Bitch Cassidy
@painslutpuppy
🔞 21+ ONLY! 🔞 Eyes forward, teeth out. Sword makes the way.
What do we do with our feelings? WE HIDE THEM IN OUR MUSCLES. And how do we hide our feelings better? WE GET BIGGER MUSCLES.
The combined weight of the horrors I've authored would crush your carbon hearts into perfect diamonds of terror.
I took a nice long hot soak with epsom salt for my aching hips, I think laying around all yesterday really did a number on me! My body was not made for comfort. I'm like a shark, I have to keep swimming or I'll suffocate and die.
Rest day! I been lifting way too much and not giving my body time to recover, something something it's all I can do to keep the darkness out. But recover we must if we hope to build muscle.
Sharpen the body through motion, sharpen the mind through stillness.
Since we can never hope to understand why we're here, if there's even anything to understand, the individual should choose a goal and pursue it wholeheartedly, despite the certainty of death and the meaninglessness of action.
TW/CW: Needles, piercings (no blood). How do I know I'm not doing well? I traditionally use piercings as a coping mechanism and I just repierced my belly button. Piercing number lucky 13!
I put my tongue ring back in after 11 months, which somehow hadn't closed up in the interim!
Denied by insurance for AndroGel because I'm legally a woman. This is the ass of suffering from success!
When I say I put on 50 pounds for functional strength, it's by no means an exaggeration. I don't have anime or video games autism, I have "tell the literal truth" and "life heavy things repeatedly" autism.
CW/TW: ED Unlearning nearly 30 years of ana-brain is HARD. I deliberately put on 50 pounds to gain functional strength and I've hated every single moment of it. But the number on the scale LIES. I can look back at pictures from 2 and 3 years ago and I was so TINY and FRAIL.
Post your favourite film from the year you turned 18 (if you feel like it)
Regular check-up, sexual health matters! Are you on PrEP yet? Why not?!