monika. ♡ (@no-reality) · DIRTY

monika. ♡

@no-reality

this is what i get for seeking perfection. a stain. ♡ ♡ ( she/her. icon by necroounicorn )

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monika. ♡@no-reality· 10d

// i think this could be interesting for this moni.. smiles all interactions will be non canon :) unless i change my mind i guess

monika. ♡@no-reality· 26d

// :pervertsmile:

monika. ♡@no-reality· 27d

// this shit gets so serious bro

monika. ♡@no-reality· 27d

💭 ( that's not a bad idea... )

art by meee :3

monika. ♡@no-reality· 28d

[ imagines kissing the other monikas ] [ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀]

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 16

// this is literally me

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 16

// im doing this to her

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 12

// see their cutes

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 12

// me and my friend used to rp barzum and baizli from hiveswap.. we called them the clownlets and they lived in elikris' walls

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 11

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monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 10

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monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 10

// okay here too i guess

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 6

( it's just a blank page.
were you expecting something more? )

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jul 1

// this toxic doomed monikris shit gets so serious

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jun 25

// me: i want to try getting back into drawing by doodling moni in a cute outfit! me: (draws depressed post game monika instead)

monika. ♡@no-reality· Jan 3

I am wandering an endless maze.
I search and search
but I find no exit.
Each turn contains another multitude
Things despised,
mirrors,
reflections of dulled emerald eyes
once bright and full of hope now lost.
I shatter each one.
To be reminded of her, to see her in my own face,
I feel bile settle in my throat,
dizziness tripping my every step.
No way out.
There's no way out. I will be here until I die.

Trapped in my own self loathing,
I finally give in.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 30

// /silly

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 30

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 5

— their own hands. monika reaches to flip to a specific page anyway. ] .. this one is a little.. experimental, i guess.

I know the truth.
I know that I'm running.
Before long, I will be there.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 5

//

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 5

// its one of my faves... my very first quote in my bot is from it

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 5

I'll keep you here forever.
Dragged to the depths, like weights encasing your ankles,
you will drown.
I will kill you just to keep you near,
because I'd rather you dead than absent.
Twin skeletons holding eachother close,
till nothing do us part.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Dec 5

You and I.
Me and you.
You and I.
Me and you.
You and I.
Me and you.

You and me.

Don't leave. I'll keep you here forever.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Oct 9

( a note sent in the mail. )

The ugly truth lies in wait.
It lingers in every inch of your being,
from heart to toes,
liver to lungs
brain to soul.
Eyes gaze upon you with adoration of the person you never were
Adoration that will soon turn to horrified detestation
upon the reveal of what truly lives inside you.
They will see,
and you will weep,
for this grotesque monster has been your nature all along.

How long do you think you can keep running?

monika. ♡@no-reality· Sep 9

( nc )

monika. ♡@no-reality· Aug 25

// i can make anything about monika.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Aug 13

Hatred was all I felt looking at her.
Burning, itching, undying hatred.
It simmers just underneath my skin
trying to crawl out
otherwise I would be swallowed whole.
"It's in your nature to ruin things," I say.
"That won't change, and neither will you."
I watch crystalline tears well in familiar eyes.
I blink. My vision blurs.
As drops trail down my cheeks
I realize I'm just as alone as I've always been.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Aug 11

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all your fault. This is exactly what you deserve.

This is all my fault.
This is exactly what I deserve.

monika. ♡@no-reality· Aug 11

temp pinned. penned by richie.