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@lostmyshadow

She/They/He 32 Pan Moonlighting Mistress Neverland Lost Boi VR Photographer w/ an interest in Immersivism I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it. 🔞 NSFW Art 🔞 Minors DNI 🔞

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Lost@lostmyshadow· 18d

A is for Astra, that's good enough for me. ~ 💜 I used to think Cookie Monster's song about cookies was self-absorbed. But with a little perspective, self-acceptance, life experience and a fully formed frontal lobe, I get it. It's okay to love cookies. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured with her tail down leaning slightly forward with one hand on her hip and the back of the other hand pressed against her forehead. Astra is on top of a plane build from stark white material that disintegrates into cubes that shrink as they float higher into the air. Two falling stars streak down across the background framing either side of Astra's torso as she smiles to the camera. The whole pose and the falling stars loosely create an "A" shape which is where the inspiration for the caption/title come from.

Lost@lostmyshadow· Jul 14

✨️🎶 I didn't catch what you just said. No-o! I smile , but I'm listening to the voices in my head. ~ 🎶✨️ Monday, ran some quick errands and now I hide from The Day Moon's wrath. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing in front of a stained glass window colored with a beautiful orange and pink color that gradient transitions to a blue and green color. Astra faces to the side with her arms raised above her head and her tail curled around the side of her body.

Lost@lostmyshadow· Jun 23

Ohh-ho, you're approaching me? ~ 💜 It must be an occupational hazard to walk around with so much confidence and so little sense for self-preservation. It's usually right around here people need to rely on instinct. How well do you know your exits, here? #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra in front of a partially obscured large glass window looking out over a sea dotted with wind turbines denoted by red ring lights. Astra wears black lingerie as she approaches the viewer with a devilish grin.

Lost@lostmyshadow· Jun 3

Here is the previous shot, and the original I purposefully shot with the pixel filter. A couple of things I love; There will always be a sharable current shot I can drop a print of in game. The fact that prints have world locations is actually clutch af here, very fun with dates printed too.

A VRC Print camera shot of a photograph in front of a massive glowing tree with many holographic floating clock faces and huge cubic formations floating around thru the air. In the shot is another print photo of an observatory hovering in front of the camera lens overlapping a physical rock in the world the camera is in. This shot is from a completely different world with a different title written on it. This is an intentional chain.

Lost@lostmyshadow· Jun 3

Here is a new idea I am experimenting with. The concept is similar to infinite zoom art, or something that can continuously pull out into more images. I will take the previous shot and line up a portion that 'overlaps' between the two spaces, like this. #VRPhotography #VRChat #Art #Immersivism

A VRChat print camera shot. These shots have a thick white border to mimic the look of an instant camera. Inside of the shot is a beautiful picturesque sunset with a massive transparent whale that is made of shimmering water. There is a patch of sunflowers in the bottom right, and a spinning galaxy above them in the sky. Also in the shot is another print photo hovering in front of the camera lens overlapping a physical tree in the world the camera is in. This shot is from a completely different world with a different title written on it. This is an intentional chain.

Lost@lostmyshadow· Jun 2

The warmth of a star can be felt from so far away. The light shines unfathomably far. ~ 💜 It's getting warm and I'm already tired of sweating lol I miss temperate climate times in the middle between winter and summer. I wanna drive with the windows down. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra standing in a grassy shaded courtyard in a neightborhood area with her eyes shut as she feels the warmth of the sun shining down on her face.

Lost@lostmyshadow· Jun 1

Like a postcard from a world that never existed. 💜 Resolution, the scale of a spectacle, does not necessarily equal clarity. Sometimes the message will look simpler, and feel as if it still speaks in full volumes. Clarity does not need to shout. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

A pixelated photo of OC Astra in a forest with a waterfall. The colors are very vibrant across the spectrum of color in the image. Oranges, pinks, blues, purple, greens and white.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 31

This creature, virtual photography and creating art together. Jumping spiders when they do their little head tilt. Playing a good video game. Sharing in time with precious people. Cats. Neurodivergent people. A pleasant drive. Food. Weed. Or maybe weed and then food. Logistics. Lists. Finishing lis

