Auxilio
@auxilio
Prairie bear from Canada, gaymer, nerdy, lifter. Always aspiring to get bigger. Stream on twitch every Monday from 8 - 10 CST
Did a pretty solid shoulder day today! Man I need a beard trim and a scrub down.
Arm day. Didn't realize I growled like that cuz I was focused on taking the video 😅😅
I think the maintenance phase is going well. A few months of this and then we'll hit a biiiiiig growth phase in the fall. I really can't wait to see how much beef we pack on here
Pack fam wanted a post of me sooooo here ya go! From a workout... Last week I think.
Finished the cut. Unfortunately got sick this week so I only went to the gym twice and the second one was REAL light. Still, went down from 253 to 222. Target was 220 so I'm pretty ok with the progress I made.
Sooo my pack liked this pic. Means it's a solid bluesky pic XD Went to a pride opener last night, felt like more of a rave outfit rather than my usual leather.
Cut week 11? I think? Almost at goal weight, almost at maintenance phase finalllyyyy
Some pics I felt pretty good in yesterday. Any Dad's need a top bear to play with?
Cut week 8/8! We didn't get nearly close to my goal, so agreed with my coach to extend for another 4 or 5 weeks. I'm at about 238, down from 253 at the height of my bulk. Proud of myself for my first real cut, but still a little disappointed it didn't go how I wanted.
Cut week 7/8! Apparently that's all I post now 😬 maybe I'll try and get something sexy going again. Down 12 lbs, I'm happy I'm finally losing weight. The first 4 I barely lost anything which was frustrating. Might extend my cut past week 8 to see what progress I can make.
Continuing the cut. It's going semi ok. The number is slowly going down, a bit slower than I'd like but I'm liking the way I look. That's what's important right?
Cut week 3/8 (total progress week 13/18 for this bulk/cut). Not super happy with my cut progress, the needle hasn't moved on the scale at all. Maybe I'm losing and building at the same time?
I'm in week 3 of cut. Increased my cardio. Decreased my calories. Doing higher reps and sweating constantly, exhausted after workouts. And I'm *still* the same weight as the end of my bulk. I'm so confused.
Bulk week 6/8 done. I pretty much hit my goal weight so everything after this is bonus!! Kinda excited for the cut after now to see what's underneath. Anyone wanna clean my pits?
Been a while since I posted. Been distracted, but the gym has been treating me quite well!
Ugh I just wanna be bigger 😭 It's weird knowing I've put on a TON of muscle over the past 4 months, but still feeling like it's not enough.