Gone try not to eat more. I’m tired of being stuck at the same weight.

I look fat af but I might try to maintain this weight since losing without purging isn’t working.

Not this again…🙄

Had to get Skins in the background. My thighs are so big.

I used to be this skinny…idk if I even want to look like this anymore.

What even is the point of this and how do they find me?

I am just barely underweight which is depressing…

Wow my alt (which obviously I have never used) is already suspended 🙄

Broke my 48hr fast with some 365 calorie butternut squash and cooked spinach. Not gonna throw it up either.

Almost done with another 48 hour fast too.

My groceries for the week

What did I do to deserve this? Why of all posts did THIS one make it to the discover page? If I get deleted y’all know why.

But for why? Like what does this add to your page random gym bro.

Broke my fast by eating a 360 calorie ramen. I almost purged it but stopped myself. Someone tell me I made the right choice because I’m really struggling with it. I’m 1 full pound heavier with it in my stomach 😭

I’m going off my meds. Zyprexa specifically. I sent a message to my psychiatrist admitting to having an ED and saying I needed to switch meds. We’ll see where it goes from here.

Those laxatives really fucked with me last night but it was worth it

I have the pop socket dent lol

Two cups of coffee earlier and this for breakfast. This liquid fast better help me lose some weight because a bmi of almost 18 is unacceptable.

How did I gain so much fucking weight in less than a week? I went from 103 to almost 108 in 6 days…someone kill me.

I’ll probably have to eat with my family later when we go out but I’m happy I’m finally fasting again.

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BMI 17 today

Making progress.

Calorie estimates?

Still managed to lose a little weight yesterday. Those lax kicked my ass this morning though (no pun intended lol). Next stop is 100.

Girl breakfast. Mimosa at noon with my mom. My dad wanted to grab McDonalds but I said I wasn’t hungry.

I never thought I’d be abusing laxatives again but here we are… MiraLAX does nothing to me and my Colace pills melted together, let’s see how this goes.

The part where she yells “It’s not about you!” at her mother hits a little too close to home. My mom made my ED about herself too.

Anyone seen this? It’s on Tubi. I’m always looking for ED movies even though most of them are bad.