Trying to learn chess with ADHD is a nightmare, I REFUSE TO CONSIDER THE RAMIFICATIONS OF MY MOVES

I had a hetpost dream and @leaftilde.bsky.social was there and now I am FRUSTRATED

I know hypnotism wouldn't work on me but it would be cool if someone fucking tried ;3

I would like to go to a con of some sort one day but I dunno if they would go well if you don't know anyone. They seem like a social thing and I would likely have a bad brain spiral and want to cease