Erin 🖤

@ec2121

She/her. ND. A-Spec. Midwest, USA 👎 Former theatre director/actor/stage manager. Currently working in healthcare. Chronic illness, mental illness, trauma, therapy. Also: Dogs! Music! Podcasts! Song lyrics! Pygmy hippos! Featuring: Rants & run-on sentences

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Erin 🖤@ec2121· 25d

The masked emoji is where I am currently. It was also 90°F (32°C) today. It feels like I have glass in my eyes & sandpaper in my throat.

A screenshot of a weather report focused on Michigan in the US. Screen reads:

CURRENT AIR QUALITY

THURSDAY 6:44 PM

GOOD (green)
MODERATE (yellow)
UNHEALTHY FOR SOME (orange)
UNHEALTHY (red)
VERY UNHEALTHY (purple)
HAZARDOUS (burgundy)

There is a yellow emoji face wearing a mask. This indicates where Erin is currently located. It's in the burgundy section which is hazardous.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Jul 10

An example of Google Ai being sensitive & scholarly about treatment resistant depression & atypical antipsychotic medications by referring to my current relapse as a "poop-out". This is why it's important to understand how Ai works & that it's basically just like a human centipede, only stupider...

It is common for the effects of psychiatric medications like Rexulti (brexpiprazole) to fluctuate. You may be experiencing "poop- out" (antidepressant tolerance), a temporary setback, or the initial dose (0.5mg) may not be high enough to provide long-term relief. Do not stop taking it suddenly, as this can trigger withdrawal symptoms.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Jul 9

I'm still alive

Picture of me looking tired witth crinkly wavy hair

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Jul 4

Here's another couple of cute Milly pictures from last night's fireworks related drugging #DogsOfBluesky #Dogs

White black and brown dog sleeping on a pink dog bed that's on top of another pink dog bed & surrounded by assorted pink pillows

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Jul 4

Idk if Windmill Cookies are a big thing where you live, but West Michigan has a large Dutch American community, so I grew up eating Windmill Cookies (the grandparents would have them with coffee or tea. Duh). Anyway, I saw this display today while grocery shopping & OMG...

Stacked packages of Steenstra's Windmill Cookies on a store end cap shelf, below a shelf featuring bags of Ferris Coffee Co. Steenstra's Windmill Cookie Blend ground coffee 😵

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Jul 4

We're almost through tonight's round of fireworks. Milly was drugged around 5 pm & has slept through the worst of it #DogsOfBluesky #Dogs

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Jun 21

I'm not a fan of posting random pictures of people, but this is a model so I feel slightly less weird about it. My reason for posting this is because I want to point out how thin this dude is. We're spending a lot time talking about women's bodies & heavily focusing on some specific celebrities. 🧵

Black & white photo of a random thin male model. Across his chest in all caps it reads FREE ASSEMBLY. At the very bottom you can see a tiny amount of a female model's blurred out face & one shoulder. I blurred out the faces because I'm not trying to shame people

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 30

Listen, am l the most attractive girl out there? Of course not. But do I have a good personality?
No,
But do I wake up everyday and try to be the best person I can be?
Also no.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 28

Text reads: 'The right person will come one day"

The right person :

[The silhouette of the grim reaper in a hooded robe & holding a scythe]

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 18

Ok, not gonna lie, I make this same face when I don't get my way but I'm way cuter

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 12

Stressed out Big Bird meme under the text: my nervous system after living in fight or flight since I was 8 years old...

