Maribel Melody
@maribelmelody
35 year old amorphous mixture of grown ass woman and baby ass toddler. | Wordsmith of no renown. | Hypnotist in training. | Diaper dependent. 18+
Drink heavily, then, of what remains of my nightly communion with the past.
I wrote this back in March for submission to a denpa influenced collection. Having not heard back I'm sharing it with you all now. This is short but it covers some heavy subject matter to protect yourself if necessary. archiveofourown.org/works/89488136
Oh white sheets, how perfect for a bedwetter such as I. Forever encasing myself in shells of absorbing material to survive the rigors of daily existence.
In my private moments I wonder how much further this whole thing can go. I imagine losing the ability to even manage my own incontinence to a figure who would delight in nothing more than even thicker and noticeable solutions and frills galore. How much more infantile with a steady hand at the helm?
Why is it that when I barely drink anything before bed I still end up in a saturated diaper?
Trying on a maid uniform I got recently and yeah, this is the perfect peak for play parties.
What's the point of fade when wet designs when you're always wet?
Suffice to say, waking up in a diaper as soggy as this and then wanding myself until I'm babbling and coo-ing for "Mama" is doing wonders for my sense of maturity and adulthood.
Lmao I literally have the same paci customization!!! For question, how hard was it to adjust to the thick diaper with many stuffers? I keep wanting to eventually move to a setup like that but there feel like practical limitations such as weight causing slide off and things of that nature.
I was so drunk when I put on this diaper that when I got back to my desk chair there was a massive wet spot from the previous one.
In my mid-thirties and I'm still going to bed dry in cartoon print pajamas and waking up sogged up.
Bsky preaching to the choir because it knows I know how important it is.
Is the blue line defeat or victory? Is it a loss to not make it to the facilities night after night or is responsibly managing that inevitability a win?
Oh Polyhymnia, hear my plea This verse, this diaper of pee All offered, in lust and glee My twenty-four spree This princess sits not on a pea So important is being your devotee That of toilet she is everfree!
I'd say this diaper is not so big for BDF but any level of sog is big to a greenhorn.
All the real ones know that I've been accepted by little baby pugs as one of their own. And this wonderful sketch by @omopurrr.bsky.social proves it!
This is closer than I would have expected. The link is here: southernriverotter.github.io/twitter-anal...
It's funny. I woke up in the middle of the night in the middle of wetting the bed. I didn't think to try and make it to the restroom or anything. Instead I thought that I should clean my comforter in case I leaked.
Any other diaper I can pretend to myself is just absorbent underwear, you know? It can come in pretty colors or in adorable if juvenile prints and still just be underwear. But when the diaper is this thick, this white, and with a wetness indicator? No chance. No excuses, I need my diapers. Badly.
The oversaturated night time diaper on her hips. The gentle vibrations of the buzzy wand on her front. The luscious thighs which can't meet to kiss due to all the piss. The realization that this is one of the better ways to reap the promise of a new day.