Ember
@chubdsm
Insatiable fist pig. Twitter refugee, only posting here now. Poly, two partners. Dad of two Bilateral Orchiectomy 05/20/2026 #eunuch
Things can change in the blink of an eye when your fist is inside me! Getting worked back up to where I was pre snip and ready for Fist Fest! #gayfisting #pissgasm #gaychub #nonbinarychub #eunuch #castratedchub #smallcock #emptysack #noballs #chubfist #chubsling #loosehole #analtraining #bearcunt
Oh.. it’s the Tuesday of tummies… Don’t really partake that often but I just so happen to have had these in my camera roll… #gaychub #tummytuesday #nonbinarychub #mantits #moobs #chubjock #jockstrap #eunuchbear #hormonalsubmission #feminized #queerbreasts #hormonalfeminization #amabestroginized
Finally healed enough to show it off a bit!! There’s still some swelling right around my dick but it’s loosening. Then you can see the incision where they packed a wound to cure the cellulitis. All in all I’m very happy #eunuch #gayeunuch #nonbinaryeunuch #balless #castratedchub #neuteredchub #moobs
What shenanigans may have taken place last night? #gayfisting #gaychyb #chubfist #fatfistbottom #fatass #chubhole #eunuch #balless #noballs #wreckedhole #loosehole #fisthole #fistbottom #analfisting #analtraining #heavyanalplay #interratialfisting #fistpig #analpig #chubbypig #pigchub #fistcunt
When you’re eating an apple waiting to unload, and the line moves so you have to use both hands to move.. #gaychub #gaytrucker #gaybear #truckerbear #beardedbear #chubbytrucker #truckerchub #eunuchbear #eunuch
Well here’s a first view post op!! Still have stitches, and some swelling. But I can feel my sack is empty. Other than a little lightning pain from the end of my cords there’s no pain! #gaychub #eunuch #orchiectomy #emptysack #nonbinarynsfw #moobs #hrt #transnb #chubbyboobs #smalldick #chub #snipped
Another clip from my last fisting session with balls!! #bottomchub #gayfisting #gayeunuch #castrated #orchiectomy #balless #gaybear #loosehole #analfisting #fistingass #fisteunuch #emptysack #bearcunt #chubcunt #cuntedhole #fistcunt #openhole #wreckedhole #rawcunt #rawhole #rawonly #breedme
Not quite yet. But one day it will be!! Had AI show me what it would look like in purple and cream, colors I’d really like to use on it. And, well..
Sneak peek into my life. Found an old Honda motorcycle for a good price, now going to start working on a frame up restoration. It’s 56 years old. Should be fun!!
Oh! I can’t post this to JFF, so I suppose I should post it here!! Trying to take doubles from two friends while in Guadalajara. This was the last time I took a fist with balls.. #gayfisting #doubles #chubfist #loosechub #cuntedbear #bearcunt #fistpig #pigcunt #wreckedhole #fisting #analdestruction
I’m finally home from the hospital, icing down my empty sack cause the swelling was bad. Still gotta take it easy, drink lots of water, and stay out of the heat for a few days. But I’m finally home, maybe for more than 12 hours this time
Not sure if I pushed myself too hard after surgery, didn’t take in enough fluid, or if falling the day before surgery.. but my kidneys weren’t happy so I came to the ER last night with a 102 fever. But I’m on the mend. #castrated #orchiectomy #gaychub #chubbottom #noballs #balless #emptysack
Ugh. I wanted it smaller, not larger! #orchiectomy #surgery #recovery #castration #balless
First day waking up as a #eunuch!! Little sore, but no extreme pain. Lots of swelling. Little ache at the end of the cords where they used to be. Happy so far!! #gaychub #castrated #orchiectomy #ballesschub #emptysack #postop #lemmeplaywithyourballs #queerchub #gimmeyourcum #breedme
This might turn some of you on.. but leave it to me to fall down the stairs at the bnb two days before surgery. I’m fine, little sore.. ego was damaged more than anything. Just gotta get through today then won’t have to worry about it after tomorrow! Surgery in 20 hours!
