pov period

cw//bc morning skinny after a night of throwing up and shitting is so good (fully relaxed/not sucking in)

long day.

i hate my thighs sm

meow

hihiii

technically on our first date today

hehe

+fit check in boyfriends room

new push up bra (under the shirt) do we like the results

oh

me and boyfriend heheheheh

walking around like this LMFAO

oh... ive been awake this whole time

the whiplash i just got going through those pics like "i need this back" then swiping to this 😭😭😭 i forgor i was literally dying for a sec

im gonna be sick i was so skinny early last year

its only 1pm i hate everything

im trying to get better at makeup

omad. i hate myself

todays (yes just todays) journaling. i have more to write too my hand hurts tho

i cant fucking do this anymore

kill me kill me oh my god i cant eat anything else today fuck fuck fuck

did my makeup

i happy with that

walking in merica

on a walk and oh

the amnt of pages ive filled in this journal is insane for starting it less than 2 weeks ago

somethings wrong with me rn

lunch