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postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Jun 19

the chionthar will turn red 🩸 #postboxart #durgetash #bg3 #ocsky

Painting of Bodille (named dark urge) pinned over a desk, her hair blonde/pink/red pooling over a battle map like a bloody river. Holding her down is Enver Gortash, who with one hand is also possibly taking off her underwear. she has tear streaks down her face, as well as smudged lipstick, and his exposed skin reveals a bite mark or several.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Jun 5

miss ma’am,,,,,,, #postboxbits #ocsky

zoomed-in wip screenshot of bodille looking to the side, her makeup smudged and runny

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Jun 3

oops hihi #postboxbits

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Jun 3

as for her, i think her daemon settles unsettlingly early, around 6-7 (or as soon as she realises her parents are dead Permanently, and wont just wake up?) and its just a huge long white borzoi. she's about as tall as it is, when it happens.

image of a white borzoi (russian wolfhound) over a green grass field. it's watermarked by shutterstock, and just taken off of a google image search.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Jun 1

this was originally a test to see how unsettling i can get her to look (AND testing out a new brush)!!! HERES A ZOOM-IN!!! FRECKLY GIRL darling of my heart!!!

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Jun 1

god, give a little love, bring me back a dog in the next life #ocsky #postboxart #bg3 #durgetash

an illustration of bodille (named dark urge) with palms pressed to her cheeks, eyes wide and smiling as blood is smeared over her mouth and running down her chest. it does not appear to be hers.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· May 30

dolly dearest, Father’s favourite #postboxbits #wip

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· May 22

🫣 archiveofourown.org/works/852183... #durgetash #postboxwrites

Screenshot of AO3, a work titled “playwright” by user “postboxrose” with the following summary: “Were her selfhood a picking of peaches, he would have carefully undone the wicker of her basket, to watch her spill and bruise.

Bodille considers their first meeting.”.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· May 21

i dont think ill ever finish this one but the Thought was There (and the love for it also) so here you go!!! vaguely referencing archiveofourown.org/works/716545... which I WILL finish, so help me god #postboxart #solavellan #dragonage

partially rendered black-and-white painting of solas (dragon age) kneeling before luella lavellan (inquisitor, dragon age). both of them are wistful/morose, luella’s eyes are lowered or entirely closed. throughout the composition is a floating ribbon, which passes between the blades of a pair of scissors in her hand. solas is resting his hand on the blade of the scissors, as if to keep them from closing. his other hand is holding her cheek. behind them in the composition are two eluvians (in the final version they would have been three). in the foreground is the lyrium dagger before him, and before her is a book with fluttering pages, and two halves of what would have been an “elven stone”, stone of communication.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· May 20

i dream of you draped in wires and leaning on the breaks #postboxart #durgetash #bg3

Illustration of Bodille (named Dark Urge) and Enver Gortash from Baldur’s Gate 3. She is grabbing his face with one hand, his hair in the fist of the other, and her mouth is open – as if to bite, or to gasp after a kiss. His hands are hovering around her, one of them in a fist so tight the sharp nails of the gauntlet dig into his palm. His nose is bleeding and smeared over his face, and the blood is smeared over Bodille’s mouth.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· May 13

back to artposting after like a week of messing around with traditional mediums!! enver you have something on your face #postboxbits

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Apr 22

colour is happening!

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Apr 20

collegial behaviour #postboxbits

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Apr 17

be my friend i am so normal

a screenshot of three consecutive messages sent in tumblr chat. they read as follows: (1)”have no idea what the media actually is but i relate so hard”, (2)”i have four female ocs and all of them are varying degrees of cannibal too”, (3)”luella is the only one who isnt a literal cannibal and she ends the world on purpose”

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Apr 15

the dark urge bodille and the lesser known yet equally deadly urge to draw a reference sheet for your oc 💀💀💀 #postboxbits

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Apr 11

remember remember remember remember #durgetash #bg3 #postboxart

an illustration of enver gortash and bodille (named durge). she is sitting on the piano and he is hovering over her, guiding her hands. both are in a state of undress. over the image is a collage, a forget-me-not flower over open embroidery scissors, tied with a fraying red ribbon.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Apr 3

best daughter in all of faerûn! they ran a survey! (she threatened to kill anyone else who considered applying) #postboxbits

WIP screenshot of a larger illustration, zoomed into the partially rendered head of Bodille (named dark urge). She is a pale, pinkish-blonde half-elven woman with a scar running diagonally across her face and slicing across her neck. Her lips are a dark tone and marked with black spike markings, giving her an almost skull-like look.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 31

procreate perspective tool thank you for my life (and also thank you to my husband for letting me pause critical role to load up (UPDATE then load up!) bg3 for screenshot reference of the specific ornamental piano in the gortash room. no one gets me like you kaj) #postboxbits

further developed WIP sketch of the same work as the previous post. Bodille (named dark urge), wearing some kind of a short underdress, has her hands on the piano while gortash hovers over her, his hands resting over hers. collaged-on beside them is a forget-me-not flower, snipped by stork-scissors.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 30

happy monday nerds here’s some enver gortash struggling #durgetash #postboxwrites

Snippet from Ellipsus: “The fact is, truth is made of supple matter. When you are observed by gods, truth's very molecular structure reflects it: the space between its particles inflated, it becomes a gaseous thing – difficult to pin into solid form or grasp for an accusation, and keen to settle in the quiet pauses between words and written lines. For two Chosen, truth lives in the imagination of an agreement, a perfect understanding, and it is never spoken. It's a set of boundaries sketched out in shadow, and the set of plans to cross them – every which way and every day and then again. Their relationship was always defined by its lack of definition; every acceptance and every rejection was the product of a complex calculation by machinery neither of them had the means to understand within the other. The truth is, he doesn't know truth from hope or imagination.”

