kelz 🦋
@kisskgs
♏️ 27, she/they. minors DNI! ❌ no discourse or i’ll block you ⚠️ TW mental / physical illness! 𝑒d. you’ve been warned! ⚠️ cashapp below to help pay for medical bills (i’m disabled & unable to work + no benefits bc the gov hates me)
just got this email from the healthcare company that owns the hospitals i go to… like genuinely DON’T PISS ME OFF! 🙄 “is it time to treat your back and neck pain?” BITCH. what do you think i’ve been TRYING to “treat” for the past 4.5 YEARS?!? shut up!
every time i send something in caseoh’s chat, it has to be “checked” by the mods first… it pisses me off. you know why my account is so “restricted”? because one time, i called out one of the main / og mods for being ableist 😀 i was originally PERMANENTLY banned, but i appealed & got access back.
moose are HUGE! this image (from before ai existed, though i guess it could be photoshop… idk) is burned into my brain!
hey! 😀 so quick question! why the FUCK does my state’s benefits portal show that i have ZERO cases?!? aka… no record of the MULTIPLE times i’ve applied for benefits (during these last 4 years) NOR any record of my CURRENT CASE; where i FINALLY have a lawyer and i’m supposed to have a hearing soon!?!
tw // BLOOD - graphic? this is the blood from simply leaning over my bedroom trash… i ran as fast as i could to the bathroom & still got blood all over my clothes, my hands, my phone, the carpet, etc. the bathroom is literally only 3 feet away… it was genuinely the worst nosebleed i EVER had!
tw // blood stains - not graphic i recently cleaned my comforter & only 2 days after washing it, i had the most HORRENDOUS nosebleed… now i need to clean it again :( also… the nosebleed was so bad i ran out of tissues. so i had to lean over my trashcan then SPRINT to the bathroom! it was BAD!
i have “gem” stickers (and a bunch of other stickers) i can send you!!! to add some “pizazz”! similar to the picture i’ve attached! i have a TON of stickers actually! plants, stars, the bratz, even free stuff from mcdonalds 🤣 i’m now realizing i hoard stickers… LOL
tw // sh i’m gonna be honest, i REALLY needed this. i feel so much better now; so much relief.
not the best picture, but we had some crazy storms earlier and it knocked down a tree in our backyard. and our power line… the fallen wire is trapped under the tree 😀 we haven’t had power for hours & the house is *really* starting to heat up… we have no idea when the electric company will come 😭
in person? the sky is a light purple color! my phone camera isn’t doing the sky “justice.” but irl, it looks so cool! we had a pretty intense thunderstorm yesterday & we’re expecting more wed-sun (plus we have an overcast all day today). i PROMISE the sky is purple rn 😭 but my phone camera sucks 💔
i know teddy probably just hurt his leg or paw and it’s not life-threatening but i can’t stop crying… i have no idea how long he was alone, just limping around :( i took the first photo the moment i found him limping, but now he’s laying with me as we wait for his vet to open 💔
tw // lax , graphic does anyone know if this feature *actually* works? because… i genuinely can’t handle seeing posts about lax abuse anymore. if y’all want to see what *ONLY* 3-6 months of consistent lax abuse does to you? i’ll show the photos of my RED toilet despite getting surgery 5 years ago.
severe thunderstorms are way too scary (& wet) for a teeny-tiny snowbear! 💔 she was drenched within seconds 😞 now she must rest, get dry, and recover!
i painted my nails for the first time in FOREVER! ignore how much shorter my middle-finger nail is (that nail broke 💔 so i had to cut it down) & also… please ignore the general shape/size of my hand!!! i request that y’all only “perceive” my actual fingernails 💅 nothing else! LOL 🤣
yes, teddy has a scab on his nose because he wouldn’t leave bunny alone (calico pictured) when she CLEARLY told him to back off.
read the replies for context. he set me up to look like a “drug seeker”… right? here’s the literal scrap paper my pain dr gave me w/ the medication name. i feel SO DUMB because i thought he was just writing down the name for ME to remember & that he’d add everything we discussed to my chart… nope!