You ever know someone so beautiful that you don't even think you can do them justice trying to draw them?

Both of my parents walked around naked when I was little. Some people may consider that traumatic, but that was actually the *least* traumatic thing my parents exposed me to. Maybe we just need to stop seeing nudity as inherently sexual again.

This whole "big tits = goonerbait" thing actually pisses me off as someone WHO HAS ACTUALLY BIG TITS IRL. I am so fucking sick of being constantly sexualized just because of my genetics. I literally cannot wear a neckline lower than a fucking t-shirt without a mile of cleavage.

If someone gets to this before I do, someone needs to let me know.

I would like to point out that a lot of people, esp millennials, grew up in environments where taking any kind of pride in what you do was labeled as being conceited and narcissistic. It's why many of us still struggle to look at ourselves or our work positively.

I'm gonna be real, I would rather people just unfollow me than mute my reskeets because of me sharing people's mutual aid. If you don't want to see me sharing mutual aid then I don't think you deserve to see my art or my other thoughts.

was just walking around my house saying "chicken nuggets, non-stick spray, chicken nuggets, non-stick spray" so I wouldn't forget before I sat down to do groceries. Would make for a very weird spell incantation >.<

I see you, trending multiplayer game. You won't trick me into buying another one of you just to have you rot in my Steam library, barely played except for that one time I managed to get a group together. Long enough to where I can't get a refund.

We finished up Swat Kats and have moved on to Gunbuster. I'm the one that had to explain mechsploitation to these boys.

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I need more flouncy skirts. With lots of layers. No tulle though, fuck that scratchy shit.

Do not play the slop game, the $45 isn't worth the hit to your reputation.

I managed to train my cat to jump up on the couch/chair when she wants me to pet her when I walk into the room, to make it easier to reach her. I tried taking a couple pictures but she doesn't know how to stand still. She's very affection motivated.

Stop putting off getting that accessibility device. Need a cane? Get it. Showering too hard? Buy a chair. Grabby sticks are great, you should get one. Doesn't matter if you can muddle through without it, if it will make your life better, get it.

I *was* trying to get to 1k followers on Twitch but I don't think that's gonna happen before the site shits itself with all the bad decisions they keep making.

It's Bandcamp Friday, and I just bought my very first 2 albums for my music collection so I can finally get off of streaming services entirely. They are currently sitting on the NAS in our house, and once we get enough music, I'm gonna switch to the collection for the stream playlist. :3

I am here, I just have anxiety.

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"I'm surprised you're even alive" after telling a primary care doctor just *some* of my trauma to get a psych referral. "This is from you smoking too much weed" from an ER doctor, while my gallbladder was full of fucking rocks and causing me pain and nausea.

As someone who used to be an internet arguer, it's also really fucking bad for your mental health. Just stop doing it. It's not worth it. Just block and move on.

I've been enjoying doing handcam crafting streams, and I want to do more of them.

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Huh. This is about the fourth random email I've gotten from a developer about a game key in the last like 3 months. I ignored 2 of them because the games weren't my thing. I just updated my email recently in my Twitch panels so let's see if they filter to the new one or not now.

You cannot fence-sit fascism, and when you try to both-sides shit like genAI and trans rights, that's exactly what you're doing.

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These balloons keep doing circles around my room because of the air conditioner

Driving through New Hampshire, saw a sign in front of a house saying "LIVE FREE NO ICE." Wish we could have stopped to grab a pic of it.

The amount one can get done when not properly paying attention to the work is actually palpable. Also helps to have 2 cute nerds to talk to. :3

Help my friend Sam pay for his cat's dental surgery. #HelpSky #MutualAid 💸💕

Ok, so, streaming on stream.place has some quirks, and it's definitely a baby platform *but* once you figure out the quirks and work with it a little, it's really smooth. You just gotta treat it like an animal that needs extra love.