Hope 🦋

@xtobefreex

they/she | 25 | 🔞 xtobefreex on ao3 pfp by @tokiicin.bsky.social 💜 ‼‼ I RT bottom!Hua Cheng on occasion, however I do prefer the canon dynamics. Just appreciating art + fics! | i do not separate 🦋🌸 MY TAGS: #XieXiuying #OCart #camellia #olily #A-XiuIN

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Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jun 5

Happy pride 🩷🧡🤍 I made this styling in Infinity Nikki for a pride soirée collaboration event and decided to use myself as the model! While the hairpin isn't visible in the picture, it's the colours of the non-binary flag, and the dress is representing the sapphic flag 🥰

The image is of a young woman sitting in a light blue bed of flowers, with purple blossoms from a tree branch in the foreground. The young woman is looking up at the viewer with a soft look on her face, her pink flower dress surrounding her. The woman has dark blonde hair and blue eyes, wearing a light pink/natural shades in makeup, her lips lightly tinted red. She is wearing a black ribbon choker around her neck with a white rose on it. The dress is the colours of the sapphic flag (various shades of pink and orange, with the accent of the flower) and the woman is wearing a flower hair clip, not visible to the viewer, that is the colours of the non-binary flag (black, white, yellow, purple).

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Apr 2

FE Fates Conquest was the only FE game I ever played to some degree, so I only really know Azura LOL I feel like I peaked with this pic and styling in Infinity Nikki, I hope you guys like it too 🩵

The picture is of a young woman dancing, based off of the Nohr version of Azura from Fire Emblem; the background is black to bring out the colours of the outfit. In the foreground is a lotus, blurred, the focus of the picture being on the veiled woman. Her hair is a light blue, covered in a dark blue-black veil, with a dark blue semi-transparent veil covering the bottom half of her face, leaving her gold-coloured eyes visible. Her dress is an intricate lace dress, coloured blue-black, with lace full-sleeve gloves of the same colour. Her gloves do not cover her hands and simply rest over the top of her hands. Her eyes are half-lidded as if she is contemplating something while dancing.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Feb 4

I usually don't put Xiuying in dark clothing but god she serves cunt in this outfit #A-XiuIN

The image is of a young woman looking at the viewer with half-lidded golden eyes and a mysterious smile on her face. She is wearing dark makeup. It is a darker image, with a dark blue background and heavy vignette around the edges to make it appear more dramatic. The woman is wearing an ornate golden headpiece nestled between two large golden deer antlers, with gems resting against her forehead. She is wearing her brown hair in an over the shoulder braid, with large red and gold dangling earrings hanging down. The necklace she is wearing is beaded, with black and white beads. She is wearing a blue butterfly broach on her right breast (viewer's left) to compliment the dark blue-green robes that she is wearing. Her right (viewer's left) shoulder is exposed along with some beaded and jeweled arm accessories. Although it isn't as visible, the woman has her left (viewer's right) hand held up close to her face, the other hand resting across her stomach.

The image is of a young woman looking at the viewer with half-lidded golden eyes and a mysterious smile on her face, with the woman being positioned on the left side of the photo to showcase the background as well. She is wearing dark makeup. It is a darker image, with a dark blue background and heavy vignette around the edges to make it appear more dramatic; there is a town in the blurred background, with red paper lanterns dotting the sky. The woman is wearing an ornate golden headpiece nestled between two large golden deer antlers, with gems resting against her forehead. She is wearing her brown hair in an over the shoulder braid, with large red and gold dangling earrings hanging down. The necklace she is wearing is beaded, with black and white beads. She is wearing a blue butterfly broach on her right breast (viewer's left) to compliment the dark blue-green robes that she is wearing. Her right (viewer's left) shoulder is exposed along with some beaded and jeweled arm accessories. The image is taken purposely at an angle to make it appear as if the young woman has turned around to look at the viewer, inviting them to look at the lanterns with her.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jan 22

jumping on the train ig ! I need to cut my hair, waist length is tedious asf while stocking lol picrew link: picrew.me/en/image_mak...