Headed out at midnight, crossing into Louisiana, the flight landing, and relaxing on the patio of the bnb. The trip to Guadalajara is complete, now to complete the orchiectomy and begin the rest of my life.
Can I post this for #thickthursday? Cause my boobs be getting thick.. #gaychub #chubboobs #chubbytits #moobs #bigmoobs #titties #beartits #chubtits #bearboobs #bignipples
You all let me forget to post this weeks video!! It’s live now for those who subscribe. And if you don’t subscribe… well shame on you. It’s only $5 a month. #gayfisting #chubbyfist #fatfist #analfisting #gaychub #chubbottom #loosechub #loosehole #chubcunt #bearcunt #cunted #hollowhole #noisyfist
We’ve made a couple of videos over the past couple of days. The first one is on my JFF, this one will be up Sunday.. you may have to remind me. #gayfisting #gaychub #chubfisting #fatass #loosehole #wreckedcunt #bearcunt #chubcunt #cunted #rosebud #analrose #analtraining #bottomchub #gapedhole #chub
Depth training? Hoping the @toppedtoys.com ZeFFir 100 can work my hole out deep and start transforming me into a truly hollow cunt!! #gayfisting #depthtraining #hollowcunt #deepwreckage #armpitdeep #holetraining #loosechub #gaychub #chubfist #analtraining #expansivecunt #accomodatingcunt #bearcunt
Sorry for the delay.. life with two kids under a year old etc has had me exhausted, and when I’m not exhausted i just don’t have the mental capacity to film. #gayfisting #chubfisting #fatfist #chubass #fatass #fatgay #interratialfist #wreckedhole #chubcunt #cunted #bearcunt #loosehole #analfist
Well, the 20m video of the hole wreckage from before this disappeared some how.. but have this after vid!! #gaychub #chubbyass #bearchub #gaybear #fatass #shakeass #chubshake #chubtwerk #fattwerk #gayfisting #analfisting #chubfisting #chubfist #fatfist #assfist #wreckedhole #loosechub #cuntedchub
Made a nearly 40 minute video last night.. gotta edit the sound and balance the colors. I sound so hollow in this position JFF soon! #gayfisting #chubfist #chubbottom #loosechub #gaychub #chubbygay #chubbyhole #chubbyass #chubjock #jockstrapchub #cuntedchub #bearcunt #fistcunt #hollowhole #noisyhole
TW: Injection/Needles Tried saline in my boobs, that was fun. And this will be pretty much my life, once a week, from now on. No more balls soon, and estrogen pumped in me weekly. #gaychub #feminizedchub #estrogeninjection #feminizedamab #estrogenreplacement #hormonalsubmission #hormonaldominance
Clean toys and new storage for them 🥰 #gayfisting #analtoys #bigtoys #depthtraining #toystorage #gaychub #chubbytoys #eunuch #eunuchchub #ballesschub #orchiectomy #analtraining #analstretching #analwreckage #loosehole #asspig #popperpig #hugetoys #hugehole #wreckedhole #holewrecking #chubfist #gay
This is from a video the other day. Just loved how it looks like I’m already castrated. Can’t wait for it to be even looser and more concave than this! #gayeunuch #orchiectomy #nonbinary #emptysack #limpdick #gaychub #chubbydick #fatass #smalldick #smallcock #tinydickchub #pierceddick #softcock #gay
I haven’t forgotten about my #justforfans…. I’ve simply been super busy. But I did upload the long form version of the video of me getting fisted in a sitting version. I finally grabbed the video with the glow lube, and we filmed a new video with a new boom last night!! All proceeds go to my orchie!
It’s official!! May 19, 2026 will be the final morning that I will be able to say intact! That being said, I’ve found a way to finance the surgery, but will have interest free for 12 months. Still asking that you all give $1 and pass along the go fund me to your friends asking them the same!!