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 12

A purple heart containing the text: HOW DO I TELL MY NERVOUS SYSTEM THAT I'M NOT BEING HUNTED FOR SPORT

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 5

#DogsOfBluesky #Dogs

White black & brown dog laying on the floor with her head resting on a scraggly brown & black stuffed bunny

Erin 🖤@ec2121· May 5

I keep forgetting to post Milly's goofy sleeping pictures so here's a handful from the last few weeks #DogsOfBluesky #Dogs

White black and brown dog leaning/sleeping on someone wearing black pants & a blue sweater

White black and brown dog sleeping with her eyes & mouth open

White black and brown dog sleeping like a swan with her face smashed into one of her back legs

White black and brown dog sleeping upside down with her legs akimbo

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Apr 11

Picture of 2 trains colliding on train tracks. The text above the picture reads "Me in real life:" One train has the overlaid words "my desire to isolate myself" & the other train has the overlaid words "my desire for connection"

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Apr 3

I keep forgetting about my birthday 🤣

A reddish envelope with Erin Marie written in cursive on the front of it

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Apr 2

I'm an Aries but I'm also me. So some generic Aries traits fit, while others, not so much. This though, is 🫢:

Date: April 2nd
Zodiac Sign: Aries
Color: Hunter Green
In One Word: Sadness
Shape: Semicircle
Strength: Focused
Weakness: Emotionally Unavailable
Most Compatible With: Sagittarius

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Apr 2

It's my birthday!

Screenshot from Finch app of a pink bird in a yellow pad dress standing next to a giant pink cake. Text reads: Happy Birthday! "I wouldn't be here without you, I'm so lucky you were born, cheep-"

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 20

I've been in bed for 2 whole days but my hair still looks cute (???) 🤯

Me with messy hair & a dark gray hoodie. I'm not sure why my hoodie looks so weird but it does 🤷‍♀️

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 11

I have a neurological condition that is exacerbated by certain fragrances so I want to say, from the bottom of my heart: Fuck off with this RFK Jr bullshit. It's shampoo. If you don't want to use it, don't use it. But you sound like Alex Jones with this dumb ass carcinogenic neurotoxin bullshit

Screenshot of a 1 start review of a shampoo. Text reads:

Fragrance allergies
Lorenzo
5 months ago

Fragrances are carcinogenic neurotoxins. Fragrance can cause asthma attacks, anaphylaxis, rashes, brain fog and more. Over 1/3 of the pipulation are allergic to fragrances now. Some of the,other ingedients are shady.I'll shop at my health food store

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 9

"This is fine" meme except it is a flame with arms, legs and a face sitting in a chair saying "this is fine" & is surrounded by a kitchen full of dogs. Text at the top reads: me in full on sensory overload surrounded by neurotypicals who have no idea how to help

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 7

I had to get labs done earlier this week & I just noticed this giant bruise. Wtf

Erin's pasty ass arm. Inside the elbow there is a bright red dot with a big black/green/yellow bruise surrounding it

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 7

Picture of Bea Arthur making a judgemental face. Text reads: My reaction when I see motivational posts from people I know are toxic in real life.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 6

me: hi do you take walk-ins
the morgue: what

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 4

Text at the top reads: When you didn't expect to reach 18 but 42 is around the corner. Under that is a picture of Mr. Meeseeks (from Rick and Morty) looking distressed. Text under Mr. Meeseeks reads: I'm not supposed to exist that long. This is getting weird.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 4

Picture of Pedro Pascal smiling. Text reads: Me 10 minutes after yelling at my entire household cause I was overstimulated

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 2

If you're not letting depression ruin every aspect of your life, you're doing it wrong

Friendly reminder: Never be sad on a weekend. Cry during business hours and get paid for your depression. Don't let capitalism win.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Mar 2

Shame that isn't yours to carry

Shame:
~ for something that was done to you
~ about someone else's actions
~ due to stigma or prejudice
~ resulting from someone else's judgment
~ for having different values than someone else
~ because you said no or set a boundary
~ that was passed down to you by family
~ about your emotions or needs
~ for struggling or needing support
~ that's a conditioned response from early life

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Feb 25

Trauma isn't only what happened to you. It's what was taken from you: your sense of safety, your trust in people, your ability to rest without guilt, and the unbroken version of yourself you never got to meet.

Erin 🖤@ec2121· Feb 19