The image is of the user depicted by a picrew character creator. They have a feminine frame with blue eyes and black glasses, long blonde hair, freckles on their face, and a mole on the left (viewer's right) side of their face, by their eye. They have an indifferent look on their face, their lips downturned. They are wearing a black shirt with a red and white hoodie. The background is a light blue with faint cream coloured hearts.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Dec 24

also my sweet Xiuying is the god(dess) of spring and rebirth, this was so fitting and so sweet, it brought tears to my eyes... If it were a dragon it could have been Hua Wang 🥹 #A-XiuIN

The image is of a young woman snuggling up to a glowing white deer, the background blurred. The deer—on the viewer's left—has a white, glowing coat, with golden antlers, its eyes closed as it seems to find comfort in the woman's embrace. The young woman —on the viewer's right—is nuzzling the deer's head, her palms cupping the deer's face tenderly. Her long, braided brown hair is adored with a flower crown that consists of white and blue flowers, and she also has a set of antlers. The antlers look like a delicate crystal, slightly translucent, but are adorned with pink crystal flowers. The woman is wearing an elaborate cape/wrap, the pauldrons being a rose gold colour with the hanging fabric being a light blue colour, adorned with various jewels. Although it isn't fully shown, she is wearing a simple wrapped top that is dyed pink. On her wrists, she is wearing golden vambraces adorned with a blue jewel, the vambraces having a leafy pattern. The young woman's eyes are closed, and she is smiling.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Dec 24

I DO HAVE LESBIANS TO SHARE THOUGH IN dropped some Christmas furniture so I made Hua Wang and Xie Xiuying and... they're so gay... I love them sm... #A-XiuIN

The picture is of two women standing in front of a fireplace, in low light. The fireplace is decorated with Christmas decorations and lights. The woman on the viewer's left has long, black hair, pulled into a braided half-updo. She is wearing a cropped red sweater with a black tank top underneath, and she is reaching out with her left hand to cup the other woman's (on the viewer's right) cheek. The woman on the right has long, braided brown hair, and a black bow in her hair. She is wearing a pair of long, dangling earrings, and a white cropped sweater. She is also reaching out to caress the other woman's cheek. The two are purposely posed and angled to appear as if they are in an intimate moment, about to kiss.

The picture is of two women in front of a festively-decorated fireplace, in low light. The woman in the foreground with her back to the viewer has long, black hair that is in a braided updo, and is wearing a red cropped sweater with a black tank top underneath. She is tenderly caressing the other woman's face, which the viewer can see. The other woman looks wanting but also soft in expression, her golden eyes and flushed cheeks complimented by the golden accented makeup on her face. She has long, braided brown hair, and is wearing a white cropped sweater.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Nov 29

The wife and I have an AU where Xiuying is a deer hybrid and Hua Wang a wolf hybrid... Here's A-Xiu 🥰 I didn't have a lot of new clothes when I took these from the patch but I want to make more outfits for her, she's so pretty! #A-XiuIN

The image is of a young woman curtseying gracefully towards the viewer. She has long, braided brown hair. Her eyes are closed. She has antlers with flowers on them, tinted a rose gold colour. Her outfit is a mix of both gold and light pinks; she is wearing a pink cropped shirt that has belts and gems on it, along with tassels/gems with tassels on her shoulders. She is wearing golden jewelry with gems on them (round hoop earrings, bangles, and a long layered necklace that reaches her bellybutton).

On her face, she is wearing golden makeup that has several detailed markings that includes a star on her forehead. Her lips are tinted a soft red.

Behind her is a blurred background of rocks on a shore.

The image is of a young woman in the middle of a dance looking towards the viewer. She has long, braided brown hair. Her eyes are a golden hazel colour. She has antlers with flowers on them, tinted a rose gold colour. Her outfit is a mix of both gold and light pinks; she is wearing a pink cropped shirt that has belts and gems on it, along with tassels/gems with tassels on her shoulders. She is wearing golden jewelry with gems on them (round hoop earrings, bangles, and a long layered necklace that reaches her bellybutton).

On her face, she is wearing golden makeup that has several detailed markings that includes a star on her forehead. Her lips are tinted a soft red.

Behind her is a blurred background of rocks on a shore.

The image is of a young woman bowing gracefully towards the viewer with her right hand over her heart. She has long, braided brown hair. Her eyes are a golden hazel colour. She has antlers with flowers on them, tinted a rose gold colour. Her outfit is a mix of both gold and light pinks; she is wearing a pink cropped shirt that has belts and gems on it, along with tassels/gems with tassels on her shoulders. She is wearing golden jewelry with gems on them (round hoop earrings, bangles, and a long layered necklace that reaches her bellybutton).

On her face, she is wearing golden makeup that has several detailed markings that includes a star on her forehead. Her lips are tinted a soft red.

