jun 24

been back in wow, trying new classes and doing my exploring and questing tasks. been nice to have so much to do. i'm most fond of these two, my haranir assassin and night elf frost dk

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jun 22

managed to sneak in pics of my rogue haranir, nykt; and my frost dk night elf, allua 🙂‍↕️

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Jun 7

do you guys think i have a fave ffxiv npc

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Apr 23

|}]▪︎ beast caged in human bones, with teeth to bite into the throats of gods and gorge upon their haughty blood ▪︎[{| __ by @nymeiasrain.bsky.social

a painting done by @nymeiasrain / @lunarniya of my drifter, inanis, posed as if crawling upon a wall. they grin almost maliciously. their outfit is black, with pops of noxious green and vivid red. there is a slit on their thigh, leather and cloth appearing as if exposed muscle. they have a jewelry spine in dark silver that extends to a whiplike, barbed tail.

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Apr 20

lesbians be upon ye (both by niya from months ago)

a quick painting of nex and marie sharing a kiss, by @nymeiasrain

doodles of nex and marie, by @nymeiasrain

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Apr 18

some thoughts for drifter (who i've decided chose the name inanis)

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Apr 4

werewolf mesa #warframe

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Mar 30

some drifter laruas....

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Mar 29

decided im going to separate larua and nex from one another and potentially keep them related (siblings perhaps) but because of this i wanted to see if i could make a drifter variant of larua i liked...and i think i succeeded 🙂‍↕️

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Mar 26

little outfit for larua 💚✨️

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Mar 26

the character of mine i've thought longest and hardest about wanting to see you do is my boy tiernan, a walking corpse and chimera of parts not all his own, a mage-knight and staunch devotee to his patroness. symbolized by sea ice, the night, snow-haze, bone. vampire of magic as well as blood

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Mar 19

goodbye, sir

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Mar 17

so i decided i didnt want to do dex/int build anymore and got tired of looking at the hair i had to settle on for nex and instead i'm playing dex/arcane which is ironically not a build ive done (a bitch likes having spells). im enjoying myself. i named them luscent

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Feb 21

doing another play of elden ring since its been many years....and i never finished the dlc....nex serving cunt in the lands between

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Feb 20

art has not been kind to me lately for myriad reasons, but i was feeling out scarring for larua to work alongside their eye change a little while ago 🙏 niya had something started for them already and adjusted to suit this too. im fond of it

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Feb 10

i had not anticipated tears

i feel like a burden
for who i am, for what i cannot do
a concept foreign to those who raised me
tired and growing hair where i never would have before
spending most days in bed, pen and page discarded because the weight of what i have always loved is too heavy to bear
too difficult to hold onto in a weakened grasp
words fall short, always, of the depth of the well, spoken into the dark in the hope maybe they might reach, this time
to live, if not of my own choice, on behalf of someone else
because it would hurt them, more than my own hurt is worth
if one cannot find a light, their own light, in the depths of the dark, whyever would a light that burns them be what's best to grasp?
expectation weighs heavier on a burden than anything else

failure to meet it, failure to be in the face of despair and exhaustion and whatever others might try to extend
i thought earlier in the dark of loss
about how small my family has become
how small it would be in my absence
how my mother is the sole grandparent on our side, should children come into this world
how i would be one of four
and maybe someday there would be cousins
and i would be one of four
i don't even know what i would call myself, uncle is too much and aunt is completely wrong
and it hurts, to know all i have is four
great loss aches even as it tries to soothe with opportunity to move forward, with a moment of reprieve at a cost i never would have wanted to pay
and i feel i am undeserving, even if it was never my choice to make
i am too tired

i have checked out of living, stuck only in my mind on autopilot every hour of every day
lucky to move of my own will, lucky to smile deeply enough i feel it in my chest
i feel like a burden
because i am given love, but i cannot reach it to give it back

babygirl (forlorn)@imberouji· Feb 5

i made a game ref for nex 🙂‍↕️ i like their current outfit, the armor is pretty. also they're pretty