☆Rachel☆

@kalrell

She/Her mostly. 🏳️‍⚧️ 30something old. Lover of gaming, SciFi and nerdy things. ActuallyAutistic Likes to nerd out about stuff. Nerds are the cutest. Social Transitioning Era. \o/ ♥Sappy Sapphic Yearning Era♥ - let me tell you, you're cute!

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Bluesky

lesbian

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☆Rachel☆@kalrell· 9d

Space, rainbows.

A phone lock screen, static but normally animated streaks of rainbow stars like star trek warp. Time and date visible

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jun 20

I did the thing, pretty accurate for my current state of 4am mind. 😳

Diagnosis: glass heart syndrome
Main symptoms:
Feeling lonely while ghosting messages
Getting hurt by over-interpreting words
Avoiding every uncomfortable situation

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· May 25

"This show has Continuity!
Sometimes..
Look at the busted ship!"
Silver text title, with a heavily damaged NX-01 Enterprise above a planet.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· May 12

And there's silly things like this, where they don't even try to hide the old name of the zone.. Alchemy Profession Knowledge item btw.

A map icon and purple text: Vial of Rootlands Oddities

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Mar 12

I did the thing, but it really made clear, I need to buy some PC screen cleaning materials.. Surprised I can see colour this early in the morning..: www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd/

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Feb 5

Post a ship that’s not Star Wars or Star Trek

The Homeworld 1 game, Mothership as a shipyard in cinematic black and white. Several Carrier-class ships are in the background visible against the round of a planet, and the stary black of space.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jan 14

BFA: Deathknight loyalty until WoW burnout. Shadowlands: FFXIV 👓nerdy girl👓 summoner, clubbing as "myself" oops. Dragonflight: Silly fun FFXIV Rping, why am happy? Egg cracked hard. The War Within: I returned as human Warlock. 😈 Midnight: Unsure what to main? stay ranged? New Unholy DK? fluster? yea

My current World of Warcraft Main. A warlock in purple with floating Soul Shards and a floating book with a quill in front.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jan 14

So my Azeroth main history: I liked Malfurion so started: Classic-TBC guy Night Elf Druid, cos Warcraft 3: girls are Sentinels, guys are druids. Lore Mattered lol. WoTLK: girl night elf Deathknight, why is DK exclusive pink hair good? 💗 Legion: DK rough, so Paladin for a raid tier until KJ grips.

My Night Elf Deathknight from 2009, standing in front of a Corpse Exploded raid boss, she has bone shields spinning around her, PINK hair in a pony tail! So girly.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jan 14

This change affects both Modern WoW with its updated Character Creator and the Classic WoW versions where there are no longer "Male" and "Female" gender icons.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jan 14

Nice you found some original footage, hehe. So character creation doesn't look like that anymore. After the exposure of sex pests throughout the company in 2020, the dev team made an effort to clear out stuff from the game. One change is the Character Creator no longer says Male or Female:

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jan 1

Firstly no malicious misgendering here, I'm not publicly out. It's private to those who don't know me. Names Redacted. 😊 This is a thing the overall housing organisation does, and nominations are voted on by other residents, so cool cool. "Award-winning at existing" - in my brain see profile name.

A typed pasted thing into the inside of card:
8. This customer has severe Autism that causes anxiety and in the past has caused REDACTED to isolate in his flat. He has recently found the determination to overcome the extreme anxiety to come into the shared areas and mix with the other customers, he openly admits it's a real
challenge, but he does this with a smile on his face and the determination to move forward in his life. I asked him if he would look at designing some posters for upcoming open days and he was more than willing to do this and took on board what was asked for and did a
is worthy of an award as he fabulous job. I feel REDACTED deserves to be recognized for his achievement.

Hand written inside of card:
Dear REDACTED
You've won Customer Heroes! Well done!
STAFF-NAME-REDACTED nominated you and I've included what she said about you, and some vouchers.
Thank you for all you do!
Best wishes
Everyone at LOCATION-NAME-REDACTED! smiley face.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Jan 1

So a Fifth thing, is after my "techno workshops" staff asked for help with open day posters, and some help with minor tech issues like converting PDFs to editable word docs XD One of the staff higher ups noted how I am isolating less etc and nominated me for a "customer heroes" award..

A card on a black desk, gradients of browns, gold text "You are Awesome"

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 31

Hi internet, I'm posting the thing. I hope people have thoughts to leave. 🥺

Before the year ends...
Reply to this tweet and give your honest thoughts about me?
!? Shy blushing emoji

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 31

I always think of this over the top-ness with male shirtlessness. Sure maybe hot for some but shrug good for them!

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 29

The void is at least pretty and purple, like you! sometimes.. if you wear purple maybe. 😌

A screenshot of the void from World of Warcraft

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 18

I made a meme, I hope this is good natured giggles for all concerned and no negative feels by any party. 😊🫂💛

Meme sign: 0 Days Since Last Time Someone Thought Amber was Cis..

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 16

Without downloading any new pictures what caused the Bell riots

Masc Delenn from the pilot on left vs Fem Delenn from season 1 on right

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 15

if you see this, we IMPLORE you to post a picture from whatever device you’re using without explanation (Amazon is taunting me 🥺😩)

A pic from Amazon: Deals inspired by your history and its 4 prime day reductions to 4 different bras.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 7

Oh wait its right to left or left to right. But the key is whole hand, much touch. Like doing karate chops across the screen ^^

A screen shot of this bluesky conversation.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 7

Show me a picture in your phone that has your energy and isn’t a selfie This is my more lewd and yearning energy lately.