Behind her is a blurred background of rocks on a shore.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Nov 1

Happy Halloween 👻🎃 #A-XiuIN

The picture is of a young woman in a coffin. She is dressed as an angel, wearing a black feathered dress, black gloves, black wings (both on her body and on her head), with a black jeweled choker, a halo over her head. She has black feathers covering her eyes, and her hands lay crossed over her chest. The image is very desaturated to give it a more spooky vibe, and there are floral elements such as petals and leaves from a tree framing the photo. A light is shining down on her.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Oct 21

anyways felt cute, might delete later. just a sketchy sketch to get me through the night because I wanted to draw for once. ⚠️⚠️Please don't use my art in AI training/banners/pfps/reposts, thanks!⚠️⚠️ #mitsurikanroji #demonslayer #kimetsunoyaiba #鬼滅の刃 #甘露寺蜜璃

The sketch is of Mitsuri Kanroji from Demon Slayer. Her name is written in the upper left corner of the sketch, with sparkles surrounding her. She is looking off to the viewer's right, her pink and green tipped hair in braids. She is wearing a light pink lipgloss, has two moles under her green coloured eyes, and she is smiling in a cutesy-smug sort of way. She is wearing a white haori and a black uniform with gold buttons.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Sep 26

*hits you with the sad and gay ray*

The image is of a young woman with dark coloured hair facing the viewer, with her left hand (viewer's right) obscuring her mouth, standing in the moonlight with flowers in the background. A butterfly is settled on her left finger, blocking her mouth from the viewer. Her eyes are closed, lined with red eyeliner and eyeshadow. Her left eye (viewer's right) is covered by a red eye patch, and her robes are a dark red, lined with golden embroidery. There is a tear running down her right cheek (viewer's left). She is wearing silver jewelry similar to Miao/Hmong jewelry, and silver earrings that make her appear to have pointed ears.

The image is of a young woman with dark coloured hair facing the viewer, hunched over with her hands clasped to her chest, standing in the moonlight with flowers in the background. Her eyes are closed, lined with red eyeliner and eyeshadow. Her left eye (viewer's right) is covered by a red eye patch, and her robes are a dark red, lined with golden embroidery. She is wearing silver jewelry similar to Miao/Hmong jewelry, and silver earrings that make her appear to have pointed ears.

The image is of a young woman with dark coloured hair facing the viewer, standing in the moonlight with flowers in the background with a red flower in the foreground. Her right eye (viewer's left) is grey with a slitted pupil, lined with red eyeliner and eyeshadow. Her left eye (viewer's right) is covered by a red eye patch, and her robes are a dark red, lined with golden embroidery. There is a tear in her right eye (viewer's left) as she looks at the viewer. She is wearing silver jewelry similar to Miao/Hmong jewelry, and silver earrings that make her appear to have pointed ears.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Sep 3

A-Xiu's sleepy look has me in shambles, my sweet baby 😭😭😭😭 #A-XiuIN

The picture is of a young woman, holding a pillow and rubbing her closed eyes. There's a sleep mask on the top of her head, her long brown hair in pigtails. She's wearing a long-sleeved, black hoodie, holding a blue pillow with frills on it.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Aug 21

my sweet daughter... #A-XiuIN

The image is of a young woman on a bridge, holding a white floral fan in her right hand with a look of awe on her face. In the background is a red maple tree with scrolls hanging from its branches, and a temple's pavilion with more hanging scrolls. The woman has braided brown hair with silver floral hair decorations and light pink ribbons in it. She has golden coloured eyes, red painted lips, and a hongdian ("red dot") between her brows. On her ears is silver jewelry to look like elf ears, with red floral decorations and gems hanging from them. She is wearing a golden wired necklace, decorated with several jewels, that has what looks to be a cat's bell on it. Her outfit is light pink with light gold woven into the sleeves in the shape of flowers, a blue floating wrap wrapped around her. She is looking to the viewer's upper right.

The image is of a young woman on pavilion ledge with her back to the mountains, facing the viewer, her hands clasped together as she appears to be in prayer. In the background is a red maple tree with several maple leaves floating behind her, the foreground having red silk ribbons on the viewer's right. The woman has braided brown hair with silver floral hair decorations and light pink ribbons in it. She has red painted lips, and a hongdian ("red dot") between her brows. On her ears is silver jewelry to look like elf ears, with red floral decorations and gems hanging from them. She is wearing a golden wired necklace, decorated with several jewels, that has what looks to be a cat's bell on it. Her outfit is light pink with light gold woven into the sleeves in the shape of flowers, a blue floating wrap wrapped around her. On her left hand (the viewer's right), she has a red laced ribbon wrapped around her hand, reminiscent of the red string of fate.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jul 31

I love her so much... ̶H̶u̶a̶ ̶W̶a̶n̶g̶ ̶b̶e̶t̶t̶e̶r̶ ̶w̶a̶t̶c̶h̶ ̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶f̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶s̶t̶e̶a̶l̶ ̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶g̶i̶r̶l̶ I mean what? Who said that? #A-XiuIN