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 27

why dont you close your eyes and reinvent me #postboxbits #wip

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 24

i often think about how final every potential misstep of the dark urge can be. that they survive what happens before the start of the game is almost miraculous (if they even do) but also all the years preceding that???? anyway much to think about

Screenshot from AO3: “In her church, undue ambition is often recognised for its futility only when its subject finds their body grounded, bleeding out. Failure is one's reflection in the hot-spurting pools of one's own insides; it is not a threshold one can reach and turn from – death's door swings wide open, then seals itself well-shut. For Bhaal's chosen, failure is a final thing – and Bodille has failed, and bled, and now another guards her altar.”

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 24

best of cruel intentions #postboxart #durgetash #baldursgate3

drawing of bodille (dark urge) curled up on the ground, hugging her knees. her hair is pooling around her. hovering behind her back are ten crossbow bolts matching the crossbow of enver gortash, with bloodied tips. the composition loosely references rider waite-smith's ten of swords, though a notable difference is the arrows are not touching her, merely threatening to.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 22

SURVIVED

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 17

and the magic light that appears to shine is not the light of benevolent design #bg3 #durge #ocsky #postboxart

overexposed sketch of bodille, a named dark urge half-elf. hanging from her neck, bound inside a necklace pendant, is the lash of bhaal netherstone.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 14

bsky crushed a lot of the details so heres some zoom-ins!!!

zoom-in of bodilles face. you can see her FRECKLESSSS (and gortash' hairy chest)

zoom-in of the text; the typeface of the text is PP NeueBit by PangramPangram and is lovely and pixelly

zoom-in of Gortash' face with crows feet wrinkles!! and slightly exposed tooth!!!

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 13

see me now with my nearest-dearest #durgetash #ocsky #bg3 #postboxart

An illustration of Bodille (dark urge OC) and Enver Gortash from Baldurs Gate 3. Both are facing towards the viewer, B standing in front of E. He has one hand around her throat, displaying his netherstone, while another hand is holding a bitten red apple. Bodille is resting one hand on the arm which holds her, and another on her dress. Her netherstone is held not within the canon dagger, but inside a long necklace worn around her neck. The background is abstract shapes and the silhouette of a thistle plant, with some motifs puzzled together within the empty space beside the subject: a detailed illustration of stillbringer, the dark urge’s second canon dagger, as well as a simplified set of apples in various stages of consumption, one of which contains a worm. Beside the subject is also the following text: “where begins the selfbite of saints submerged and succumbed and suffused with the sticky and syrupy dreadful reflection which tints all hues to their warmest highs and splits presence into the ripest solitude of the low seed of the lowest and plucks thorns out of lashes and the gasps within their fists and from the mouth of the worm to the knot of the snake to the rust of the house to the heat of the last parched biteful of the humid earth to the dust of dead clutches and their charcoaled prayers for sins and rot and the rot and the rot and the rot shall rise and herald and bless by benevolent favour while the strangling fruit anoints with its spilled sugar the skin of the famished so that it should be crushed between teeth and with nails and on tongues and by throats within brass and thus shall it nourish the incomprehensible divine to its bursting beginning of end in all quickening gentle and baneful fatality”

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 12

bodilles fingernails, perpetually crusty with dried blood :’)))) i love you my disaster pixie nightmare girlllllll #postboxbits

a wip closeup of a larger illustration. what is visible is the body of bodille, below the waist and above the knee. around her exposed bare thigh is a metal snake with gemstone eyes. over her other thigh she’s resting her hand, with short yet dirty fingernails.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Mar 3

larian personally victimised all gortash simps with the amount of detail in his design (im enjoying myself tremendously) (have some more nightmare situationship wip) #postboxbits

a vertical screenshot of procreate, showing a more progressed version of the wip from the previous post!

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Feb 24

you’ve got the teeth of the hydra upon you / you’re dirty sweet and you’re my girl #bg3 #durgetash #ocsky #postboxbits

procreate screenshot. within it are partial renders of enver gortash (baldurs gate) and bodille (named dark urge, baldurs gate). in this wip bodille’s hair is quite pink. gortash is holding her neck with one hand while another holds a red apple. bodille has one of her hands resting on enver’s arm.

postboxrose 🗡️@postboxrose· Feb 13

+ my animated yappy girl with her dorky wiggly ear