gargoyle waiting

@angrrychair

too loose, too tight too dark, too bright a lie, the truth which 1 shall i use?

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gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 18

My husband doesn't keep up with the news. Kinda prides himself on it. Says it keeps him sane and the Really Important Stuff will get to him. MY HUSBAND JUST BOUGHT LETTUCE.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 18

Yuck. The NEW GREAT TASTE Tom's of Maine toothpaste tastes like superstrong overpowering Crest or Colgate & the ingredient list has laurel glucoside, disodium cocoyl glutamate, rebaudioside a, sodium hydroxide, '& other natural flavor' and lost sodium bicarbonate.

New and old Tom's of Maine peppermint toothpaste, front

New & old Tom's of Maine toothpaste, back

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 16

I literally literally Laughed Out Loud

Sign saying the beatings will continue until morale improves

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 14

Getting another migraine at work (probably because I can't see.) I'm wearing my sunglasses and hoodie to help with light sensitivity. I look like Emperor Palpatine. I forgot my phone so here's the best I can do.

I snagged a screenshot of an image search of "Emperor Palpatine in sunglasses" I am pretty sure you can imagine it.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 14

The story of my life

Haven't shared what I've been up to lately. Some good/bad/etc.
Bad: MY EYES. Dr. knows I've been VERY frustrated. Super dry eyes. Have ruined multiuse contacts in a single day (have to pay to replace, about 110 box min order) Spent months finding glasses that would be comfortable (lightweight, right size/shape, + look nice) only to discover AFTER lenses put in that color I special ordered was wide width, not avg I tried on in store. (Was a 2-store job-frames A, special lenses B, so screwed on fix $ - all that time, effort, frames cost me 200 after ins and lenses 500. they are uncomfortable and I still can't see properly out of them I want to office space copier them HULK SMASH I FEEL SO FRUSTRATED BETRAYED.) IMPORTANT NOTE MY EYE DOCTOR KNOWS THIS.
I've also gone thru multi rx eyedrops, trying recommended home treatments (heated masks.) Eye doc suggested fish oil omega-3 supplements. OK. I'm grasping at straws to be
1) not a fucking problem cust to get booted / no treatment
2) to be able to fucking see to DO MY JOB THAT GIVES ME INSURANCE and pays my bills - I'm so depressed and anxious I can't function. I can't exercise. I can't shop for groceries BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE THE LABELS. I can't read. I am dropping saline and eyedrops in my eyes several times AN HOUR and still blinking multiple times a minute with my eyes feeling like they are shriveling out of my face IT IS EXHAUSTING. I literally CANNOT CRY even though I want to, because I cannot make tears or push them out through the ducts. I mention to my eye doc that I *might* need to be evaluated for Sjogrens because I have some other symptoms she may want to be aware of as well as dry eyes (I've no idea - I am always cold, I can't swallow, dry lips/mouth, etc.)
Anyhoo, eye doc wants me to buy these supplements specifically for dry eye. 41.00. I feel really pressured about it - I'm texting w her office and unlike most people I hate texting because I have no facial or vocal context and when doing so in a kind of have …

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 12

I'm in Oklahoma, BlueSky F#@& you

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 10

It's hard to tell, but there is a kelly green background covered by thick silver tinsel. I accidentally clicked a photo walking by the hanging tinsel and it looks all motion-smeary.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 10

MOAR ACCIDENTAL PHOTOS

An almost entirely black image with an itty bitty white line near the top right corner. This creates a smoky, hazy cone that cuts a diagonal across the frame. The bottom diagonal of the image is pitch black. The top diagonal is gradiated black but grows brighter towards the white line.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 10

And y'all thought I forgot. (I forgot.)

A photo of a pink-lit floor with a blue blur. There are some lights on the side which are the source of the illumination. There's a bit of a blur indicating that the photo was accidentally taken while the photographer (who would be me) was in motion otherwise known as cluelessly walking.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 8

I also have 5 of these right now. (alt text: 3 day old mosquito bites which are bright pink red, with visible yellow center nodules, as large as my fingernails & knuckles.) Smaller than usual so that's good. Very hard & at the SUPERITCHY stage I want to cut my legs off.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 5

This is what is wrong with us. Today's question at my coffee shop.

Glass mug decorated with a drawing and the words BLUE PILL with votes/money inside, indicating people would have taken the blue pill which would have hidden the truth to keep them content, rather than The Matrix's red pill, which would have shown them the truth.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 2

Ooops.

A magenta background with a few blurry LED light strips. I was at an art installation. I don't know what happened.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 2

The other night my dog was standing near the threshold of the den, peering around the corner at us S T A R I N G at me as she does when she Wants Something. My kid walked in from the hall "Ahhh! WhatIsSheDoingSheLooksLikeACRYPTID!" Me: "Well. She IS a Chupacabra!"