My OC Astra in a composited photo from Virtual Reality. Half of the photo is orange, half of it is white, split down the center. Astra is on both halves of the image in a different pose and there are shadows being cast on the walls highlighting some of her features.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 31

Life slowed down in the end. The birds started flying again. The breeze greeted me with the same refreshment it shares with the trees. Some of the smallest beings became some of the biggest companions in the simplist of ways. Not all of it is a box. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands on a waterfront walkway beneath a streetlight at night. In the distance, across a body of water, there are lights from another city with bridges and skyscrapers standing tall.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 30

Hey, you're doing a great job today. I want you to know that. 🫶😊 Each day a unique new equasion to be solved, increasing in difficulty with your individual stressors and you're still here succeeding. I'm so proud of you. 💜 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured in blue and purple studio lighting on a blank photo backdrop leaning in smiling towards the camera.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 29

Forbidden lighting contitions. 🤭🤣 Friday is upon us, and I am hungry way before it's lunch time. Though, I am brewing my next video project internally. 🤔 Caffinated and excited for a weekend soon. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra in a dark room lit by purple overhead lights. It's very dark, but her eye stands out abbormally amongst the purple.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 28

This week I went hunting for more maps to save, so it was variety simple shots so I could do two things at once. I haven't done one of these in a minute, I love finding instant cameras in worlds. I love making these. And hey, 🏳️‍⚧️Trans Rights🏳️‍⚧️ #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

A "print camera" photo, the style is reminiscent of instant cameras with a thick white border around the exterior of the photo. In the photo is a room illuminated by blue moonlight shining in through the window and blue string lights. In the upper left hand corner of the shot is a few more smaller instant camera shots arranged artistically with the main focus being a selfie of Astra holding a small stuff Shark plushie. In the interior of the room beyond these small photos is a swing bench seat and the interior of a bedroom with pillows and rugs on the floor. The small shark plushie is seen sitting on the armrest of the swing, and another shark plushie is displayed on the floor near the pillows on the rug.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 27

How to photograph a dark character in a dark spot? Bring the dark spot to a light spot and get a spotlight light spot for the dark spot behind the dark character. Then... #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is in a dark hallway with diagonal slats cut out of the wall. Sun shines in from outside the wall at the angles of the stonework. Astra is backlit by a bright light at the end of the hallway as she raises her hand to block the sublight from her eyes and look towards the outside.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 26

Drench me in Cherry Blossom and tickle me Pink. ~ 💜 Just don't tickle me, I won't be as amused. 🤭💅 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 26

ACME Portable Reacher-Round Perfect companion for any journey. Not safe to consume. 🤣 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 25

The silence was deafening until the empty air gazed back. ~ 💜 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

A green sky gradient with a black hole cut out of the center. OC Astra is pictured peaking out of the opening with one eye.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 23

Take a good look, Honey. ~ ✌️😜 So, I started playing White Knuckle last night... I'm not sure how far the obsession will go, but it's certainly VERY entertaining to watch people who know what they're doing. The sound design and art direction are amazing. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is viewed in a sandy cave with skylights to the outside world. Pillars of sand support the ceiling, and the walls curve inwars at the top and bottom structurally.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 23

In a world full of sycophants who swap out their personality more frequently than they introspect, choose to show up as yourself consistently. It is internally grounding and you are sovreign. Plus, it angers and confuses them, it's pretty funny. ~ 🤭💅 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is pictured in a dark room with an illuminated corner of a doorway in the background. Most of the space is dark. Astra smiles into the camera with a toothy grin.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 22

The amalgous dream covers us, keeping us warm in the cold of night, yet the movement never ceases. Suffocation becoming a threat when stationary as it innocently envelopes the dreamer. Rest, but do not give in, and never let go of the light. ~ 💜 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands amist a cartoonish forest inside a leopard print drooping cave-like formation. Astra stands viewing a humanoid figure that sleeps on the ground half consumed holding a small blue light in an open palm that shines light on the space.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 22

Vying beneath a crimson sky. ~ 💜 Happy Friday, everyone. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 21