The image is of a young woman, looking at the viewer, with red silk in the background. She is wearing an elaborate pink flower hairpin with a barely visible hairstick in her dark brown hair, along with cat ears. A silk cloth is covering her mouth, but her red lips are visible underneath it, along with a silver butterfly choker. Her outer robe has pink lotuses on it and the inner robe is decorated with blue flowers. Though not entirely visible, her gloved hand is making a gesture towards the viewer. Her eyes are heterochromatic, the right (viewer's left) is gold and the left (viewer's right) is blue, framed with red eyeshadow and eyeliner. She has a serene look on her face.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jul 30

more A-Xiu in Nikki... I only have two 5* pieces so far from the cat spirit banner but SHE IS BEAUTIFUL... * as always please let me know if the alt text needs to be improved, thank you

The picture is of a young woman standing in front of a tree with fortunes and red silk hanging from the branches. The red silk frames both sides of the picture, with the hanging fortunes in the background. The young woman has brown hair that is put in a braid, and gold coloured eyes, with red eyeliner and eye shadow. The young woman is wearing an elaborate braid and pink flower hairpin combo, hair sticks visible in her hair. She has a thin veil over her mouth but her smile is still visible as she looks to the viewer. Her robes have large flowers on them, both in varying shades of light pink.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jul 18

LIKE BABY???? IM SOBBING

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jul 16

a statue made in your image, with love happy birthday xie lian 💜 ⚠️⚠️Please don't use my art in AI training/banners/pfps/reposts, thanks!⚠️⚠️ #tgcf #xielian #天官赐福 #谢怜 #谢怜0715生日快乐 #HeavenOfficialsBlessing

The image depicts a statue in a darkened area, holding a branch with flowers on it. The character is Xie Lian from Heaven Official's Blessing (Tian Guan Ci Fu), in attire that would be from when he was a god. His hair is in a ponytail with several beads in it along with a braid, flowers and tassels adorning his hair as well. He has long dangling earrings that have red coral beads on it, along with a headpiece that has a red jewel dangling in front of his forehead. The drawing is mostly in black and white, but has hints of red and pink, namely in some of the beads and with his makeup. On top of the statue's head is a glowing butterfly.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jul 10

it's sad hours so have some Hua Wang and Xie Xiuying in Nikki

The image is of a young woman (Hua Wang, an original character) with long black hair, her eyes closed as a butterfly is perched on her index finger. Hua Wang has black ram's horns and clawed fingers to emulate a dragon. She has a red flower accessory in her hair, a red jeweled choker, and a red, blue, and gold hanfu on. Behind her is a blue background with lights shimmering.

The image is of a young woman (Xie Xiuying) looking at a butterfly with a smile on her face, a black and blue shimmering backdrop behind her. She has long brown hair and golden coloured eyes, and is wearing blue-green eyeshadow. She is wearing a white and black feathered dress, a silver leaf crown, silver earrings and bejeweled necklace, and black gloves that look like feathers.

The image is of two young women (Hua Wang and Xie Xiuying, original characters) sitting side by side on a deck. The young woman on the viewer's left is Hua Wang, and the young woman on the right is Xie Xiuying. Hua Wang has black hair, a red flower accessory in her hair, a red bracelet and red scarf along with a red dress, covered by a translucent yellow/gold jacket. Xiuying has brown hair and is wearing a gold flower crown, bejeweled necklace, and bracers, and is wearing a light pink Greek styled dress. She also has light pink, translucent fairy wings. Xiuying is pointing at something outside of the viewer's view, and Hua Wang is looking at it with her hand shading her eyes.

The picture shows a young woman (Xie Xiuying, an original character) in the water, looking away from the viewer with her hand in the air. The picture is partially obscured by blades of grass, but what can be seen of the young woman is her long brown hair in two pigtails/ponytails, a golden flower crown, jewelry, and bracers, as well as a light pink Greek styled dress with a translucent blue, flowing sash on her arms.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jun 20

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Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jun 13

I can finally rest in peace, I finally got all of the Hua Cheng birthday Weibo cards,,,, I got the San Lang card (first pic, bottom right) three times in a row the other day and I don't think Hua Cheng was smiling on me 😂

The picture is a screenshot from Weibo. The header (in Chinese, translated to English) says "Hua Cheng 0610 Happy Birthday". In the screenshot, it shows a collection of cards and their rarities.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Jun 11

WAIT CAN I COUNT THE LITTLE SKRUNKLY I FINISHED THE OTHER DAY (minus silver string bc I don't have any atm) He's a little rough bc I've been busy with stuff but haha he's adorable, Xie Lian would approve

The picture is of a small crocheted doll, meant to be Hua Cheng from Heaven Official's Blessing. The doll has red clothes and black shoes, a black eye patch, and black hair with a red thread in it.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· May 30

Her... My A-Xiu...