Black and white photo of a terrier mix walking on a leash. The dog is casting shadow which looks bigger than she is, and much more menacing - more like a coyote, wolf, or monster.

The poster's grizzled brown terrier and probably chi mix. The dog is staring into the distance, not quite into the camera lens. She looks very intent.

The poster's grizzled brown terrier and probably chi mix. She is very focused on something to the side.

The poster's grizzled brown terrier and probably chi mix. SHE IS STARING INTO YOUR SOUL.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 1

Maybe I will make this a series.

An almost Rothko-esque periwinkle top half and charcoal-tinged violet bottom half with a teensy bright blue blur on the right side. It's at an art installation about light and I kind of didn't know I photographed the wall and floor.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jul 1

So, sometimes - lots of times - I accidentally take pictures. kinda. sorta. like when i don't mean to.

A photo of a ceiling. In the top left corner is a glimpse of someone's glasses and a window. To the top right, a tufted pillow. Bottom right, a spinning overhead fan. Bottom left-center, a grizzled terrier mix dog.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 30

Yesterday I got this awesome cyanotope from @shannonist.bsky.social Thank you so much I LOVE IT! I am humbled by your artistry and generosity! Wish I could do half as much and bring half as much to the world.

Cyanatope of powerlines with a smattering of light clouds and a few trees

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 30

Seen at the check out desk

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 30

Every night when I start getting ready for bed, my dog S T A R E S at me and starts "rff!"ing under her breath until I discard my clothing flat on the floor for her to wad up Just So to nest in while I get in to PJs & brush my teeth

A VERY SASSY grizzled brown terrier mix in a pile of clothes on a black bath mat

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 30

He moved.

Kitty rolled over, crossed his feet, and opened ice blue eyes.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 29

This. CAT!

A ragdoll mix cat with Siamese coloring is sleeping on a mossy green ottoman. He's hanging in with a mittens paw. If you look closely, you'll notice his fangs are hanging out.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 29

Summer Migraine Season is here. Love working with my sunglasses on - lucky my office is super cas about not enforcing Dress Code.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 29

Annie is nibznibbing (cobbing) her toys,which just happen to be Pride Lambchop and a rainbow worm.

Grizzled brown terrier mix playing with dog toys

Grizzled brown terrier mix staring at the camera with brightly colored plush dog toys on a pink blanket

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 29

"HEY WHAT ABOUT ME!?"

Grizzled brown terrier mix pawing at a red blanket and looking at the camera with, uh, puppy dog eyes.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 28

This. Cat.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 25

I might or might not be having a breakdown over my eyes Also for some reason my eye doctor sent my April exam notes to my psych whyyy So I probably won't sent this to my eye doctor I might need to go to like the eye institute or something because if I could cry I'd be crying

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 24

Today was probably the last non-ninety degree day Oklahoma City will have for months of summer ☀️, so I went for a walk. Saw some Reflecting Pools 🏛💧🦠🦆🐸.

(GUESS WHAT this one is a drainage ditch with scummy water in it)

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 23

Awww I JUST got an Ace & Aro (I'm not Aro but I'm Ace comic anthology yesterday & it came with some goodies & I'm PROUDly (SEE WHAT I DID THERE) wearing my Ace pins subtly stepping out of the visual closet FOR THE 1ST TIME EFFER & I READ THIS GUESS I'M NEVER GOING TO NIGER (like I could anway) 🏳️‍🌈

Black hoodie - just a shoulder with a bit of zipper. There's a pin with two ace of spades cards. One is card is black, one is white. In both, the ace is in the asexual colors of black, gray, white, and purple. There's also an asexual fox pin in the same colors. The fox is curved into a crescent, nose facing tail, and is mostly gray with a white belly but bits of purple and black on the legs, ears, and tail.

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 21

Yeahso somehow my name got on a mailing list I never agreed to and for over a year now I've been getting MAIL TO MY ADDRESS WITH MY LEGAL NAME IT that gives all postal workers in the US the idea I have bathroom difficulties THIS IS FINE

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 15

So I might have tried to illustrate to my eye doctor why I have trouble reading things on the computer and stuff Still doesn't really show how I squint EVEN WITH CORRECTION to tell the difference between 5,6 and 8 ALL FREAKING DAY LONG THE EYE STRAIN WHAT IS LIFE

I wrote out "What I see" and "Actually kind of double" in really really squiggly penmanship

gargoyle waiting@angrrychair· Jun 15

I don't know how this compares. Some detail lost on monotone but didn't feel like showing everyone everything all identifying-like. I still have a little diameter in strands on sides and back but they are doing the same as the top, just slower.