On a sad note… since Tuesday I’ve been in the mindset of “Schrödinger’s Cat”. I got home this afternoon and I found out after a brief hunt, that she had passed away sometime between Tuesday and today. Ashes to ashes & dust to dust. Thank you for being friend. 💔

I think I clean up nicely. Robins egg blue skirt and blouse, suntan hose and red heels. I’m slowly finding myself. As much as I want to eventually find someone new, I’d rather keep Jodi (my real self) around & live alone.

I took this pic earlier today, thought I’d share

When you forget this platform exists, ya wake up too over 20 notifications with more coming in. So as an update, still battling my grieving demons, still working hard. My attitude towards my alt lifestyle has changed a bit and really haven’t dressed up much lately, but I did Saturday morning. TTFN

In time, so I’ve been told, things will get better. I’m having good days and not so good days. I’m having to relearn how to live on my own. Now, the bright side… is that “Jodi Time” is almost all the time now, I’m almost always sporting a ponytail. I’m happily & gradually becoming genderqueer.

Too much to retype on here

Despite the fact I need to weed out front… it is a pretty colorful display

For Pride 2026, I did come out as LGBTQ+ on another platform that I was perceived as straight on, it went well. I also bought a new dress, as I liked the colors on it.

I’ve started branching out into other areas for experimentation so I dug out the makeup. The pic is from today: foundation & concealer around my eyes, eyeliner, mascara and eyeshadow. Lipstick for good measure. For not wearing makeup for several years, I like what I see in the mirror.

I’m slowly finding myself, slowly letting my egg shell fall away. Somedays it truly feels like I’m losing my sanity. One day at a time

Get on IG to see what’s new there and spend an absurd amount of wasted time hunting these phucking ducks. Only found 8 on this one, two of them were minuscule.

So last night, I did a thing. I’ve received some looks but not a word has been said. I’m breaking free and with no attempt to repair the shell as it falls away.

Either the dress got shrunk or I got fat. I barely got it off after I took the picture

I wrote about this earlier in the week, but yeah I really would like to go again

It’s a nice Sunday night to sit outside in suburbia

In other news… time to start experimenting with eye makeup. Maybe, just maybe it’ll help turn an old non gender conforming person into something more presentable, with practice

Short steps, heel to toe, legs straight, head high Practice, practice, practice!

Got into a conversation earlier tonight and I was reminiscing about all the “fun” I back in the day on twitter. I took the pic I think last Saturday night, coz I liked what I saw. Please forgive me when I state, that I might have to wear something similar for another during a meet up. 😈

From last Friday night, showing off in nude nylons, shorts and heels. So much euphoria for me, I ventured outside my house in the daylight.

The dress still fits! I have new heel tips on the shoes & my hair is in a ponytail. I know I’m not the prettiest thing, most likely not trans, more nonbinary and in need of a Ricki Lake makeover.

Good morning! I need to get myself going today, but I’ve been too busy watching videos and walking in heels. I’m slowly finding myself.

Took a pic of tonight’s bedtime outfit & I see the need for some self feminization. I see a razor in my future for neck down hair removal. I see earrings by my birthday as well. Have a silver & sapphire ring that I might have resized to wear on my pinky finger.

Good morning! This last weekend I spent quite a bit of time in heels, working on my strut and the heel to toe walking style. I took the pic this morning, coz I liked what I saw. I’ve become more focused on the NB aspect here lately while protecting my energy. ❤️

Good morning! I’m still finding my new normal a bit challenging & really not like being alone. If there’s a bright side to this, I’m finding that Jodi has been let out of her cage & she’s slowly stepping out to look around. Have a great day!

Happy “Mario” Day for those who celebrate

Been wearing everyday since Saturday & with no want or need to stop

Never underestimate the power of a good nights sleep