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Mostly Wincest and Kylux, but also Gentlebeard, Hannigram, Steve/Bucky, WinterFrost. 30+. he/him.

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need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 18d

"Tell me you don't want me, Sammy, tell me you are sick of me, tell me I ruined your life, tell me—" "Dean. I want to kill the demon bitch who took you away from me. What the fuck do you think."

Screenshot from 4x8 Wishful Thinking:
Dean looking at Sam with puppy eyes: "Come on, if you could wish yourself back, before it all started."

Screenshot from 4x8 Wishful Thinking:
Dean continues talking while Sam listens, mildly amused: "Think about it, you'd be some yuppie lawyer..."

Screenshot from 4x8 Wishful Thinking:
Dean, continued: "...with a nice car, a white picket fence."
Sam looking at him with heart eyes: "Not what I'd wish for."

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 18d

how it started vs how it's going (I'm sorry, I can't stop laughing, this ship makes no sense)

Screenshot from 4x2 showing Castiel telling Dean, "You should show me some respect."

Screenshot from 9x22 with Dean telling Sam about Cas, "He's a weird, dorky, little guy."

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 20d

#wincest Soul Survivor AU where Sam becomes a demon, too, and they are now figuring out their smoke forms (pre-relationship).

Sam, meanwhile, tries to merge his head with his tail, possibly investigating what he can do in this form. Whatever he does, he’s the same wispy shaft of smoke, just arranged into different shapes. There’s something pretty about Sam like this, all coiled in circles and ringlets and triangles, when he gets creative.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 21d

NO I DO NOT (I installed this app with affirmations to help my mental health and it does kinda help but not in the way it was intended 😂)

Phone screenshot with two notifications two minutes apart

NOTIFICATION ONE:

CRITICAL
18:42 Air alert!
There is air alert in Kyiv.
Proceed to shelter!

NOTIFICATION TWO:

Mantra
I release all grudges and choose compassion.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 21d

was browsing related questions on google and even its AI knows what’s what

Who is Sam Winchester's true love?

AI Overview

In Supernatural, Sam Winchester doesn't have a single canonical "true love". His ultimate soulmate and the most important person in his life is his brother, Dean.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 23d

I normally watch movies for Dean references and read books for Sam references but I’ve just learned about this and I’m already imagining Dean blasting through this series (and then demanding that Cas read it)

Stant Litore is the bestselling author of the Zombie Bible series, which takes situations and characters from the Bible and posits zombie infestations.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 23d

we were under attack last night and I had the most Ukrainian conversation with mom 😂

A screenshot of a Telegram conversation

mom: It’s loud here. Hugs! <3
me: Loud here, too. Hugs! <3
mom: I’m in the hallway. England is still winning 4:2
mom: Seventh wave of missiles…
me: England is doing fine!
mom: France scored, 4:3 now
me: Tension!
mom: Eighth wave of missiles…

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 24d

non-alcoholic rum means I can have a liter (40 oz) of cuba libre with zero consequences apart from my deep, tingling enjoyment. oh, and this is what I drink it from.

A photo of a 40 oz black tumbler covered with Supernatural-themed quotes and drawings.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 24d

was looking for an alarm clock and found this extremely Dean Winchester thing

A box saying Gun Alarm Clock. Pictured: a digital clock with an upright shooting target and a plastic laser gun aimed at it.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 26d

found these good boys in a nightly wikipedia dive: one is called smooth green snake, the other is rough green snake, and they are both beautiful

A very pretty coiled snake with smooth green scales.

A very pretty coiled snake with rough green scales.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· 27d

I continue reading a Vietnam Marine novel and I think I understand now why the boys went for some interesting food combos as kids

He took out a can of chopped eggs, added some chocolate from a Hershey Trop bar—a high-melting-point chocolate developed for the jungle—and mixed in some Tabasco and A1 sauce, both of which he’d carefully hoarded from his last R & R. Then he added apricot juice, throwing the apricots and the can into the jungle.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 12

me: I will write a soft sweet slice-of-life fic where nine-year-old Sam comforts his anxious big brother my brain: …AND THEN THEY FIGHT A MONSTER me:

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 11

reading a Vietnam War novel to improve my John characterization and it goes hard right from the start (absolutely using this story as nightmare fuel for Dean)

“What is it, Sergeant Bass?” Mellas asked.
“You’d better go have a look, Lieutenant. It’s the damnedest thing I ever saw. Fisher’s got a leech right smack up the hole in his cock.”

