Lily
@lilypheria
lvl 30+ | nsfw | she/her | naruto/ffvii | narusasu | sefikura/kurasefi and a LOT of others | fic author | reading | gaming | anti-harassment
I have so many good ideas for the time travel fic, I hope so much I won't lose my motivation 😭
CLOUD STRIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL 😭🩷
Ah the legendary Shinra Middle Manager
Started a fresh FFVII Remake playthrough and am sobbing my eyes out lmao
When I'm feeling as bad as I am now it's a serious fight with myself that I just won't delete everything and just stop
Thank god I left Twitter lmao what the fuck
I keep thinking if I actually even want to write rn and if I'm only doing it out of habit and bc I feel like "have" to write sigh
I was like, "I don't want to make my time travel fic just another Crisis Core retelling!" Me in the tags: "crisis core era" "but told differently" So what were you planning again, dumbass?
Ugh Sunday. I hate Sundays
I slept on it and I feel a little better about trying now. I don't want to give up!!!
I managed to write a few more chapters to the time travel and I'm overwhelmed again 👍 but I don't feel like continuing the kurasefi now either. Fucking sigh
I absolutely despise summer, I can't wait for this to be over
Five days left of tDCS treatment and then it's finally over
I have the entirety of my time-travel fic!! I can finally continue writing! It feels so good now ah, taking this much distance rlly helped
Got such a bad anxiety attack last night that I couldn't fall asleep quickly bc of it 🩷
Edited the first six chapters my time travel fic! Still... eight left.... hahahaha... I'm doing the insane thing and editing everything to past tense bc I don't have spoons for present now
Actually feel like working on my time travel fic now that I got help with it. Hmm
I'm starting to realize I prefer canon compliant/canon divergent fics from FFVII and that's... unfortunate
Love watching something completely different and still hear about Naruto somehow
I'm so glad the tDCS ends next week bc I dislike it SO MUCH
Treated myself and ordered a super cool case for my phone 🩷 can't wait to get it
Aaahhh I love my kurasefi fic so much. Writing it is such a joy
Just so tired of feeling so bad I'll just keep crying
I absolutely hate to be in a reading slump 😭