Now officially an intermediate pole dancer 😊

Bullwhipping in the countryside with @kam-e-s.bsky.social. It was an 8ft bullwhip. Yes, I'm a brute 👹 [RACK, please do not try at home]

It is day 11 after the brutal destruction of my thighs (with a doubled heavy chain, a rubber cane and misery sticks). This week's big question is: do I go to pole dance? 😬

Day 1 vs. Day 3. My bruises keep blooming and she is making me take daily dips in a plunge pool set to 6° for "tissue repair" and "cold therapy." I am one lucky hellhound.

A play that seriously put my psychological endurance to the test, disturbing beyond my wildest imagination, followed by 3 whole days of existing at her feet in blissful submission. I feel incredibly privileged to have experienced this in my lifetime. (More on FetLife, as always).

Feeling faint during play with me? No problem, I will lift and carry you to safety 😏

Gorgeous hot plays, villain pairings, world-building galore, dates called dates, food tastings, deranged games, being worth the effort. I must have done something right in this life ❤️ Happy happy Sunday. And this stupid song that keeps playing in my head: youtu.be/Rt9tW3cMLhI?...

The lamb that gets itself into trouble 😏 caning in the French countryside.

Butterfly unlocked 🦋🪄

Messy degradation play with my boy. This is practically the only (and cleanest) photo I can show. I administered an enema too, and accidentally gave him a deep colon cleaning 😂

A little update: Posting lots of pole stuff lately but still around! It's an extremely busy period so I've been prioritizing my 3 private dynamics. I'm doing less public events and I largely play off-camera. I'm thriving, no part of me is unseen 🥰 I'll try to remember to snap some shots for y'all.

Proud of how far I've come. Music is a cover of Doomed by Maphra 🖤

Taking a break from my impossibly busy schedule for the sole purpose of appreciating my muscles 😏

When my pole teachers said to find my style, I don't think this is what they had in mind 😁

Butcher's "treatment" in Disneyland 🥰 with my dear @sonatalicious.bsky.social

In awe of this body ❤️

Monster Sunday ☠️

Everything is loose except the shoulders/arms 🥴😂 why is it always "how to build muscles" but never "how to dress for them"

Crazy about this look ⛓️

Exhausted, grieving, raging. But that week in Berlin was splendid. I felt the love, fell in love, and existed amongst edge players who had my back politically. On some days I also had to confront the less glorious parts of myself. And to have them met with kindness is a gift. "Apex predator" look:

Having the time of my life in Berlin. (Spoiler: it includes bagging, knife fucking, tongue whipping, and a healthy dose of electrocution)

A trans person loving their body despite the world 🌸

I have two sources of joy: pole dance and potentially fatal s€x ☠️

My bottom wore a "Daddy's lil freak" pink crop top to our date last night. Meanwhile, me (I guess the inspiration is plain obvious):

The back though 🌊

Still from a pole video. Hadn't noticed how massive my back and shoulders have become 😘

How to stay alive.

I started cross training to round my other athletic disciplines. I didn't think I could lift my bodyweight, and on my first day I managed a clean 70kg deadlift (1.3x BW). Couldn't be more grateful for where I'm at and what this tiny body can do ❤️

It's Daddy for you.

I saw a meme that says "when her love language is biting you, so you just accept your fate." It's also what you get for dating predatory femmes 🥰