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 10

I'm currently writing a snarky demonic body swap wincest, a tense dark fantasy kylux, and a melodramatic post-siren wincest case fic, and you know what? I fucking love writing.

“C’mon, Sammy,” he urges, pushing his chest up to bump Sam’s ass. “Paint by the numbers.”

Sam grunts, and Dean watches his own dick burst into his borrowed face. The first thing he thinks is that he wants Sam to see it. Sharing the best stuff with his little brother is a lifetime tradition, and it shouldn’t end at direct-to-video slasher movies. He uses Sam’s oversized tongue to lick the hot globs off his lips, pleased to find that his preferred diet hasn’t turned his fluids into an unpalatable atrocity. Sam watches him, mouth open and cheeks flushed, making Dean’s face look like he’s taking horny nudes of his favorite porn actress.

“Fuck,” Sam says on a shaky breath. “You should see me.” He smears a drop of come over Dean’s cheek. “I’m fucking hot.”

“He’s made you mean.” Saying Snoke’s name is bad luck for those who don’t serve him, but Rey puts enough scorn into the pronoun that there’s no doubt whom she means.

“Master made me strong,” Kylo parries and rises from the bench. “You wouldn’t know.”

She’s thin and small and fragile, a wisp of a woman compared to Kylo’s bulk, but she isn’t weak. Her eyes are hard when she looks up at him, and her face is set, no traces of tears anymore.

“This isn’t strength.” She looks around the room that she’d just put in order. “This is fear.”

Dean gets his jacket, holds it in front of himself, and stares at it. "You sure you don't want Ruby on it?"

Internally, Sam screams. "Why?"

Dean drops his hands with the jacket but doesn't move his eyes. "Have yourself a nice romantic getaway, why not?"

Sam can't really say, 'you dumb fucking idiot, I want a romantic getaway with you,' so he just closes a fist and tries to focus on his nails digging into his palm. "You in or not?"

The room contracts around them, the water in the air freezing. "I'm in," Dean says and pulls his jacket on.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 9

look at this giant deer baby looking at his big brother mama like he can save him, the world, the whole universe, LOOK AT HIM

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 7

playing around with ellipsus, so have a pretty snippet from my upcoming Demon AU where demon Sam and Dean do some body-hopping (and brotherfucking).

As soon as Sam’s skin is clear, Dean rips out of Cas, flinging himself straight into Sam’s mouth, his every smoke particle rubbing over Sam’s cells in a spiritual equivalent of farting into your brother’s face. He sits up, Sam’s muscles listening to his orders beautifully, and grins at the raised eyebrow on Cas’s face.

“Hey, Sammy.” He pats his chest. “Dig being inside you.”

“You flirt like an idiot,” Sam informs him, eyebrow smoothing out and mouth quirking into a shape that makes Dean squirm inside Sam’s bones.

“Yeah, you fuck like an idiot,” he tries, which makes total sense, of course.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 6

my 73-year-old mother showed me how she watched SPN and I love her for it.

A big stack of notebooks bristling with extra paper full of handwritten notes.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 5

❤️Would You Like Some Pie with That?💙 ~38k, Coffee Shop AU + Fantasy AU #wincest, explicit, getting together, Sam has powers, stuffed with anachronisms, this is not a normal Coffee Shop AU Prologue Chapter 1. Honey Chapter 2. St. John's Wort archiveofourown.org/works/680893...

Would You Like Some Pie with That?

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Summary:
Finally able to retire from hunting, Sam and Dean exchange swords and chain mail for pies and aprons, opening a coffee shop for everyone in need of a little mood boost.

The civilian life goes swell until Sam finds a strange man slumped by their front door.