The picture shows a young woman surrounded by flowers, looking at the viewer. She's wearing a light pink greek-style dress with a flower crown, and a light blue wrap rests around her.

The photo shows a young woman with her arm and hand extended towards the viewer, a somber look on her face. Jewels adorn her neck and shoulders, the moonlight reflecting off of her white greek-style dress. A butterfly rests on her hand close to her chest.

The photo shows a young woman staring at the viewer in a flower field, wearing a light pink dress, jewels on her neck and shoulders, a flower crown on her head. A pink wrap is around her body.a butterfly rests on her hand, her other hand brought close to her chest.

The picture shows a young woman looking at the viewer, resting against a stone wall with flowers on the viewer's left side framing the photo. She is wearing a flower crown and a white greek-style dress, jewels adorning her neck and shoulders. Butterflies rest on her left hand and arm.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· May 26

close up pt 2, ft. Hua Wang's dick ⚠️ This is commissioned art, steal it and I break your kneecaps. Thanks! #XieXiuying #HuaWang #OCart #nsfwanimated

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· May 26

close up pt 1, ft. Xiuying's pretty face and nips! ⚠️ This is commissioned art, steal it and I break your kneecaps. Thanks!

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· May 26

thank you Pu and Ciner for being my lovely cheerleaders and hype people, I'm glad all three of us was excited for this and seeing it come to life 💜 thank you Pu for taking the comm! ⚠️ This is commissioned art, steal it and I break your kneecaps. Thanks! #XieXiuying #HuaWang #OCart #nsfwanimated

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Apr 21

y'all just get their faces bc I didn't have the spoons to update their clothing lol. San Lang and Hua Cheng are identical twins, apparently I had deleted some CC that all of them used so I had to tweak some things. They're older Sims and I'll probably eventually remake them, I do that a lot 😓

The picture is of a male Sim, named San Lang. His black hair is in a ponytail, laying on his left shoulder. He has heterochromia, a red right eye and a black left eye. There is a beauty mark under his left eye. He is wearing a grey turtleneck and a silver necklace, along with multiple silver earrings.

The picture is of a male Sim, named Hua Cheng. His black hair is down, a red ribbon and bead in a braid and coming down on the right side of his face. He has heterochromia, a red right eye and a black left eye. There is a beauty mark under his left eye. He is wearing a white turtleneck with a red long sleeved shirt over the turtleneck, a layered silver necklace showing as well. He is wearing white and rose-gold butterfly wing earrings.

The picture is of a male Sim, named Xie Lian. His brown hair is in a half-updo. He has golden/amber coloured eyes. He is wearing a white turtleneck and a pink sweater, the turtleneck covering a tattoo of chains on his neck.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Mar 28

im still here from the S3 AD preview... HongHong'er getting the time with his Gege that he didn't get the chance to have before 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

the image is of two young men. the older one is looking at the younger one with a smile on his face while the other's partially covered face has a smile on it as well.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Mar 28

My sweet A-Xiu, I love you 🥰 what an absolute cutie, I wish there were more clothing in the style I see Xiuying wearing, but she looks adorable regardless... Infinity Nikki pls add more brown hair with over the shoulder braids I beg 🙏🏻

The image is of a young woman sitting on a bench, looking at the viewer. She is smiling and making a heart with her hands.

The image is of a young woman on a bench, looking up at the sky, in the direction of the viewer. Her hand is up to shield her face from the light shining down on her.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Mar 26

Bless Infinity Nikki for adding motorcycle/whimcycle poses, this scratches my Biker!Hua Wang itch so well... She's so pretty I wanna let her step on me 😩

The image is of a woman wearing all black, leaning against a motorcycle. She is looking to the viewer's left and towards the night sky.

The image is of a woman wearing all black, leaning against a motorcycle. She is looking towards the viewer, the moonlight shining against her face.

The image is of a woman wearing all black, leaning against a motorcycle. She is looking to the viewer's right, moonlight shining on her face as she looks up at the sky.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Mar 25

was playing stardew with the wife (ciner) as our babies and ohhh this made me tear up a little 🥺

a screenshot from the game stardew valley, with the text "E'ming loves you." with a heart beside it. E'ming is the black dog in the screenshot.

Hope 🦋@xtobefreex· Mar 10

is this a safe space to share my Infinity Nikki screenshots of Xie Xiuying and Hua Wang? (yes)