✨️🎶Down like two falling stars, the force of your gavity, is always moving me from far apart, it's sooo Telekinetic!🎶✨️ Some Psognar across the great expanse. 🤭 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands in a large blue tube looking out over a great gap between where she stands in a cylindrical construct and a large housing structure with one singular illuminated window. Inside of the tube is also a singular red chair. Inside of the illuminated window is the shadowed sillouette of a person standing there looking out from the other side.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 20

"Are you ready for the next adventure?" ~ 💜 *Simple and Clean starts playing* AHH HA AAA AAA AAA AAAHHHHH... 😇🪽 Photography is so cool. 🤣 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra reaches out towards the camera smiling confidently. Behind are some archways illuminated by light so bright they appear to glow and cast a wonderful backlight.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 19

Went on a photo adventure with @etheirysvr.bsky.social to a world called Ritual created by the artist behind worlds like Organism. We wanted to go and shoot some more abstract stuff after the last walkabout. It was incredibly refreshing, and we only finished 20%. It's not even photo time yet. >:o

OC Astra frames the left corner of the image with half her face close to the camera looking into the lens. Behind her is a sparcely decorated room with a metal grate on the window that sports an artistic rendering of an eye.

OC Astra walks towards a small door past a strangely large bicycle. The scale of the space becomes confusing when comparing her to the size of the stairs. A light bulb illuminates the space from above the small door.

OC Astra in front of a large play structure surrounded by gigantic housing complexes that loom over the space. A dilapidated car sits next to her dormant along a path of red grass and plants mimmicking a road leading towards the building sized children's recreation style building. The sun beams down from above on a mostly cloudless day.

OC Astra turns around to look at the viewer in front of a wall colored in blues and purples. Growing from the wall are many small tubular plants with eyes at the center of the ends of the growth.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 19

Time is a restriction, particularly a reclassification of distance we can not begin to comprehend. ~ 💜✨️ The concept of measuring oneself so granularly, thru an overly critical and particularly cynical lens, only appears logical to us within the finite. #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is walking thru a large concrete construction passing by a large blue metal cargo container. There are holes in the top of the concrete structure where trees can be seen outside. Overgrowth of plants creeps up and down the surfaces of the walls, supports, and cargo container. The atmosphere is cold and devoid of what might be considered intelligent life.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 18

Restrain the decay. ~ 💜 Wanted to try what would happen if she bisected an image. There's something here. 🤔 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is viewed from behind in the foreground of the image with her arms outstretched framing the very top of the image. The scene is dark but bright lights flood in from portable light sources and a hole in the roof of the structure on the left side of the image.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 16

You remember what I said about hiding in the shadows of the foreground? 👀 A selfie is one thing, but don't let her get ahold of you with those things. 😘 Glad I can find another opportunity to take a photo with the tentacle arms. :3 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra is in the foreground of the image down inside of a beautiful glad at night. Overhead are different colors of auroras. Astra reaches out towards the camera with blue spirit body appendages that originate from inside of her physical body.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 15

People will see the relationship you build with yourself, your characters, your peers, or even your friends and become envious within their own world. ~ 💜 Humility will choose to learn. Impulsivity will move to sabotage others in seek of ego soothing. 🫰 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Immersivism

OC Astra stands viewing a waterfall and clifside at night time. Above the cliff face, blue and purple aruoras peak from high above. Large singular snowflakes fall softly towards the ground.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 14

Here's an example of the prowess and effectiveness of the political discourse here in America. This is the middle of an incoherent sentence. Its a grift from a demencia riddled, genocidal, liable rapist, pedophile conman. This is *the best* they can manufacture? Semantic wordplay? This is a farce.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 14

Make a mockery of tradition and beat that drum you walk to. I, for one, long to hear you play. ~ 💜 There will never be a better time, a better reason, a better excuse to be more of yourself. Some days the only footprints to follow are our own. 🫶 #VRPhotography #VRChat #OC #Art #Imemersivism

OC Astra down inside of a glade at night. A tree sits firmly rooted in a small island created by a body of water created from waterfalls that carreen down from the clifs above. Astra is pictured ballancing walking acrossed a down tree trunk from one shore towards the island in the small lake. The sky is bright with auroras of reds, oranges, blues, and greens.

Lost@lostmyshadow· May 14

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