A man who, as it turns out, is not exactly a man.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jul 1

Dean survived the Apocalypse, Sam didn’t, guess that answers the question.

A screenshot of a YouTube video titled "Will Bottoms Survive the APOCALYPSE? | Gay Science" by Rob Anderson

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 30

Sam is like: Are you finally getting the hint, dude?

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 29

so I got this comment on a fic post on tumblr, which is extremely flattering, but also I’m REALLY tempted to reply that it’s because I’m Ukrainian 😂😂😂

How do you write like tomorrow won't arrive? How do you write like you need It to survive? How do you write every second you're Alive? Every second you're Alive? Every second you're alive~

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 27

Sam looking at Dean dashing off to buy them giant pretzels in Monster Movie is my comfort screenshot tonight. yes, I'm going to stare at it for the next hour. wouldn't you?

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 23

I may or may not be googling myths and urban legends from the South of France because holy shit this show is made for crashing incest revelations. I know, no one asked for this fic. don't worry, I'm absolutely not writing it. I'm just, y'know. googling. or not.

Dated and Related
2022 * Reality * 1 season

4.7/10 IMDb | 2/5 Common Sense... | 25% Rotten Tomatoes

16 single contestants, all sibling pairs, enter a villa in the South of France before going on a series of dates in front of their brothers and sisters.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 14

❤️A Portrait of a Brother as a Hot Dude💙 ~17k, season 13 #wincest, explicit, getting together, case fic, obliviously pining Dean Winchester, an ode to Sam’s face Chapter 1/3. Speculation archiveofourown.org/works/867233...

A Portrait of a Brother as a Hot Dude

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Summary:
Gabriel tells Sam, “Don't let anybody ever tell you you're just a pretty face,” and now Dean can’t stop thinking about it. He thinks about it during the day. He thinks about it at night. He even thinks about it in the middle of a case involving people getting strangled in locked rooms in front of their mirrors.

What are they trying to see in those mirrors? And, more importantly, what will Dean see in his mirror when he does the same thing?

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 12

got myself the perfect queer mood t-shirt and am planning to wear it everywhere (especially to work meetings).

A gray t-shirt with a rainbow and three bright stylized butterflies. The text under the rainbow: "smile if you're dead inside."

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· Jun 6

❤️Lazy Boys💙 ~5k, season 13 #wincest, explicit, Scoobynatural coda, brothers with benefits, porn with banter archiveofourown.org/works/86245446

Lazy Boys

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Summary:
Sam likes to fuck. Dean likes to fuck.

Who better to satisfy their mutual needs than each other?

Or: Dean gets a new TV for the Dean Cave (it’s a she and she has a name), and the boys celebrate by christening their chair with some good old brotherfucking.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· May 25

my app with affirmations isn’t really designed for Ukrainians 😅

A phone screenshot showing an affirmation from the app Mantra: "I am safe and protected by the universe."
Beneath it, a notification from the Ukrainian air raid alert app:
"10:50 Air alert!
There is air alert in Kyiv.
Proceed to shelter!"

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· May 19

every time I try to explain where kylux comes from to my mother, she says "I've only watched that one movie with Cumberbatch." my life is literally this meme.

A picture of a Dalek captioned "I love R2D2! It's my favourite character from Star Trek!"

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· May 16

❤️In Sync💙 ~23k, pre-Stanford #wincest, explicit, underage sex, getting together, oblivious Dean, pining Dean for Wayward Sons Zine Vol.5 Chapter 1/3. The Sun archiveofourown.org/works/849703...

In Sync

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Summary:

The year is 1999.

On Dean’s birthday, Sam shows Dean what he’s ready to do for him. On Sam’s birthday, Dean shows Sam how much he believes in him, even though they like opposite things.

In the summer, Dean has two realizations. First, who he really wants. Second, that it will never work out because they like opposite things.

And Sam? Sam’s just happy to prove him wrong.

need_more_meta@need-more-meta· May 16

very pretty weekly tarot draw today, which, as far as I can see, suggests that I double down on torturing Sam and Dean, while also mothering them a little. so, an ordinary week in the life of a wincest fic writer.