Buff the NullMooPup
@giantbritishpup
He’s desperate. Don’t relent. Take him down with the only tool that has ever scared him. Release the Epstein Files
But the video still brings people joy. And that makes me so happy and so proud. I left a joyful mark on this world. May I do so again one day.
Challenge myself, push forwards, and remember to feel for when “it’s scary but im doing it” becomes “I’ve hit my limit” and act accordingly, apparently?
I will continue to endure, I will continue to heal my pain at its root, I will shine bright enough to show others the way, I will grow strong enough to protect others on their way. This will all have been worth it.
True strength comes from understanding. To accept your pain, look at it without flinching, see it's very core, and work to repair it at the root, is the path to true strength. It is the path by which your obstacles will never trouble you again, and may even help you in the future.
To simply overpower your obstacoes risks either perpetuating them, or worse, becoming the monster you once feared.
Wah! Red panda! "It frequently utters Wha! Wha! Whence one of its names"
Oh man… I found a picture of me from 2015. Being narrower makes me look so much taller! But also… I should have realised that if having a “perfect body” still made me hate my body, maybe it wasn’t the muscles or the body fat that I was unhappy with. Ah well. We live and learn.
I went through traumatising shit. Same as my abusers did. When I disappointed them, they crushed me. And that didn’t turn me into a monster. It had every opportunity to. It certainly left me broken enough. And yet? Despite everything, I still know who I am. I’m fucking proud of that.
Wooo! First time above 25 miles in one ride since getting back on the bike! My legs need massaging now and will especially need it tomorrow. Any volunteers? You can use your tongue.
Woo! 158.5/350lb bench press again! Progress! New In-UK-PR!
For my next trick, I shall make a gymgoer in a white t shirt DISAPPEAR! Furthermore, Release the Epstein Files!
Today marks 365 days since I chose to live in my real body. I couldn’t be happier. Being a nullo is everything I hoped it would be. Being me is everything I hoped it would be. There are jerks out there, sure. But they are drowned out by the people who see the joy radiating off me and are happy.
“The truth shall make you free” The longer I live, the more accurate I learn it is. When you live up to your own values, when you stop pretending to be who others want you to be, and you choose to be True, it is powerful. It makes you feel like your troubles are surmountable. It makes you free.
Favourite?! How am I supposed to choose?! Have a randomly selected one I like. 😁
Ok. The hi vis black contrast works. Just need some black abs red leggings that don’t have a massive hole in them now. Where are people lycra shopping these days? Amoresy isn’t really for working out, LEDqueens has ascended, and Amazon is… Amazon. Are we still using the cishets’ BJJ spats?
Now *that* is satisfying. All of my toys, washed and accessible right next to the sling. Oh there shall be many a happy hole visiting my bedroom. 😁
Got side eye by a lady on the street wearing hoodie and leggings and… is it because I was wearing it better?
I am disproportionately proud of having got the warm water bidet set up in our bathroom. We shall have the cleanest butts this side of Vauxhall! The bottoms of Hunter and Pleasuredrome shall gaze upon us with envy and the tops shall with hunger! (It’s a tough week. Let me have this.)
Seen? Yup Acquired? Yup Hit? Ow Penetrated? Went straight past all my shields? Killed? 💀 Congratulations! You cut all the way through the survivability onion!
If it works person to person, and it works person to audience, and it even works photograph to person… Then is it universal? And am I even saying anything that isn’t obvious? If we’ve known that attraction doesn’t have to come from appearance since we were kids?
Oh no… The sling makes a really good one person blanket fort. Oh I’m going to need to get a huge patterned sheet to hang over it and fairy lights for inside when I want it to go from kink to cozy aren’t I? It’s already proven to be a great clothes horse for drying laundry, now it’s got a third use!
No. I’m sorry. You show this feeder icon the proper respect or you don’t show him at all. He is to be remembered grabbing handfuls of pasta and shoving them in people’s faces, like he would have wanted! I want statues of a bare hand grabbing fettuccine and force feeding a grateful America!
My goodness that was eventful. I found out who it was. They used their primary gmail as the recovery email for their harassment account. Given that, I was able to get a restraining order. Turns out, what they did is legally called “domestic violence.” I’m hoping they finally leave me alone.
You know what? If you want to feel less powerless, remind yourself of your power, right? I’d say this is a good display of size and power, right?
Anyway! Locktober for everyone else. Holetober for me. In my shiny new bedroom! 😁😁😁
Hahaha! I’ve actually done this for a stage show before too!
