how do other mentally ill artists keep drawing things.. how do i escape into art... when my world is overwhelming me i want to make art but i just paralyze and basically just stare at a wall until my day is over 😓

i genuinely don't think there's much, if anything, hotter than someone clearly blasting something really good. doesn't really matter what it is. the combo of competence and joy and explosive combustion is absolutely lethal to all forms of life