A cat sleeps on their back.
White meme text says:
CAUSE OF DEATH:
NO BOOBIES

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 7

Oh and also oops all my video game characters happen to be blonde haired ladys... I WONDER WHY THAT IS? 🏳️‍⚧️

World of Warcraft blonde Paladin holds the Heart of Azeroth era 2018 Battle for Azeroth.

My Wildstar, rest in peace, character. Blonde with gold armour and neon green tech things around her shirtless torso, wearing a cloth bra with no straps, standing on a gold Hoverboard, a snowy region with small native village in the background.

My Star Trek Online character, Red Command uniform with unique commbadge, Admiral rank pips. Grey high lights and padding. Blonde hair looks a bit dull and green in this lighting.

My Star Wars Old Republic, Republic trooper. She has blonde hair in a ponytail, dark side poisoned orange eyes. Wearing classic white combat armour, although many pockets and stretched over noticeably large bust.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 7

And the funniest imposter syndrome thing, was dressing my character up like this for years, and saying "I'm not presenting any feminine styles 😭" and the friends in that game going "HUH, "you literally always wear skirts with that cleavage top!" you show your style every day ingame with us." 🤓

My FFXIV character in her house, in her yellow skirt and corset combo, waving hello with a awkward nerd expression on her face.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 7

I used to look like this btw :3 But yeah I was playing on US servers so timezones zzz, and my social spaces became toxic and hurtful so drifted away from *her*, wanting to stop "being her" and start working how to "me".

My FFXIV character standing shyly with her hands behind her back, bosom emphasised, wearing a tight yellow dress with wavey skirt and her smol black glasses, the dawn sun is bright behind her casting a lens flare across the forest scene.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Dec 3

So I guess I have Cute Girly Girl Vibes, big Hope energy. 😛 Also shout out to my besties on here names making the word cloud: @risettemd.bsky.social @hiyinx.bsky.social Also hi to @mooncatte.gay and @inyourculture.bsky.social 💛 Turns out I'm a big reply girl, who could have known. I 💛 and I 🫂

Word cloud visualization for 2025 showing your 50 most-used words, sized by frequency. Top 10: "girl" (178×), "vibes" (173×), "cute" (150×), "hope" (115×), "girly" (110×), "dear" (91×), "keep" (73×), "hang" (73×), "brain" (71×), "myself" (70×) (from Anisota's Annual Bluesky Harvest)

Bubble chart visualization showing accounts you interacted with, sized by total interactions across all engagement types in 2025. Top interacted accounts: @hiyinx.bsky.social, @risettemd.bsky.social, @inyourculture.bsky.social, @mooncatte.gay, @astridindigo.bsky.social (from Anisota's Annual Bluesky Harvest)

Pie chart visualization showing post type breakdown for 2025: 3,230 total posts (50%), 439 standalone posts (7%), 2,791 replies (43%), 15 threads (0%) (from Anisota's Annual Bluesky Harvest)

Emoji bubble chart for 2025 showing 50 different emojis used 3,219 times total, visualized as bubbles sized by frequency. Top 10: 💛 (735×), 🫂 (533×), 😌 (289×), 😊 (185×), 😅 (164×), 🥰 (129×), 🤪 (101×), 🥺 (77×), 😛 (47×), 😴 (46×) (from Anisota's Annual Bluesky Harvest)

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Nov 28

I love this statement, I used to always think I was the exception but nope, not boy and teenboy me was incapably shy and dumb to talk to girls like people..👉👈 I think my response is this meme I made last year of my FFXIV character, copying the design other another meme. 😛 This meme is affirming. :3

A Meme showing a girl with glasses drinking a tea. She is my FFXIV character as I remade this meme from its original.

Text in the middle says: girls with glasses are so gay. why do you need glasses? to see boobs?

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Nov 15

Oh no I'm inspired. :3 So left me is like me now but a lil girly. Right one is like goalz. Should I make one of those a profile piccy? Warcraft character gets old. 😅

Rachel, she has overwhelming brown hair everywhere, blue eyes, purple shirt and black vest top.
Background is yellow with hearts in black outlines.

Rachel, she has blonde hair tidied up into a pony tail, blue eyes, She has round golden glasses frames and jewellery, a sleeveless purple top and strapless lil black dressy.
Background is yellow rectangle with hearts in black outlines.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Nov 12

Age yourself with gaming 🎮 (This is obscure af 😜)

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Oct 19

I used to take a lotta pics in FFXIV, and this popped up on my onedrive "on this day" feed this week.. And I just feelings, 'this is me if you even care' meme. How to I get to be her thoughts empty, no braincells. Pic is 3 years old, soo a few months after cracking, no signs of girl vibes right?

My FFXIV character Kal from 3 years ago.
She is a Aura with dragon like scales on face and neck, and horns for ears.
She has very blonde flowy hair, and big round white framed glasses.
Shes looking upward at the camera, clearly asking why, asking instruction from the universe.

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Sep 4

random pic that has "Rach" energy :) I really should by some ear headphones. 😅

☆Rachel☆@kalrell· Sep 2

I am void.