Imimimi

@imimimi97

( 28 ) She/her --- FFXIV Gposer, might occasionally talk about games or hockey. pfp by 🇨🇦🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🇨🇦

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Imimimi@imimimi97· 1d

Scenes from S9 #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· 2d

Flowers and You #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· 19d

Lighting Practice #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· 20d

Good Morning #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· 28d

Sometimes I miss her skrunkly era

Imimimi@imimimi97· 28d

I was going to gpose but my sub ran out, so, fun facts. Haylie was directly inspired ( aesthetically ) by Ariane from Signalis! Even getting her red eyeliner as well. Her initial design shows this the most ( 2022-2023ish )

Imimimi@imimimi97· 29d

I happen to have ( 1 ) hyur, and an ocean of alts that may or may not see the light of day

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jul 18

Lighting Practice #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jul 18

Study #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jul 7

Just some things I've written in the wake of this grief. It helps, I think. I don't often share what I write, but I guess I just want my words to be witnessed.

The days are more beautiful than ever. The city is lush, green and vibrant. A beauty that I haven't seen since I was a child, perhaps it was always this beautiful and I never noticed. Its strange how grief has altered my perception of the world, how it has renewed the beauty I see in life. The sunrise is magical, bathing the skies pink, orange, then blossoming into day. The clouds become great castles in the sky, shining down upon us. Every sunset becomes a painting, made just for me.

I witness this beauty in a way like never before. Every street and trail becomes an adventure. The food and drinks taste sweeter and saltier. The parks are quiet--yet full of life with birds, squirrels and people.

Yet despite all this beauty, my heart tears and tightens when I can no longer share it with you. That we will never have another conversation. There will never be another night spent talking about everything and nothing. We will never share an inside joke and laugh until we're in tears. There will never be a comfortable silence spent together.

Things will never be the same, but there is still beauty to be found.

There is comfort and cruelty in the way life just continues.

I sit in my livingroom, reading my books, watching TV, as life passes by my window. Families go on walks. Neighbors talk about their days, their gardens. Children run up and down the street, laughing and telling stories. People go about their day, full of joy or sorrow, maybe nothing much at all. There is comfort to be found in that.

Life just continues, comforting in its ability to continue and cruel in the way I sit here, feeling a deep, agonizing pain I've never felt before. As I struggle to pick up the pieces of myself, knowing that whatever I put back together will never be the same as it once was. That there is a hole in my heart that will never be filled.

Life just continues.

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jun 27

Dark Clouds #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jun 22

You can never go back #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jun 22

Shader testing #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jun 18

The Heiress #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· Jun 2

Lighting Practice #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· May 30

Testing light rays #GPOSERS #ReShade

Imimimi@imimimi97· May 27

I'm really proud of how her apartment is coming along! I like to imagine she is also renting the basement as a band practice space and laundry/storage