Shrinking so small that the grief I have for my friends escapes my body and finds them, and the mistakes I made and the body they belong to is so infinitesimally small that it can't let them be disappointed in me for my failure to meet the goals I promised them I'd meet. I'm trying, though!

Excerpt from Final Fantasy II's novelization: "The world was wrapped in darkness And locked in maddening silence But the fairies spoke Unexpectedly, those weak bodies Did not stop their beloved deeds —A variety of smiles in the darkness You should take care to cherish it"

I hope that all friends who have a difficult time with violence and kink are making it through today alright! #sizesky Wish me luck. Cleaning is going great! Extreme progress.

I wonder if anyone's tried to make a Balamb Garden VRChat world.

Kuraĝa means courageous in Esperanto. Final Fantasy has lots of Esperanto in it. Curaga is a healing spell. Therefore, healing is courageous.

I really like this.

Cuteness aggression on someone the size of a building

CROCS

Am I a robot or a doll? Am I anything at all? Maybe a soul like me doesn't even need to know. Am I big or am I small, hunching over, standing tall? I've lost my identity, oh so very long ago. Self is lost viscerally in size. Maybe that's why I enjoy it? That loss of self as defined by self is okay?

I'm watching someone play Disco Elysium, and I'm actually kind of surprised how cool it is.

As therapy approaches, I've been re-listening to the first hour and a half of "The Narcissist's Playbook." It's a bit frustrating on one hand; I said that I felt unintelligent because not seeing how my own behaviors have been manipulative is frustrating. I'm also seeing others' behaviors.

A fae-shaped drone made by the last remnants of humanity before they left for the stars falling for one of the last scholars of the kingdom of Lilliput trying hard not to notice that the scholar has fallen madly in love with them. This isn't a sexy tweet it's just a story I'm working on.

Yesterday's books might've made me a little bit triggered. Ouch, my brain!